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Scared To Hurt You

*Him: I miss your smell. I miss your body. (kissing my neck while roaming his hands to my body) Please give it to me now.* *Me: Not here.* *Him : Why? Please I can't hold this now. I miss you so much!* *Me: My boyfriend is here. He's outside watching the carpenter working on our fence.* *Him: Don't worry. I locked the door. He will not catch us.* *Then he removed my top clothes.* *While enjoying in our world, I saw a shadow of a man in the window. He stop and was going to open the broken jalousie. We quickly hide and changed clothes.* *He went inside and go to our room. He saw me cleaning and putting our laundry in the bathroom.* *My boyfriend: Where is he?* *Me: What? Who?* *My boyfriend: Where is he?! I saw you!* *Me: What are you talking about?! No one is here!* *My boyfriend: We're done!* Huhu! I woke up with heavy heart. What a bad dream! I thought it was real! I never imagined myself cheating to my boyfriend. I'm not that evil to hurt that good man. I woke up with tears and my heart beats so fast. I stunned thinking why I dream of that such. I'm so scared to hurt him. He gives everything and I don't want him to be in pain because I cheat, and that would never be happen. I am okay now because of him. I become strong, I learn to value myself, he gives me worth and he make sure that no one will hurt me. I'm independent and can take care of myself but when he's with me he handles everything. If he didn't come to my life maybe I'm still controlled by my relatives, that I still pitying myself and my anxiety will still partying in my head. I don't want to go back to the old me, that so weak and always think others and neglect my feelings. He help me to slowly cut the toxic people of my life. My mental health is back and I don't feel anxious unlike before that I'm always nervous. He save the Kelzy that scared to escape in the room of thorns. I thought I will be forever locked but thank God he comes. Thank God it's just a dream! Hope it will not happen again.

Do you also have a partner that gives his or her everything to you? Do you value that love? Will you throw everything for the temporary joy? Or will still stick through thin and thick? People with unconditional love is so rare. Some will use you for their own sake and will just dump you when you no longer give benefits.

When you found that person, value them. They are like moon that gives light in the dark or even in daybright. **Thanks for reading! :)** `Lead Image is edited in Canva and Retouch`

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