It feels good to be in the rainy season like just now. Love to cuddle with a pillow and read some great articles and drink with a cup of coffee. Raindrops are so comforting.
Why do some people choose to be alone? Being yourself does not depend on anyone. Sometimes it's better to be alone than to be someone who will stab you in the back. It's so funny to think that people are so unfair just to the world. Imagine being there in times they need you but when you need them, they are nowhere to be found. Investing the time and effort for them to feel they are treasured and a family to you but then you are just a piece of the crash like nothing special about it. And it's frustrating sometimes.
Being introverted is being misunderstood by KJ ``killjoy", weird, nerdy and hard to approach. But they don't know that introverts are battling our own mindset to be involved with them, being bound to them and joining them but we cannot do it because we are afraid of judgement. We can do it alone to protect ourselves. Introverted people at that moment will have friends, they will surely treasure them the most without hesitation. Pouring our time, effort and love just to secure them and let them feel that we are the best even if we cannot do what others can do.
As a personal experience, I am an introvert type that has baggage in life. Experience taught me a lesson that happened my wake up call to choose who I am with because I had enough of those sucks moments of friendship turns to be fake one. I am the type of friend who will give what's in me, prioritizing them and treasuring them the most. When they need me no matter how busy I am I will make time to come and listen. But then, no secret will be keep forever. One day I discovered and overheard that my so-called friendship and sister just stabbed me in my back. Destroying my imagine by creating stories. In this and that scenarios. I want to fight with them but I just remind myself I will never down myself. I successfully comfort myself and heal on my own. I did confront them. I just kill them with my silent and smile. I even distance with their companion until now where are they. To cut them off in my life.
Through that experience, my introverted character developed and I started to love that being alone is okay as long as you have what you need. I start being more independent from can't do anything without the help of them turn to I can by myself. I learned to love myself more and love people who stick with me despite the of who I am. Friends, that is true, even few are so rare to find and I am glad that after the fake one I finally found my pack. Who will support and cheer me up in my worst phrase. I am not afraid to show who truly I am. That experience also, I appreciate being friends with trusted boys. Being with them feels great. Their vibes are so much to offer.
Treasure the person who is with you when you are in the worst situation. Be with someone who is not toxic but a real one. Someone will tell the truth even if it hurts. Someone will love you and treasure you like what you deserve. True friends will clap at your success.
JusMaryel sending you warm hug and love❣️
Introvert rin ako, kaya pag may nakikilala ako onliune tinetreasure ko talaga aheheh