February 26, 2022

Two days more, the month of Love will going to say goodbye. Lot's of things been done on this month. There's a goodness and some unlucky but in an over all it's good because I've been through a lot of it.

At this moment, I want tea to refresh my mind fron the day of my occupied days. This month is absolutely good for me to expose myself again to others.

Hmm, anyway let me have this opportunity to answer this queries about our parents.

What do you want to feel from your parents?

• All of us has something wish just for us wanted to feel from our parents. Yeah, we all know that our parents isn't perfect and definitely there's no perfect at all. Our parents is somewhat imperfect but trying best to be the best parents in the world. As I grow older, I already learned how to correct my parents which is I know it is bad and I should accept their mistakes but then my mind already in the adult thinking which sometimes makes me bothered or annoyed towards my parents. What do I want to feel from my parents is show their love. That is really my concern because it feels like I was just living in the scenario where they were just doing their responsibilities as parent but doesn't show their love. I know they love me deep inside but I just want them know that they should show thier love language sometimes.

  I cannot force them though but that was my side point for me to feel the real love within from them. I don't know if I only feel this way that being into like this seems like a child is lack of love towards from parents. I know it was just a misunderstood but as a parents it should be show it into action how much they love their children. We cannot deny the fact that sometimes the children is not showy as well it's because they adapt the characteristics of a parents.

  I love my parents and I just want to feel them that somehow I wanted also to feel the love in a real action.

What do you think is the reason why your parents are strict?

• I remember when l was young my parents is very strict supeeerrr! They always called me whenever I was in my friends house. Haha of course, as a young one I am so active and playful. I always find a way even my mom wouldn't permitted me to go out in our house. I don't know why she always got mad at me whenever I went out hahaha takot siguro na iitim ako eh maitim na nmn ako hahha. Probably, it's because she want me to act like a girl thing and girls always is in the house helping her in the chores. I also realized that it is part as well to my learning as I grow up by doing good things in just four corner of the house.

  There are scenario as well that my father is very strict that is why when he is at home from his work, I and my brother always act like a good kid hahha because whenever we've made a small mistake my father always ready his belt. Especially, he is wearing that always those days ahhh belt is always ready to hit in our leg. Actually, I also experience by hitting these things hangers, stick, belt, small pinch by my mom, broom stick and many more hahhaaha. We are fan on that thing. Well, maybe if I never experience it I wouldn't be a well disciplined person today. Thanks to my parents that they invested their best just to make my attitude well trained.

Have you ever experienced being compared by your parents to your siblings?

• Yess!! It is inevitable I guess. Most likely when my one sibling done something good which she help my parent on that certain thing even I doesn't help her even in just that thing only, they will compare it. Why I am not like with my sister that she help here? Seems like that which is it not that big but it already a big deal with them.

  They never saw my good things been done in the house. This is really I hate the most when they don't appreciate and saw my achievement.

  Well, anyway I think parents are so comparative when it comes their children.

What is your dream for your parents?

• This is the most interesting one. It always cultivated to my mind that someday, time will come I will gonna have that thing just to reach my dreams for my parents.

  Did you know that my dream to my parents is house. This is really my main goal if ever I am in the field of my profession. I can't wait to reach it and give it to my parents. I can't wait as well to have a house that I will called it our own home🙏 Someday with the right time!

  I have reasons why this is really my main goal. Do you know why? Because we are now living in the common house which is in the house of my grandfather. Our own house before sold by my aunt its because were no longer live that place where our house located. The reason why is that my grandparents is the only lived that house and don't have any companion. So, my family decided to lived with my grand father. But then, after some time my grand father change! Whenever he is mad he will make us live his house. It feels like as l heard him that way I feel so hurt because we don't have any home to stay.

  So, my dream to my parents will be a humble home someday.🙏

These are the love of my parents that I want to exchange the hardships they spend us just to live in this world.

Happy Saturday everyone!