I don't feel anything any more
I everything constantly
I disdain individuals who squashed my very being
I love individuals who obliterated my spirit
I'm empty from the opening in my chest
However I have a heart which can be broken
The aggravation kills me from within
However it solaces me
I realize I am lost
Be that as it may, I feel comfortable
What harms the most is the untruth that I accept
The falsehood that I wish was genuine
So I could genuinely feel once more
I don't have a clue how I can begin
How I wish I could begin to cherish
The individual who is coming to
Still I don't need him
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He loves me...
He loves me not....
So there's this Guy, and I think he likes me.
Am I assuming?
Does he really likes me?
I went to market, carrying a very huge bag. A person came and hand me help. I let him do, and thankful as I arrive to parking lot. He smiled. I suddenly went nervous, my hands are shaking and my feet are sweating. I, then suddenly stop. I don't want to be inlove.
Notifications!
I saw him on my Instagram account, he added me. That fast? How did he know my name?
I checked on his timeline, I suddenly realized I am smiling from the very start. I have meaning every post he had. I think his post just made me glad. He's post said, I saw a girl this morning, I help her carry her things, how I wish I could meet her again.
He noticed me that much?
Hi?
With question mark?
I got goosebumps the moment I received a chat, and is scared to be inlove.
I deleted his message and look from a far. I can't be ready to be inlove.
I turned off my phone and take a nap.
The next morning, I received a chat. GOOD MORNING SWEET HEART ❤️
WHAT???
I opened my Instagram account and he sent mail.
Hi how are you?
Just to know you I am free and willing to help you. I can carry even a very huge box. Just let me know. I'm one call away. Have a great day!
Why? Does he likes me?
I am not prepared. I afraid to be inlove. I have trauma that happiness is just for the start. I can't trust his love, and so I rejected the feelings that he had.
I am not ready to be inlove.
Sending message
Heartbreak made me do this. I mean I don't want to be in the same situation again. I've been through many break ups, so I guess I am afraid to be inlove.
That's all for today!
Thank you so much guys for reading.
Maybe that guys knows u that’s why he saw your account asap HAHAAHAH going to part 2