@Maestro02 4 May 2021 more from that month

Don't forget to gift yourself despite of many trials you have gone through.

***Suffering*** is just normal in a person. We cannot say that life is **existing** if we do not experience it. Trials also teach us how to be **steadfast** and **vigilant** in the problems that come to us. I believe that despite the difficulties there is also something good in return. I know I am tested by problems every month but I will never forget to reciprocate my difficulties even once. I buy my **necessities** sometimes which makes me happy and I can still use them. This way I can make up for what I went through in the past week and be **better prepared** to face the next trials. ***The month of April.*** This month has been the *‘***test of the year’** for me. I tried to get discouraged because of the number of activities I am doing. One night, I was crying because I no longer knew what to prioritize because I was so exhausted with what I was doing. Another problem followed that tested my **perseverance** with things. I just let my emotions go by making articles that also helped ease my feelings. Since the month of March came into my life I have learned that I should also gift myself despite the perseverance I put in. The Gift. I’ve been really frustrated with a game ever since. Although I rarely play now because I still have responsibilities as a student and writer here in the read.

When I was still in **Junior High School** I promised to myself that if I will have work and making money, I would save up to buy the **'skins'** of heroes I wanted that would also help me to be better in mobile legends ***(in my opinion)***. In case you don’t know Mobile legends, here’s a little knowledge about the game: Mobile Legends: Bang Bang is a multiplayer online battle arena (MOBA) game designed for mobile phones. The two opposing teams fight to reach and destroy the enemy's base while defending their own base for control of a path, the three "lanes" known as "top", "middle", and "bottom", which connects the bases. https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mobile_Legends:_Bang_Bang%23:~:text%3DMobile%2520Legends%253A%2520Bang%2520Bang%2520is,%2522%252C%2520which%2520connects%2520the%2520bases.&ved=2ahUKEwjH-qmFg7DwAhUPGKYKHUKfC74QFjARegQISBAF&usg=AOvVaw3AtdsFHXTp4MJxL_1UVXLs I’ve seen potential in myself in the game ever since because I’ve been able to practice what I see in **pro-scenes**. I’ve also experienced participating in **tournaments** but I can’t give it time now because I divide my time between my **studies** and being an **author**. My dream also includes being a **pro-player** but I can’t pursue it right now due to the current situation. **BCH** or **Bitcoin Cas**h has helped to fulfill my dream not only of getting and buying **‘skins’** in *Mobile Legends: Bang Bang* but also in my life and education. When **BCH** came into my life I was able to buy things that would help my family and me. I am also able to pay our internet bills because of this. I can also buy the '**skins**' at Mobile Legends that I used to dream of.

This is what I bought last month the first ***‘starlight skin’*** I bought with my own money. It costs **₱ 350** or **$ 7.28**. I also made a promise that each month I would save a small amount to make up for my suffering each month. Starlight skins like this, come every month and also change every month so a hero’s new skin will come.

This is the new starlight skin I bought this month. This is the best skin I have sold of all because it is my Main Hero. It costs **₱ 480** or **$ 9.99**. All my sources of purchase here are from my income from noise.cash. **Closing Thoughts:** This is my way to **alleviate** the **sadness**, **problems,** and **trials** that I have felt for a month. There is nothing wrong with giving a gift to ourselves especially if we know we deserve it. I just want you to know that you also deserve to be happy so do everything to **reciprocate** your **hardships**. You may find **happiness** in the things you love, you may find it in the people around you, mostly you will find it in yourself. Thank you for reading my article. ***Padayon!*** You can read my previous articles: **My Goals and Wishes for the month of May and my Achievements in April.** https://read.cash/@Maestro02/my-goals-and-wishes-for-the-month-of-may-and-my-achievements-in-april-19cdbd56 ****It Starts with a Pen.**** https://read.cash/@Maestro02/it-starts-with-a-pen-b3c7f91a ****I Made my Mom more Proud.**** https://read.cash/@Maestro02/i-made-my-mom-more-proud-cfe57a3c ****Flowers and Photography: Some of my Best Shots for this Month.**** https://read.cash/@Maestro02/flowers-and-photography-some-of-my-best-shots-for-this-month-5ee44945 ****Just Keep Going Even if it’s Hard.**** https://read.cash/@Maestro02/just-keep-going-even-if-its-hard-a70dae38