Scared To Hurt You

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2 years ago

Him: I miss your smell. I miss your body. (kissing my neck while roaming his hands to my body) Please give it to me now.

Me: Not here.

Him : Why? Please I can't hold this now. I miss you so much!

Me: My boyfriend is here. He's outside watching the carpenter working on our fence.

Him: Don't worry. I locked the door. He will not catch us.

Then he removed my top clothes.

While enjoying in our world, I saw a shadow of a man in the window. He stop and was going to open the broken jalousie. We quickly hide and changed clothes.

He went inside and go to our room. He saw me cleaning and putting our laundry in the bathroom.

My boyfriend: Where is he?

Me: What? Who?

My boyfriend: Where is he?! I saw you!

Me: What are you talking about?! No one is here!

My boyfriend: We're done!

Huhu! I woke up with heavy heart. What a bad dream! I thought it was real! I never imagined myself cheating to my boyfriend. I'm not that evil to hurt that good man.

I woke up with tears and my heart beats so fast. I stunned thinking why I dream of that such. I'm so scared to hurt him. He gives everything and I don't want him to be in pain because I cheat, and that would never be happen.

I am okay now because of him. I become strong, I learn to value myself, he gives me worth and he make sure that no one will hurt me. I'm independent and can take care of myself but when he's with me he handles everything.

If he didn't come to my life maybe I'm still controlled by my relatives, that I still pitying myself and my anxiety will still partying in my head. I don't want to go back to the old me, that so weak and always think others and neglect my feelings.

He help me to slowly cut the toxic people of my life. My mental health is back and I don't feel anxious unlike before that I'm always nervous.

He save the Kelzy that scared to escape in the room of thorns. I thought I will be forever locked but thank God he comes.

Thank God it's just a dream! Hope it will not happen again.

Do you also have a partner that gives his or her everything to you?

Do you value that love?

Will you throw everything for the temporary joy?

Or will still stick through thin and thick?

People with unconditional love is so rare. Some will use you for their own sake and will just dump you when you no longer give benefits.

When you found that person, value them. They are like moon that gives light in the dark or even in daybright.

Thanks for reading! :)

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Thank goodness it's just a dream!

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2 years ago

Ej and you must be so lucky to each other! Breathe, Kelz. Everything is gonna be okay.

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2 years ago

You must have been holding back unto somehing, Kelz. Pause and say a lil prayer! Hugs to you!

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2 years ago

Hi friend kelzy in noise.cash and read. cash, its good you are being strong

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2 years ago

I've thought that I'm reading a possessive series at first hahaha

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2 years ago

Sometimes, dreams reflect our worries and it does not necessarily mean true. What is important is you love each other po. Stay strong.

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2 years ago

OMG talagang wagas yang dreams mo ma yaan, bat nga kaya nakapanaginip ka ng ganito ano 🤔. Di oa ako nagkajuwa ng legal so diko pa danas ung mga nasa babang tanong hshs

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2 years ago

Langga I experience once to be cheated and it's really painful. The worst it's my first love. I didn't expect it would happened. He waited me so long but when I said already yes to him, he cheated. It was really unbelievable. 🥺

I'm so happy with you langga. You meet already your the one who always there to support, love and care you.

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2 years ago

Hala OMG! Nasan na yun ngayon te?

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2 years ago

Nasa ibang country na siya Langga.

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2 years ago

Don't be sad sis. Kabaliktaran yung mangyayari sa real life and I am certain na di ka magche cheat sa boyfriend mo.

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2 years ago

Di ko maimagine hehe 😹

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2 years ago

There is no point in having a relationship without loyalty. The most important thing in love is loyalty and respect. Without these, love has no meaning. Fortunately it's just a dream!

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2 years ago

Indeed!

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2 years ago

Keep your love burnin' maybe just a bad dream,

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2 years ago

Panaginip lng yun. Kabaliktaran daw yan sa real life 😁

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2 years ago

Siya pala nagcheat nu 😹 Mata niya lang walang latay pag nangyare yun haha

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2 years ago

i had a similar dream sis... grabe noh.. iyak talaga ako

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2 years ago

Parang nashare mo rin yun dito te diba?

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2 years ago

Ohhhhhh its good that its only a dream kelz nothing to worry about.

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2 years ago

Good thing it was a bad dream Ma'am. 🥺

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2 years ago

How nice narrating the dreams, I thought it was a fictional story at first. Anyways it was a bad dream of yours. Masakit talaga pag may nag cheat sa isang relationship kaya kungbmay tao mn na sobrang pinapahalagahan tayo dapat phalagan din in return.

Stay strong po sa boyfie nyu😊

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2 years ago

True pag nawala pa yan ang kasunod di na kagaya nila baka gamitin ka pa. Huhu

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2 years ago

Once i am committed to someone who loves and cares for me, i value it because nowadays it's very rare to find someone who will appreciates and loves us for who we really are

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2 years ago

Correct ka jan te! 💯

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2 years ago

Hehehehe... anything that is done in secret must be revealed one-day hehehehe... He finally cuaght you 😂

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2 years ago

But it's only a dream huhu

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2 years ago

Its only a dream my friend nothing to worry about and it seems you loved him that much. Stay strong po

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2 years ago

Sobra po hehe thanks po :)

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2 years ago

lucky to have found mine. He s not perfect and no one is but he is perfectly imperfect for me..

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2 years ago

Lt pa naman magselos yun si kuya hehe

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2 years ago

Naku sinabi mo pa hehe

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2 years ago

Me too mommy !

Cross comment na Naman haha

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2 years ago

Hahaha, Apir!

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2 years ago

That's scary specially if we dream like loosing our loved once. I know you'll never do it to your boyfriend, don't worry its just a bad dream.

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2 years ago

Pero mas masakit yung nanaginip ka nagcheat ka tas wala palang jowa hahaha char! 😹

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2 years ago

The way you put that scenario into paragraphs felt like I'm reading a novel. I also have a partner who gives everything he can to make me feel special and loved and I sure won't replace him for anything else in this world.

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2 years ago

Never 😊

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2 years ago

Kala ko totoo na sis. Hahaha.

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2 years ago

Wag naman haha 😅

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