Random thoughts in the middle of the night

September 19, 2021

How's your Sunday everyone? Did you give yourself a rest? Whatever you did today I hope it went well :)

Please bear with my article for today as my mind seems not working today, or it's just too preoccupied thinking about the start of our online class tomorrow, September 20, 2021. I will just share my thoughts that keeps on running in my mind since morning.

But allow me to share first what I did this whole Sunday.

Since I stayed late last night, I woke up late at 9 am. We had a plan yesterday that my partner and I will have a walk in the morning, and we will go directly to market and buy foods for breakfast but because of the weather and a bit drizzling this morning our plan ruined and we didn't go outside.

My partner went to supermarket yesterday and bought things that we need to bring to the hospital such as alcohol, cotton balls, tissues, baby wipes, adult diaper and also foods that we will stock. He also bought spaghetti set.

I thought he forgot yesterday our 26th monthsary. We didn't able to celebrate yesterday so we did it today, he made spaghetti. One thing I love to him is that he's very good when it comes to cooking.

Even if the weather is gloomy, my partner and I washed our clothes, but we first washed the things and clothes of our little one, I told him that I have this feeling that our baby will arrive soonest so we need to prepare now the things we bring to the hospital with me. I'm really excited seeing those little clothes hanging. And after that, we now washed our dirty clothes we finished at 6 o'clock in the evening already.

I've mentioned that tomorrow is the start of my online class. Thinking this makes me feel this mixed feelings that I have since morning. I don't know what I will going to react or feel, but nervousness is the top feeling that I feel knowing my class will start tomorrow. We have different profs, only two of them are our previous prof and my classmates said that the other prof is terror. Reading conversation in our gc adds to my nervousness, also there's this website that we need to enrolled with, but we're having trouble in enrolling into it and until now I haven't enrolled myself to that said subject. Why they can't just use Google Classroom just like before hays.

So here's my schedule for the next three months. I am now in fourth year college, first semester. As you can see, we only have one day off which is Sunday and our class starts at 4 in the afternoon until 9 in the evening. I'm nervous with our thesis, I am the leader and as a leader I need to deal with responsibilities that a leaders need to fulfill.

One thing I'm worried about is that my due date is near, and I noticed a sudden pain in my tummy, but it's still bearable. I'm worried I might be absent for days during my labor time and I don't know what will happen that time. Fortunately, my group mates understand my situation, and they are willing to help me in our thesis. They even said not to be stress so much. I just hope that when a prof gives us a reporting it will not fall exact in my delivery date.

And now, I just finished preparing my stuffs in school that I will be needed tomorrow. Unfortunately, I haven't found my earphone argh. I want to use earphone whenever I'm attending to my class because I don't want people here to hear what my prof is saying.

I told you this is a nonsense article of mine tonight, I just want to burst out these thinking I have in mind. But I just want to say thank you for still reading it. I also don't know if I will be still active here because of my class, I think I will be busy complying to the requirements, activities and all. But rest assured that if I will have a free time, I will visit here and of course still publish article or two in able for me to catch up :)

I guess I will end up my ramblings here. It's late in the evening and I need to give myself a rest for me to get ready tomorrow.

Thank you awesome readers!

-Loveleng18