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Blog : #148
Topic : Rants
Date Published : March 11, 2022Whew! My tummy is better now after I vomited the crispy spicy minced pork together with onions, chili, seasoned with calamansi and mayo or we called Sisig in my country that I eat yesterday. It's my favorite and I crave it for a long but now hate it. I feel all the oil is floating in my tummy. I almost throw up my intestine and promised not to eat pork again. Shhh! Don't mind the promise because I'm just kidding. Haha. I will still eat pork but not again this month.
I was so stressed yesterday with the news told by my mother about my gay brother. He fought mom and tell hurtful words just because she can't give what he demands. How could he?! He's supposed to defend mom from people who will hurt her but he's the one who's doing it! He's so unbelievable!
He keeps bringing back all the sad experiences he had which are caused also by him and blames mom for everything. Yes, Mom made a mistake for leaving us before but she's filling it up for us now and my brother abusing it. Every time he wants something it needs to be followed. Who is he? Son of rich? He complains a lot and says he's unfortunate to be born to an irresponsible parent. Geez! If only he's here I will surely slap him!
I don't hate gays but I hate the attitude of my brother. I pity him and understand where those emotions coming from but hello?! He's already 22 and he should stand on his own!
He blames mom because he was still not graduated. He says he should be in college right now if only he has a responsible mom. He blames his life on others where the truth is, he's the one who makes it miserable.
I graduated from high school when I was 16 and work for 5 years to save money to enroll in college. I was 21 at that time. I didn't complain and accepted things that already happened. I told him that we should help each other but he is very lazy to cooperate. He went to his godmother and stay there but didn't last because he complains that they always sent him an errand. He went to the province and stays in the house of the sister of our grandfather and still rant because he doesn't want to be sent an errand. I remember last year our grandmother called mom saying that my gay brother is drunk and gets wild. He has a lot of vices and is very materialistic. He's different from other gays that I have known.
Now he demands to my mom that he wants to rent an apartment cause he will come back to Manila. Mom said to come to me but he doesn't want to stay with me cause he will get sermons every day. He talks a lot and says hurtful words to mom.
Now, mom is very stressed in her work. She can't focus on taking care of her patient. She said she feel dizzy cause she can't sleep last night. Hays! If you want a sibling, please take my brother! He's all free.
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I hope your brother will come to his senses. We can blame everyone and everything around us but that will not solve anything.