Have you ever heard of a saying that a single human has 4 different faces? Di you ever believe in it? Because I do. And I have I think more than that one. Butlers focus first in the first 4 faces of human.
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I wake up earlier for my morning jog. And all my friends and even my jogging partner didn't come. It's me alone that time, no creepy things happen. It's just lonely jogging alone with the cold breeze of wind in an open area. I went home after an hour of jogging because the rain started to fall.
Going back. What is this 4 faces I'm talking about? Well this are faces you show when you're with your friends, strangers, family, and the faces you didn't show to everyone. Why I am talking about this one? Actually no big reason I just think of it earlier out of nowhere. Let me now show all of you my 4 faces.
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Face 1: with strangers
Before, the old me is kinda rude or let's say no care at all with people around me. When I am walking in the street, I just walk straight and doesn't even look at their eyes. It's not that I don't respect them, I just don't want to interact with them because I feel like it is a waste of energy if I tried to do it. And if ever i and the stranger's eyes met I looked at them with blank faces so they will feel awkward and go away. But now, I feel I become more interactive, I walk kinda lively in the street, with a mask on my eyes is smiling at them and I knew they're smiling at me too. I show respect to them, giving them way first before me. I now appreciate their presence. Also, in the place where I always go for a jog, there's an old man around 60-70 years old I think who I got friend with because we daily go there. We talk sometimes but not all the time.
Face 2: with friends
The friends I'm talking around here are the circle of friends in which I'm are comfortable with. This is the place where I can show every emotion of mine, all my behavior was known by them, I mean not all because I'm the eldest of our group, I still must become a role model for them, this is the places where I laugh hard with no tomorrow. I remember, we are in my friend's house because of an overnight. We do a lot of games like tissue game where you will going to roll the tissue and you need to drink or it wherever it stops in the given list. when it's my turn, the tissue roll stop at the sky sauce with water and colgate,Without hesitation and thinking of the consequences I still drink it. After that my stomach crumble and I went to the bathroom, my friends ate 3 chilli, some drink a half glass vinegar and etc. We even do a fashion show, where I wear a gown and I heels, luckily I didn't slip and fall down. It's actually nostalgic remembering the things I did with my friends.
Face 3: with family
When I was still a kid, all my movements is kinda limited and controlled , I'm afraid of my mom because she's very strict. So I'm hiding a lot of things from them. Until now, some of my secrets are hidden. I'm expressing my emotion with them but not fully free expressing it because I know they'll going to be angry when they new it. In this family my face (how should I say it) I'm showing my behavior but there is something I'm preventing to spill out. One perfect example is that. There's a one rule in my family, that is not to say any curse words. For they will gonna punish us when they heard it. They thought I'm a good son, little did they know, I curse a lot and it became part of my expression. I'm 20 years old 1st year colleges and the first time I say a cursed word is when I'm still at my 7th grade that is the time I become used to saying is. I say it most of the time, when I'm angry, happy, excited, sad, everything. Imagine I'm bringing that behavior with me all day and stopping my self to say it when I'm at my home.
Face 4: no one knows
This is the face no one know, people around me Thought that I am a responsible kids, a smart one, a good role model, they're respecting me from what they see. But they didn't know who I am in my mind. In my mind I'm sadist, when I'm in a park alone, my mind will make a thousands of scenario of me doing a killing spree to the people in there with me. I'm torturing someone in my mind lol. I can read behavior and can know if they're fooling or using me. I'm a manipulative one I actually think a lot like a doctor strange looking in a million scenario of fighting thanos I'm thinking of a ways how to use someone, if plan A didn't go well there's a plan B and it's all set from the start.
Closing Thoughts.
This are all for today my fellow readers and writers. Now you know my face 4 hope you still love me lol.
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I have also the faces 1-3, but the number 4, I think I have but in a different way.