Date: September 22, 2021
Wednesday

Hello beautiful people. How are you doing? All are here? Well, it's good to be back in here. Before I start to talk, I must put a disclaimer. Today is not a story day but today we will hear the speech from our soul. Have you ever listened to your soul? Ever asked what it desire? Well, here is your host, Lucifer and let me ask your souls what they truly desire..... Ok wait.. wait. It's all about me. I was not having a good sleep yesterday night and I want to share that. So we should proceed. Shall we?

As I told you before that I am a little bit of nostalgic creature and I love to swim on that water of nostalgic ocean. Yesterday I worked hard in office and I thought I would have a sound sleep but nope... my fate was different. I couldn't sleep. I started watching movie but that didn't help much. What was my soul searching? What was it looking for? Books, music, coffee, or what? I was looking for my smartphone charger in the drawer.

Suddenly I found some pictures there which reminded me some of my very own thinking about that time about my prospects. Some old clicks of me. Life was so different then. In a moment I found myself lost in those memories completely. I wished I could be back on those days. Then something popped on my mind. How about recreating those moments! And I hope that today is the perfect day that I may share those feelings with you all guys.

Sound of my soul

So it's very easy when you decide to share things that you already had in your past. There is a picture you can see that I am holding a cup of tea in front of the sunrise. It was totally my preplanning from yesterday night. I decided to have a cup of tea for the next morning witnessing the sun rise from the yard so that I can also rise from some hatred negativity hidden inside me if there is any. I am human being and that's why I have my own responsibilities to work on myself and I am not a Superhuman who have super qualities but no fears or guilty feeling. When I was witnessing that scene I was asking myself only one question, ❝Am I the one who always wanted to be here or am I the one who wanted to get away from my dark past & fear?❞

I just put a cup of coffee in my hand. I waited until the sun peeps out perfectly through the trees and leaves. I raised the coffee mug and snapped the picture as a souvenir. It felt like I'm having my day cheering with the sun. Now I can be able to rewrite my fate. I was feeling my strength back. I start focusing on my dark past. I need judge myself. The recreating moment helped me to dwell in the past. I could remember my faults and judge myself. Why I was unable to judge myself before? Why it took much time? Because I failed to understand the sounds of my soul.

So what was all about then?

• A fear of losing the faith on myself.

• A fear of falling down from where I am right now.

• A fear of having a glimpse of being misunderstood by some people.

My life is very simple to everyone that I always want to be calm and quiet and be perfect in my own work. And that's how I just do all the time. These pictures actually symbolise my calm nature as I was totally involved in that nature, got mixed with the morning vibes and was placing myself with the natural resources. Grateful for having this type of feelings inside me, otherwise there are some people who commit but never feel guilty for their deeds. But I am not that one. I always believe that I can overcome my doubts. Why should people judge me if I have the ability to judge myself in front of the millions.

Judge Yourself Before Anyone

We all have to face the judgement one day and why should I not get myself prepared for that final super showdown? I judge myself with this beautiful sun, with a cup of tea, with this awesome nature and my inner soul. I plead not guilty but very confident about my own fate. Something good will happen soon.

• All the pictures are snapped by me.

Thanks a lot for staying with me.

©Lucifer01