what about the memory we had, I thought I found the person I will spend the rest of my life with, one who I will share my worries with, one who I will take as my companion but I could not see it come into reality, it all vanishes in the air just like a cloud of smoke without leaving a trace, now alone with a broken heart and finding it difficult to heal.
Three years back I met a girl, she's the type of girl that every man will love to have, her beauty and her uniqueness, she has this charming smile that can melt the heart of a man no matter how strong it might be, but sometimes she cares about me while sometimes she doesn't show care, and this makes me have a mixed feeling "Does she love me or not?", but I still love her the way I find her, we shared everything in common, we both had dinner together, cuddling during holidays, we often laugh out tears but she has never stayed overnight in my place but I love her calm face that I will love to see her face for eternity, even though she never care that much.
it has been three years that we have been together, but I'm wondering why she has not introduced me to her parents, she has never talked about it for once, I keep asking myself " I'm I not wasting my time with her?, does she love me the way I do?, or I'm just dealing with a one-sided Love." well I said nothing, I kept all those thoughts within myself not until she started to act weird, she stopped calling, not even a text, but I will always call her, though I'm not always convinced with the way she talks whenever I call, even when I text her first, it will take her hours to reply me with a one-word letter.
I could not keep it any longer to myself, I was forced to so her why she's behaving in such a manner but her response explode like a thunderstorm in my ear that I could hardly find my balance, " since I met you, I don't know how I feel about you, I'm not sure if I love you or not, that's why I'm keeping my distance", that's all she said. she started going out with her friends and care less about me, I was thinking that one day she will change her mind but her gesture keep telling me "go away" but I ignored the signs.
She told me the striking word "I don't want you in my life again, I just want you out of my way and out of your life" . so after three years, the person whom I love and care for is playing a fake love to me, "what a time wasted!" I felt empty I don't know why I'm getting it wrong, I've never done anything against her wish, I always do things just to make her happy, even when it seems she doesn't care, I showed her the love she deserves and I treated her like a queen and all I got is the other side of love, she threw those thousands day we've spent together in the trash and leave me empty.
I was Left alone in the middle of the dark blue sea to sink, jealous from Labrinth have become my favorite song, am, jealous of the shadow closer to her, I'm jealous of the way she's happy without me, I need the strength to stand without her, but I will always wish her all the goodies of the world anywhere she may find herself.
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Hmm... A really nice, toying with someone's heart for a whole three years is so inhumane. Anyway, how was your trip? Hope you met everyone and everything fine? ☺