Memories are still fresh in my mind It looks yesterday when I saw him in my the wedding ceremony that I attended, his face is still in my eyes, his voice is like whispering in my ears . Am I inlove? Is this love? I don't believe in love at first sight , I don't even believe in love. My friends says I'm bitter because I don't give people chance to court me. One only reason, I don't think of love that time. But why now? Especially, why him?
In my dreams you're the one
That in my live who'll give some fun
The laugh and tears I'm prepared
because that's what we must,emotion be shared
Memories be makes, memories be stored
And be reminisce until we aged.
We will grab each opportunity
Will never gonna missed a chance
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This time I'll do it..
A year have passed I didn't saw you, but there's no week that I remember you. However I know there's no chance again. However, the lady luck is on my side this time. One afternoon before summer, christine told me that they're planning to have a beach party. There's no particular reason why they plan on that it's just that summer is coming so they want a vacation maybe. I immediately agree on it because I don't have anything to do in the upcoming summer season. It's a two months preparation for me, we did the girl thingy to prepare ourselves, we go out in the morning for jog and do some exercise to make our body slim. The summer come so fast though we are fully prepared. Christine meet me with their van and we went straight to Laguna. While on the way, christine is talking about the other group, I didn't know there's another group actually so I'm surprised. When we reached the destination, there's no sign of the other group so it is us who prepared the things for party. After an hour while taking a rest, the other group come, most of them consist of boys and when they're going out one by one in their van without any reason my heart starts beating slowly and loudly, until he came out from the van. The man I saw in the wedding ceremony. I took a picture of him and run away to take a deep breath. "It was him I knew it"I told myself. I wouldn't missed this chance.
I thought everything would gonna be easy starting now but the opposite happen. I don't know how to socialize especially flirt with boys I don't have experience on it. Everytime I'm sneaking a look on you, your face is serious like you don't want to be with a lot of people. I don't know how to talk with you so what I did is that I walk right beside you, unfortunately it seems that you didn't remember me. "I'm the girl from the wedding ceremony! I'm lyn your future wife" only if I could say that out loud but nahh. I lost my will to be notice by you. Maybe you're just drunk at wedding ceremony that's why you did that. Maybe you didn't really have an eye on me maybe you forget about my face. I'll gonna stop this daydreaming of mine. What I just did is that I enjoy the whole party the way I used to be a lyn who doesn't care about girl imma go back to my old self. But every time I look at you it feels different but I should let it go. I can't hold my feelings so I get out of the party, I just walk in the seaside letting the sea waves touch my foot. I'm walking in the moon doesn't care to everyone around me until I hear that there's a beach concert in will gonna happen. I went straight to it, it was BEN&BEN who's singing in stage I love their songs since they started but why it feels like I'm more affected by it today. My ears is on the band in stage but my mind is on you. That scene is keep of playing in my mind. To my surprised you're infront staring at me. The song switched to "araw araw" "Matang magkakilala Sa unang pagtagpo" this is the first time we look to each other since we met but it seems like we already know each others "Paano dahan-dahang Sinuyo ang puso?"I feel like my heart is not beating anymore, we're just staring at each other but my heart started to think"Kay tagal ko nang nag-iisa And'yan ka lang pala" I thought I will gonna wait for nothing because you didn't even notice me, I didn't let any man court me for you are my dream man I'm waiting for. "Mahiwaga Pipiliin ka sa araw-araw Mahiwaga Ang nadarama sa 'yo'y malinaw" I love you... You walk straight to me, and ask me If I wanna hang out. I didn't say I word just nod is okay. You grab my hand and we run like child. We sit next to the sea you're looking at the sea while I'm staring at your face. I wouldn't gonna miss this chance.
Things happen so fast, I didn't even remember and I didn't know why I did those kind of thing. We drink so much until I didn't what's happening the moment I gain consciousness, I'm at a room naked next to a man I didn't know the name. I panic and didn't know what to do. He's still sleeping, he's still sleeping, I took my clothes and wore it. I then get out of the room and pretend nothing happen. It's humiliating for a girl to d those thing with the man he didn't know the name. I hope he doesn't remember my face.
Closing Thoughts
Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me once again your lazy writer lazysnail. I hope you enjoy reading this. This is the episode 2 of a man in black suit. If you haven't read it yet you can check the link and try to give it a glimpse of it. I'm so sorry for the delay I should've published it yesterday but I did something different more about ran I'm gonna drop the link below and you're free to write them.
For all girls, women female readers please give your insight about the story if I'm doing good or if there's something to improve especially about the girls pov. Coz you know Lazysnail is a man
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Man in black suit
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Boys pov
You look so beautiful in white:
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/you-look-so-beautiful-in-white-abf51e56
A dream we wished for
https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/the-dream-we-wished-for-877ae25c
Halaaaaa bet ko to Snail. Dalian mo yung next ep at akoy kinikilig na hahahahaha