Hello hello there my fellow readers and writers Its me again your lazy writer lazysnail. I just got home from morning jog/walk. I'm with my friends earlier I didn't take a picture of us but more on the environment. For it is lovely and out me at calm state. I think I'm experiencing muscle sore again because I rushed my stretching earlier. That's why I'll take a rest tomorrow and have a lot of sleep.
Look at this beauty, the weather seems great. Few clouds in the sky and the sky is kinda color orange because the sun is starting to come up. I'm not actually good in photography I'm still trying to learn how to take the best shot possible in each portrait.
Six words poem
"Kill yourself"
They said,
He did...
Simple words can do a lot of things to one person. We don't have any idea who's in your sourrounding experiencing depression. The jolly person might have a problem in her mind. The one who's smiling might just hiding his tears. The energized person might be mentally and emotionally exhausted. The kindest man might be the loneliest and the wisest might be the most damaged. We can't identify which is which. For this depression and anxiety that attack the people. We keep on hiding it to everyone especially to our loveones for we don't want to pass the burden of our problem.
The word suicide is no joke at all, so we shouldn't bring it up to anyone like saying "pakamatay ka nalang" (just commit suicide) even though it was said with the intention of a joke, we still should consider the people who we are saying it. We don't fully know their background. They might take it seriously or the phrase "just commit suicide" will gonna keep on bugging on their head at night and marked on their perception.
There's one person I know, he's a friend of mine (let's hide him with the name of Juan) . We're not actually closed to each other we just talk sometimes when we met. Like 1 to 2 times per month. I know him and he's a great model for everyone. He's 3 years older than me and I aspire to be him for he has a vision in his future. He has great marked in school bing an honor student every semester and achieving a lot of things. He's not that jolly but he smile, we laugh sometimes and play basketball. We don't know why, but it was 5 years ago. The whole community of us was shocked and wake at 4:00 am in the morning by the shout and cry of his mother. Everyone get out for we get curious. We don't know what actually happen and because of my curiosity I follow the crowd and look for what happen. I saw them carrying the body of Juan. His mouth is full of bubbles and he's lifeless. I then got questioned myself, 'why?' "what's the reason?" It bugs me for whole day upto weeks. I don't know why. He's the one I aspire and I treat as my older brother. I can't find any reason until her mother found a note. At his funeral awake, her sister read it. The letter is full of gratitude, thanking everyone for what they did to him on how he enjoy his life. But the last phrase he said answer my question it says "pagod na'ko pasensya kana ma" in english it says " I'm tired, I'm sorry mom". A lot of people cried and burst in tears I didn't. He's reason is acceptable but still he must asked for help.
SUICIDE IS PREVENTABLE
Author's message
I know I said it before and I'm gonna say it again and I'll keep on saying it until almost everyone in this world hear it. We don't know which is which, who's having a problem or who's facing a depression, no one wants to open it up. Because they're scared to be judge by others. And so we're going to have a hard time identifying them, but one thing we could do to save them. Smile, a simple smile will do. Smile with your family, smile with your loveones, smile with your friends smile to a total strangers. With this they will feel that someone notice their existence and will feel alive. Smiling spread positivity, when you smile they will be affected by it and will also smile and even smile to another stranger. Smiling is contagious we should do it.
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Kaya talaga dapat careful tayo sa mga binibitawan nating salita because we don't know what that person is going through. This reminds me of one student I know before, he committed suicide after what he heard one afternoon at school. He was joking told by his friends "go ahead, pakamatay kana total pagod kana diba", and so he did. Nawindang talaga lahat sa nangyari.