I wanna write, but I can't connect the words right. My brain was like a dry well that no more water to offer. I wanna write to express my sentiments, to open my feelings out in ailments.
I am tired of both body and mind but I still wanna write to share what's the matter behind it. Though in my thought I am strong I guess I can't hold in on anymore.
Where are those flooding words when I needed them? Why did I cannot recall anything now for my theme? Anyhow, I dig in more into the deep of thought trying to collect the crumbs to compose.
I close my eyes, not to slumber. Being close I can use my imagination to explore, deep in the valley of my brain's chamber. Thoroughly, plowing every edge terrain, to collect even the tiniest idea to strain.
Oh my! What a bloody heck of hell, what kind of coconut I have in a shell. I can't even pump out simple ideas to share, what's the matter with my small brain cells? Unable to commence at any sense.
Dark as the night, no light is at a glance. The blockage cannot unclog, the flow stays still and stuck to the middle of uncertainties, and faded into thin air.
Mentally
According to google Oxford Languages mentally is in a manner relating to the mind.
It means that my state of mind now is stagnant, stiff, and unable to cooperate though I am squeezing the last drop from it to come up with a simple meal of article to present today.
Blocked
(Meaning from google Oxford Languages)Obstructed or congested, to move or flow difficult or impossible.
So that is the reason why those ideas are stuck up in the middle of nowhere. The capacity of my knowledge can't reach them out. Though pulled every single line can't be enough to place in the blank space to complete its meaning.
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My day was good but not so good. I attended the church earlier but lose the chance to make it to some of my schedules. Although I can't use that as an excuse, maybe those were not meant for me, so it's okay then. I can still do it next time to compensate for the skipped chance today.
I end this short piece of mine here now, I hope tomorrow is a better day to compose a valuable article to share. I just wish you all a happy and fruitful day today.
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Article #49
Published: November 21, 20211
Time: 9:30 PM PH
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Kendy42🧡
Been there my friend. That happens to me when I'm not motivated to write and my mind keeps on pushing mr to write something as it is compulsory. The thought that no matter how much you try to sweat out great words, you can't and you don't know why. But sometimes what we need to do is look for inspiration somewhere. The motivation to write will be back in no time.