" Does he want me to be out in his Life"?

I couldn't concentrate on working as I kept glancing at the phone to check the time. AHHH! Why did time move too slowly when I was so excited to go home? As much as I wanted to punch undertime, I couldn't as I felt shy to ask my boss's permission. Hayyyy, 30 more minutes!

If you are a certified "Marites," perhaps you are now wondering why I am in a hurry to go home. Well, my husband was already home! He had a surprise vacation, so I couldn't file a leave of absence immediately. I haven't seen him since February 2020, so I missed him so much! I badly wanted to kiss and hug him tight!

YES! at last, it's already five in the afternoon, so I shut down my desktop and went out to the office after. I was relieved as there was no queue of long passengers at the bus terminal. No traffic either! Goodness, I got a lucky day.

When I reached the bus terminal at SM Lipa, I excitedly went down the bus as I knew my sweetheart was waiting for me. Yet I haven't seen even a strand of his hair! What the heck? I chatted with him a while ago and even gave him an estimated time of my arrival. I tried calling him, but his phone was only ringing. I was already annoyed, but I didn't want to ruin my mood, so I just took a jeep to go home.

It was almost nine in the evening, and I needed to walk a little to reach home, yet he didn't even bother to wait for me in the unloading area. I am already pissed off! What's happening? Doesn't he miss me? Cause I was already dying to see him!

Thank God I arrived safely in our house, yet he was not there. When I opened my phone, I read his message telling me he was with his friends. They had drinking/bonding sessions as they missed him, as he says. What the f!ck! SERIOUSLY? Does he choose to be with his friends rather than ME? I am no longer mad but FURIOUS!

I even lost my appetite, so I prepared to sleep. Perhaps I was exhausted from work plus long travel, so I fell asleep the moment I lay down in our bed.

I was awakened when I heard voices in our living room. I took my phone and found out it was already six in the morning. I glanced on the other side of the bed and saw it was still arranged. It seems my LOVING husband didn't go home the whole night! I fixed myself and went outside our room. He is happily chatting with his sister and a little tipsy! I was furious because of what happened last night, but I restrained myself. Instead, I asked him why he didn't go home.

" Oh, I was with my friends, we chatted and drank all night. You know I just arrived and haven't seen them for years. I missed our bonding sessions".

What he says fuels my anger!

" SERIOUSLY? We haven't seen each other for years too! Don't you miss me? You didn't even bother to pick me up at work. Okay, fine, you might find it tiring as you need to travel for hours. Yet even in the bus station or the jeep's unloading area! I travel alone though it's already dark! You know how dangerous now. There were a series of kidnappings and rape! Goodness. You even spent time with your friends rather than me!"

" And SO?"

With that statement of him, I lost my patience! I hit him using the towel I am holding. I don't care if his sister was there! The nerve of him!

He didn't bother to fight back! Just keep on covering himself. When I was satisfied, I threw him the towel.

" I'm going back to Manila now! I just wasted my efforts going home. Ahh, I hate you!" I shouted at him and stormed inside our room!

I was already crying. I was deeply hurt. I never foresee this happening. I was waiting for the day I would pick him up at the airport when he went home. Then perhaps we will spend time together for a day or two first. You know, have a sexy time! I even bought several pairs of props and custome as some of my friends in discord suggested. I was preparing for the moment, BUT this happened. I could no longer control my tears as I was already sobbing. This was so painful! Then I felt like I was already running out of breath. God, it seems my asthma was triggered. I was trying to catch my breath, but I found it hard as I was sobbing! My husband? He didn't even dare to follow me into our room! It seemed like he wanted to kick me out of his life! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I could no longer breathe, so I just closed my eyes.

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It took a while before I felt better. I was still disoriented when I opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was the unfolded clothes I had just washed the other day. I get up and sit on my bed, and oh my! I was in my room! I mean my room in our dorm and not in our HOME!

Does that mean I was only dreaming all along? I touched my cheeks, but it was still wet from crying. It seemed so REAL that I even cried while sleeping!

My late grandma before often says that dreams are the opposite of REALITY. Besides, I am confident that it won't happen. But yeah, I badly miss my husband, and I have longed for his hug. Things didn't go well for us this year, but I know it will be better, and we will meet SOON!

Just a few more sacrifices for our goals to achieve!

Hello everyone from the Philippines. Time check was 08:46 PM as of the writing, and we are now at the 25 of August for 2022. You can contact me here.

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