What do these dreams mean?

Many have said that dreams have meaning and they might happen oppositely in real life. Just like what my grandma said, when I dreamed about her died and she turned into a leaf. I told her about this dream and she just laughed because it means that she will live longer. I asked her who taught her that but she just answered that that's what they believed before. I was still unconvinced because I want to base everything on Science and not just mere beliefs but I did not oppose my grandma about her beliefs though. I don't want to start an argument that's not going to end. Lol.

It sometimes disturbs me when I dream of my partner because it would always be about cheating. I dreamed about him cheating not just once but thrice. The first dream is when I caught him chatting other girls on Facebook. The second is I caught him again seeing girls and the third time, just recently, he broke up with me because he is with another girl and I was surprised because the girl is one of my workmates. Lol. All of these dreams are like real because when I woke up, I search for my partner if he's in the house because I really thought we already had broken up.

I told myself that I shouldn't get attached to someone because I don't want los a part of myself especially that we are not yet married and he still have a choice to see another woman. You know having a baby is not a guarantee that a man would be faithful (not all). Despite having the thought of not getting too attached, I was somehow hurt when I caught my partner cheating even if it was just a dream. I don't why I reacted that way and I hate myself for it. I am the kind of woman who doesn't want to cry over a man but it seemed like I did this time. What's even funny is I found myself in tears when I woke up for in my dream, I chased my partner and beg him to stay but he didn't. He chose the other girl instead. Lol.

After these dreams, I realized that I am attached to my partner now even if I won't admit it. I know I'll be fine without him but I also know that I'll be sad too. I also realized that I shouldn't be too harsh on him because he's still a human and he gets tired too. Maybe he's tired of me but he still stay despite my unfair treatment towards him.

I don't know why I have this thought of him, going to cheat like I anticipate for him to do it only to satisfy myself and prove that my verdict about him is right. I really hate myself for having this kind of attitude. I guess this is another part/episode of my anxiety.

Anyway, have you also dreamt about your partner cheating? How often? What do you think this dream means?

I can access google and just search it but I just want to hear true to life experiences.

Happy Sunday!

Ciao! ❤️