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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 005 "Grow your mind and soul." I woke up facing the window and the sun immediately hit my eyes. It didn't hurt though, it just made me feel warm. Warm even if my toes are peeking out of blanket and are now cold. Someone would be mad if I poke them on my shin. I rubbed on my eyes, and a child comes out of the cafe across the road. She had a thick scarf around her neck and white puff of air comes out of her mouth. She holds a book, so tight and…

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Happy new year noisy people! My rest time is done and now it's time to work again! I'll start my new year by cleaning the stuff I left behind last year because of the celebration, and then i hope that this begining of the year with cleaning will make me clean the whole year hahahah! I hope we're all doing fine! Image from https://pin.it/5OERcKO

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My room May not look as lively as this picture from Pinterest, but I try to keep my place as liveable and comfortable as possible. I have just finished cleaning the shelf and wiped my books free of dust. It was about a 100 minute of cleaning and it was fun! It was tiring, but it was fun. I like the clean, especially when I have the right materials to use. And now I will relax. How about you, how did your first day of the year go? Image from https://pin.it/i8XqqiW

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I listen to some sort of music and pretend that I am alone somewhere in the middle of the woods. It's kind of a little tiring to live in a small house with 5 people and you hear everything people say and do even if you want to spend your time quietly. I need to move to a place where I am alone, and near the woods and river and be happy living alone. Image from https://pin.it/5Ocmhc6

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Encanto is such a wonderful movie and I can't stop singing Luisa's pressure like a drip drip drip that'll never stop, whoa. IT'S SO COOL! I wanna watch it again but I no longer have data for it hahaha! How about you, have you watched the movie?

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 006 "Clean and tumble away." The laundromat is empty, and it's cold and a little lonely inside. I thought the place was closed at first, but the stained sign on the glass says it's open. I pushed the door and the cold air smelling of laundry detergent welcomed me. I think someone just used one of the washers. And now I sit on a bench, in front of my clothes going circles and tumbling in the machine. Is it okay if I join my clothes there. I…

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This afternoon, I spent 118 minutes cleaning around~ my main goal was to mop the whole flooring of the house but I ended up arranging and wiping other things too. It's nice, to be around clean things! I just hope mom will buy a new broom because the one at home is already looking like a mermaid's tail hahaha! I'm tired 😭

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AM I MISSING ON THINGS? I read somewhere that you will not be missing on something if it is not meant for you. But the world is so big, and the city is so big, and i am just in my home and i feel like i'm missing on so much— even on the things that are meant for me. And i'm not sure how to get my head out of this kind of things, because they come when i am in rest. And i can't just work all day in order to get rid of the unwanted thoughts. It's such a hard task. image from…

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 007 "It is indeed a lonely day." The laundromat was gloomy and when I got out of it, it seems like the sad air came out with me and spread across the country. I rode the taxi to go home and the sun was golden and blue that time. But when I got off of it, hugging my bag of freshly washed clothes, and the sky was grey and on the verge of releasing chaos. The wind blew hard, dried leaves form a little tornado on the ground and there's a whistle…

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I haven't shared this image before that I took before the new year. This is the first time I've ever held this kind of ice cream at home! This is expensive so we really don't but it, but since it's new year, we bought it! I still haven't eaten it yet though, I will eat it tomorrow during classes hehehe

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FLYING UMBRELLAS DON'T EXIST FOR A REASON. What's going to happen to me if my umbrella could actually take me to places? Would I be happy I could experience flying? Or would I feel frightened because my hands are slippery and instead of traveling, it'll be a quick route to death instead. Just the thought of it makes me want to curl into myself, and try not to feel the fall and crushing bones and flesh. I think, it's nice that umbrellas are weak and are only meant for us to…

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It is a little chilly this morning, but the sky is bright and the sunlight would make you feel warm if you stand underneath it for a good few minutes. It's also going to be the first day of classes today, and so I woke up early to prepare for the day. The break is over so quickly TT. I have no plans yet aside from studying well, but I'm hoping that this day will go smoothly. Sigh. I hope that you are doing well, and good morning! Image from https://pin.it/1rjn5wO

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 008 "You must fuel your tummy, because today will be a long day." My tummy feels like it could eat a whole chicken and it would be digested right away. But the problem is that, chicken is expensive, I don't have enough money for that. I looked down at my tummy while I wait for the street to clear, and then I'd pedal my way to the nearest bakery. I pat my tummy, it grumbled, and the red light turned to green. I started to ride my bike again…

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Studying is such a fun thing to do when you know you are not procrastinating. It's fun because it doesn't feel like someone is chasing you and that it feels like you're just studying for fun. I'm glad that I was able to fix my study life before the year started. Now my life is a little bit easier because of this new thing introduced to me ❤️ Image from https://pin.it/4COdvEl

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I have classes until 5 pm and I have to think of a way to keep myself awake. And therefore, I asked for my sister to give me a pack of nagaraya which I will munch and munch until my brain wakes up. This computer subject is making me confused and a bit sleepy hahahaha

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We have finally eaten our share of magnum that was bought on the 31st of December hahahah! It is just now that we're eating this as out snack during classes. And I think I worked hard enough today to deserve this treat!

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My butt already hurts with all the sitting and writing I had today. I can't believe I still spent hours even after changing my study method. But difference is that, now there are things that got in my head compared before that all I did was write without actually understanding stuff hahaha! I'm in pain but still happy 😂

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 009 "Successful failed date." Back when I was younger, maybe when I was 17, I met a guy at a school competition who drew portraits of people. He uses blue inked scribbles, and he told me his professor gave him a 97 as his highest mark. I thought it was unfair. He was impressive, I told him that and he thanked me. It was a rainy morning, I was whispering but he heard me even if the sound of the rain on the roof was louder than my voice. It was…

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 010 "You need to have your first meal." The first thing I said is, "I need a job." She shook her head, and slides an empty bowl in front of me. And then it started making tinkling noises as cereals fill it, they look shiny and coated with caramel. Like popcorn, but cereal. "You need breakfast." She pours milk, and stops at the right amount she knows I'll like. The cereal looks like the same one my mother served me when i was in grade school.…

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Today's another busy day, it seems. I am still sleepy but I have to get up now and start eating and drinking coffee so that my system will become alert. I'm gonna be answering 4 modules today so my extra focus is needed. Sigh, I could already feel the tiredness in my bones. How about you, what are you up to today? Image from https://pin.it/3eYdNx3

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[ a poem by Julsijuls ] "I, too, am confused." I didn't know how to shake my head to say no, and keep things I do not know how to shove them in my pocket to keep my heart closed to keep things to myself. And so i always give my arms always outstretched my palms always open tiny little things there, shining, offered. I let you take a button, a penny a tiny bite from my food I would let you. But is it kindness if I just can't shake and pull and keep? Is it kindness if I can't…

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The sky is a little gloomy today, it's as if the weather from my imaginary life went here for me to experience it too, hahaha! But look, the whole sky looks pale, the leaves look dull too, but the flowers of our neighbor stands out! Last month, there wasn't much flowers, but now it blooms! It's pretty, isn't it?

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I will go back to working on my school stuff. This will last until 5 pm, or maybe a little earlier because I have to still move around and exercise! Even my favorite YouTuber who is a busy medical student still finds time to exercise, so why can't I who has a more relaxed schedule? So I'll have to go now, and eat sweet biscuits while learning~

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 011 "Try to understand it better." Our professors didn't come to class, but we were told to finish our tasks, the very same ones I have finished hours ago. The ones that lay on my table, which I stare at and try to understand. Why are there different kinds of implicatures? That just makes me want to scratch my head whole day. Would scratching help me absorb my notes more? I closed my notebooks, gently so that the pages won't fold, and leaned…

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Now that i have finished studying a bit of the hard topic i was frustrated about pragmatics, i will treat myself a small cup of chocolate coffee and a cute biscuit from frootees! I couldn't show a picture of mine yet, and so i just borrowed one from pinterest. Hahaha! The cookie looks just as cute as the one i will eat later~ the study session was tiring. It took me 2 hours to understand and absorb a bit of the information, and i still need my professor to explain it to me.…

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This has been quite a long day for me, woke up at 7 and then I'm still up. I feel tired but I don't know if I'll be able to sleep right away later. I feel guilty when I do anything, or when I rest. I feel like resting shouldn't be a thing. Even though it should be. So, yeah. It's a little stressful hahaha Image from https://pin.it/xJdmNtM

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Hello noisy people, good morning! I'm having an early class today and so I have to eat while listening to lectures. Also this is one of the subjects I'm having a hard time at, so I really have to have a full tummy to focus. I mean, not really full, but a happy tummy with something to use as fuel! I hope that you are having a nice day :>

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I'm currently reading about heterosexual roles in the community. And I wonder, why do some men think that they're like, superior compared to other people? I wanna learn where everything else was rooted, and if the root was good and was only done wrong by a certain generation which lead to Some men thinking that everyone else is below them. It's kind of strange and imbalanced.

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 012 "You are a walking mirror." Someone moved in next door, and she's a sweet old woman. She baked cookies for everyone in the neighborhood, she has an orange tabby who loves everyone, and she has a garden that makes everyone happy. And yesterday, she gave me flowers too, she said it's because I looked sad and tired, the cookies might haven't been enough. The flowers were pink and small and cute. They are the kind of flowers you can tuck to…

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I got back to playing Duolingo instead of just mindlessly scrolling through Facebook. I'm gonna do this whenever I feel lazy doing my modules hahahaha! How about you, what do you do when laziness strikes?

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I totally forgot a while ago that I have a quiz tomorrow. Hahaha! This was the situation in my brain when I realized how stuff I have to read and write before 9:30 am tomorrow. Thankfully I studied in advance before so now the SpongeBobs are probably chill now in my brain.

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Look at this, I'm so ready to have a late night study session. But guess what I found on my module? A brain. We're gonna study about the brain, I don't like studying it because it looks like a very wrinkly turtle 😭 I'll just go to sleep hahahaha

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Hello everyone, good morning! Today's a new day and today's gonna be busy for me. I have a quiz and I have to write the reviewers for the lessons I had this week. I figured that doing them little by little would be easier to work on compared to letting them accumulate. I already had my breakfast, I hope you had yours as well! Image from https://pin.it/rQ6ihQW

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I finished answering my quiz, and i just finished writing my essay, so now i'm taking a break while watching a video about four maxims of conversation. I'm glad I was able to finish things fast, so that means I have more time to do more school activities. I want to have a nap later.

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I wrote something a while ago that I was planning to post to my read cash account. but I'm kind of contemplating whether I should post it or not because nothing happens in that account 😂 what do I do there hahaha

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Gonna be writing my rough draft of my reviewer for my Origin of Language Class. I'll also try to write down all the reviewers I need for the next week so that I won't be stressing too much tomorrow. I'll pour all the stress today so that tomorrow will be chill and relax. Let's hope I'll do well!

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I got tired studying and cooking so I tried drawing hahahah! I'm trying a new app called infinite painter, and so far I like it. Not meet my piece of art, Mickey Shrek 🤧

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Hello noisy people good morning! Today i had a complete 8 hour of sleep, i am feeling very rested and ready for another batch or studies~ last night, i checked the activities that i should do today, and they were not a lot, so i think i will be able to chill later until Sunday :> I just hope that i wouldn't get distracted so that i can finish early. How about you, what is your goal for today? Whatever that is, i hope it'll turn out good for you and that you will finish it…

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I haven't been active here the past few couple of hours because I was busy studying and doing research and also resting hahaha! And then I'm gonna be busy again this afternoon to finish as much reviewers as I can. Let's hope we'll do well! Image from https://pin.it/6wePYPn

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I just finished my 72-minute study session with one of my subjects. It seems like too much time for a single subject, but this kind of study will save me more time in the future and there avoid cramming! It's tiring,but it's worth it. Now I have to stand up and spend my break doing household chores~

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I was cleaning my library when I saw this picture of a kitty I met last 2019! I remember her because this is the same kitty who always visits the eatery near the university, she's pregnant and she seems to be a stray so I have her a while Chichen thigh hahaha! She's cute 😭 #kitty #photography

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Studying was such an exhausting task, I'm glad that it's already Sabbath and I can already rest ✨ I'll sleep for a long time and then tomorrow evening I'll be recharged again to go my stuff! Right now I'm listening to Disney's Encanto playlist on repeat hahaha! Image from https://pin.it/7l5netP

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7 DAYS BEFORE EXAM #imagefrompinterest Just like what the title says, I have 7 days before the exam begins and because I have been studying well recently, and because of the constant guidance from the Lord, I don't feel the bad kind of nervousness I used to feel when I was in my past program. I feel the common nervousness students feel before tests, like the nerves, but not the one that is mingled with worry because I didn't study well. And I am honestly happy, and excited…

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COFFEE BREAK! I've been studying for an hour now, and I think my level of awakeness is slowly depleting. And so let's find a way to keep awake; the solution I found is to drink coffee even if it's almost bed time hahaha! But coffee's really not a hindrance for me to sleep when I'm very tired 😂 let's make more reviewers!

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10 MINUTE MUSIC BREAK DONE #imagefrompinterest Okay, I have just finished a 114-minute study session just 10 minutes ago, and now I have to work again and finish one subject left. And then it's finally time for sleeping! I honestly couldn't wait to sleep now, because I'm tired and the coffee I had no longer works for me hahaha! How about you, how are you doing? Image from https://pin.it/VvVcbb4

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SLEEPINESS IS CATCHING UP! #imagefrompinterest Okay, so apparently coffee will only work for a good 2 hours to keep me up at night. When I'm super tired, coffee won't work long because my exhaustion is stronger than the caffeine hahaha! Now I must sleep. My back hurts and my brain has to rest in order to be able to study well again tomorrow. My goal though is to finish my writing in the day time so that my late afternoon and the rest of the evening will be chill. Sigh, let's…

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TO BE BUSY AGAIN #imagefrompinterest Hello noisy people, good morning! I had a complete 8-hour sleeps today and it feels nice to finally have renewed energy to work again! I am thankful that I was given rest and also another chance to wake up and experience the beauty of this life. But to fully enjoy this day, I must get rid of the school activities first hahahah! So, I gotta go now :> I hope all of us will have a fruitful day! Image from https://pin.it/4EcmOnB

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THEY'RE IN FULL BLOOM! The flowers of our neighbor that crosses their fences are now in full bloom, and it's very beautiful! They remind me the flowers Isabella from Encanto grows. I think they're called bougainvilleas~ some people fry these and eat it 😯

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Mom and dad went out to buy food for the week, and they bought us a yummy snack as well! Right now I'm having this for my lunch even if it's meant to be a snack only. It's sweet and filled with veggies. This is called fresh lumpia! Have you had a taste before?

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One of the foods that mom and dad bought are vegetables. And anong the vegetables is this very big bellpepper! I haven't seen one as big as this one before hahaha, it's almost as big as the rubbing alcohol's bottle 😂 even my sister was a little shook!

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RIDE IN NATURE #imagefrompinterest And I would like to experience riding a bus again. But when I ride it, the travel wouldn't be around the city. I would love it to be surrounded by greens and hills and air—fresh air. Though I wonder, when would it happen again? Image from https://pin.it/qrcwKpJ

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Good morning noisy people! I honestly feel like I'm not yet fully awake and that i am just sitting on my table with my brain still on the bed hahaha! Well anyway, today's gonna be busy :< let's hope that we'll get through this day!

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COLLEGE MEANS NO TO LAZINESS Table is currently a bit of a mess as I finish my studying for this morning. My goal is to finish before 12:00 pm so that I'll have 40 minutes of relaxation and then 20 more minutes of studying before the classes begin. We have a quiz later so I have to do well, or else I'll fail. We cannot afford to be lazy when we're in college hahahah

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I have finally finished my quiz this afternoon, and my next class is at 3 pm, which means I have an hour break to relax. A while ago, I said I'll only study for 40 minutes. But I ended up doing a 77 minute study session which only gave me a 30 minute break before the quiz. But thankfully, I was able to do well 😭 now I'll disappear to rest

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BUSY DAY TODAY! #imagefrompinterest Hello noisy people, good evening. Today has been quite busy for me because i had a quiz and also wrote a lot for my reviewer. My hand no longer feels stiff and painful, though i am thinking if i should continue this method of studying. This is effective for me, because i am able to remember more stuff, and i also get to understand things fast. The problem is that, it takes me a minimum of 1 hour to finish writing a reviewer for only 1…

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Mom and dad bought champagne. And in my whole life, I thought champagne just tastes like sprite. So I took a sip and, uh, nope, not gonna happen again hahahah! I don't like beer, soju, champagne or even that brown thingy. All of them, they taste so strange 😭 They say I'll like alcohol when I turn 20. But I'm already 22 😂

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START YOUR DAY WELL! #imagefrompinterest Good day noisy people~ how are you all doing? I woke up at 8 am today, overslept for a hour and i think it is alright because our classes for today has been cancelled. I mean, we don't have a virtual class and we will only have to do our modules which we will have to subbmit today. But before working, we must fill our bellies with a delicious meal! I wanna have one like this on the picture, but we don't have noodles in stock. i'll…

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ONE MODULE DONE #imagefrompinterest I spent 96 minutes of this morning doing my module for one subject. I have decided to study it and also write my reviewer while reading. It would save me so much time and have one more day extra for the week. This is fun! It made my head hurt though because I haven't had coffee today yet. Well now it's time for me to cook a quick lunch for us. And I hope that this activity will lessen my headache :> how about you, how's your day going? I…

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A while ago when I was preparing for our lunch, I had a little battle with this sqush. That squash was big and hard to cut in half, so hard that I accidentally wounded my hand. It's not that obvious, but if you'll look at my thumb, there's some blood stain. But it's worth it, I defeated the squash 😂

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MISSING THE OLD DAYS #imagefrompinterest When I was in junior highschool, I walk back home if afternoons are chilly and the sky is a pretty shade of orange and pink. I walk with my classmates while eating mangoes and corn and talking about our day. I'd be the second to the last who would go home because my house is a little farther than the rest. And because of that, I get to enjoy the afternoon some more by myself. But these days, I only spend my afternoons in my room.…

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LIBRARY VS HOME #imagefrompinterest if I were studying in the library, would I be pushed to study more and more compared to when I am at home? I think the library will help me focus more because the environment is quiet and also I wouldn't have to worry for too much backpains because the tables wouldn't be too high like the one in my rooms. Also, there's no food there to distract me 😂 how about you, do you think you'll be able to do better if you're in the library? Image…

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I believe it's time for me to say goodnight now, noisy people. I've been busy today, and also tired. And so I'll have to get off my phone now and try to catch enough sleep. Bye bye, see you tomorrow! Image from https://pin.it/4PKi7cJ

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STUDY EARLY MORNING #imagefrompinterest I woke up at 6:30 am today, and i think it's a nice decision. I am feeling sleepy because i only had 6 hours of sleep, but this is okay because that means i will be forced to change my sleeping pattern and sleep earlier later this evening. I am also contemplating whether i should drink coffee or not. Coffee will wake me up, and make me talk a lot, and make me shake a little as well. So, maybe i should and just ignore the shaking…

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This morning, I spend 76 minutes studying a topic that we will discuss later for our class. I like reading our modules first so that I could easily follow what the discussion is about, and also so that I could easily ask questions on parts of the discussion that would seem different from what I understood. Heh, I hope I'll do well later :>

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SIGH. #imagefrompinterest I think major program subjects should be taught by teachers who are actually expert on that subject. I mean, I appreciate the efforts of our professors who teach us, but I think them reading the modules that we already read and not expounding the topic is not good enough to teach us. :< Image from https://pin.it/2hoisJp

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Dad went to the market a while ago and bought a lot of vegetables. He got cauliflowers, cabbages, potatoes, and more. And oh, of course these triple carrots! I call them triplets because they all have soil on them, which means the three of them were all fresh from the ground 😂 I'm pretty sure they will be sweet!

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Gonna be working on my case study about language disorder this afternoon while sipping on my choco coffee. I was planning to do this later evening, but I'm not doing anything right now so why not right? After this, I'll study mandarin and then shower and chill :>

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DRAFT FOR CASE STUDY ON SEVERE LANGUAGE DISORDER I just finished making my draft for my second case study this sem. It was, challenging hahaha! Studying about language disorders would of course include the study about how the brain works. My wish of becoming a med student is kind of coming true because of this certain subject hahaha! We will study how a certain part of the brain works, and we'll know about the causes why that certain part doesn't work well for other…

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ICE CREAM FOR REWARD! #imagefrompinterest Hello! I think my day today is better than the rest of the days i had this week, which were only three days. Prayers really are effective! I also helped myself by doing the things that I was reminded to do. I wrote on my journal to calm my thoughts and also made use of the planner i made for myself. Ta-da! peaceful mind~ My thoughts became organized because of those activities and therefore the panicky feeling didn't come today. I…

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Currently finalizing my case study while eating the ice cream I saved for myself. It's been in the freezer for 24 hours and I'm worried it might spoil so I ate it already hahaha! It's not just super yummy, it also gives me energy to stay up a little longer to finish my paper tonight and no longer have worries tomorrow~ How about you, what are you up to tonight?

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MORNING CLASS #imagefrompinterest I still have 30 minutes left before my classes start. When there were still face to face classes, I'd be on my way to my classroom now, probably panting on my way to the 5th floor by staircase. It was exhausting to be a college student. Both because of the subjects and the location of my room. So, I am glad we're home based now, and I hope that even if the face to face classes resume, the modular setup would still become a choice. :> Image…

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My mind is in a fog. #imagefrompinterest I took a rest for 1 hour and now I'm gonna work again. I feel lazy because I'm keeping my hands in my phone and also because my room is so gloomy. Maybe I should go somewhere bright so that my brain will completely wake up and that i could focused solely on my study. Sigh, today is cold and kind of lazy. Image from https://pin.it/42KaGAZ

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STUDY EVEN IF I DON'T WANNA #collegelife Gonna start studying about the brain and how it works. The modules doesn't state much about the functions, so I'm gonna do some deeper research later after I read this. The brain looks strange, it doesn't look like it's something that could hold so much knowdge and memory.

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I was avoiding to study this topic because I thought it's gonna be super intimidating, but turns out it's not. Well, at least not the contents of our module because it's just an introduction for the part. So, I studied it. And then I also did some research in the internet and then that's when the intimidating feeling came. So many new terms I haven't encountered before popped in my face! Reading the finer details about the brain made me feel smart even if I can't really…

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It took me 3 hours to study the following: 1. The parts of the brain and how they work. 2. What are the brain imaging methods and how they work. 3. How is language related to the brain imaging methods. Those are topics are, well, easy to understand if only the modules had everything. It was hard for me because I had to look stuff up in the internet jump from one site to another because I keep encountering jargons! 😭 I feel like my head's gonna explode.

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3-DAY STUDY BREAK #imagefrompinterest I am finally done studying for the week and I have 3 days to chill and just read before the exam. I'm so happy I found this method of studying, because even if it's tiring, it made me study everyday and it feels so worth it. Sigh, I'm so tired I wanna eat noodles, but we don't have noodles so here I am just browsing through Pinterest 🤧 if only I could grab the food from my screen. Image from https://pin.it/6yeXzLB

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FINALLY, A GOODNIGHT SLEEP #imagefrompinterest Today's a long and stressful day, really. My studying formally started in the afternoon and so i rushed and ended up having a headache. Sigh. It was tiring, but at least I can rest now and just do reading for my exams since I already made myself notes to study. And now I'm chilling in my bed, waiting for drowsiness to come. Goodnight! Image from https://pin.it/1RAMJ6z

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BUSY REST DAY FRIDAY #imagefrompinterest Yesterday was hectic, but yesterday is done and i will no longer have to continuously duck my head to write on lots of paper. Today though, i am gonna be busy still. I will be working on my tasks at home and reading the fiction book i haven't read in days. And also my goal for today is not to lurk on facebook so that i can focus well on my job~ let's hope that i will be doing well today. Let's have breakfast before we work! image from…

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 013 "Work with your mind flying." I dropped the broom from my hand, and it clattered to the ground. I feel tired, but at least the apartment looks neater now. The bed is made, the kitchen is clean of dirty plates, and the floor is covered with dusts that i swept from every corners of this room. It is tiring, but it is worth it. I lightly kicked the broom from my way, if mom was here she'd be mad. I went in front of the window and looked…

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[ a prose by julsijuls ] "I would love to." if there ever is a pretty lake, or pond behind my house, I would definitely spend most some of my time there just spacing out. I don't know what would be in the water, but i hope nothing deadly so that i can always soak my feet, and splash, and be happy. I want to feel the cold and the little ripples on my ankles. And then i'd imagine what would it feel like to walk on water. And then from that wondering thought, i will imagine and…

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WORK AND REST LATER #imagefrompinterest Been working since 11 am and now I'm feeling the tiredness seeping in my muscles. And if I rest, I'd like to teleport myself to this place in the picture. Sadly, I don't know where this place is and it's also imposible to teleport. And so instead of daydreaming about a rest in the middle of a foreign city, I'll just keep on working. Until I fall down tired hahahah! Image from https://pin.it/2ZmP3i2

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I have just finished doing ng my tasks for the day, and so now I believe I can finally have my nap. If I can't have a nap, then I'll just lay down and close my eyes while relaxing my muscles. Sigh. It's such a tiring day. Image from https://pin.it/7y1pXFC

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FIND A BOOK, JULS. #imagefrompinterest I would love to find a book that if I read it, I wouldn't put it back down again. I wanna find a book that could make me feel like reading isn't a task. I want reading to feel like I'm living another life, like it's an escape. I want reading to be fun again. But the problem is, which books am I supposed to read? Image from https://pin.it/uUevI6K

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SATURDAY IS REST DAY! #imagefrompinterest Hello noisy people, happy weekend to all of us! How are you all doing? I hope we're all doing fine and that we're all healthy~ as for me, I am currently free of any headaches because it's my rest day today. Which means I will not make any intense studying today, nor would I worry about chores. I might also spend some few hours sleeping later 😂 Oh and I am also taking a short break away from the internet that's why I haven't been…

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SEW THE HOLES SHUT #imagefrompinterest I don't want to study yet, and so instead of wasting time, I'll spend and hour or two sewing some pieces of clothings. They have small holes on them, and minor tears, but I was too lazy before to fix them and so they ended up being unused for a year. Now, time for them to get out of their cabinet! Image from https://pin.it/l153aNl

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Listening to Disney songs make me happy. The sadness I feel will disappear and will be replaced with childhood Joy. These days, my favorite songs are from Encanto, they're nice songs and they make me happy and make me want to dance. I hope I can watch this movie again soon. It's tiring to be an adult.

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SOMEWHERE TO GO #imagefrompinterest I feel like my body isn't cooperating with me. I should be studying, and memorize lotsa stuff but my mind just refuses to do so! Am I tired? Am I supposed to rest? But I just spent the whole day resting and I even took a nap. It's, I don't know. Maybe I should stop stressing and just rest, and listen to my body? It's probably that. Well, I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll go lay down and imagine being in a vacation somewhere. That might…

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BE ORGANIZED! #imagefrompinterest I think there are two reasons last night as to why i was not able to study well. And these are: 1. lack of organization 2. my body was already tired. I had the motivation last night, I was even fully awake. But, because i only have one factor present and other two missing, my goal wasn't really attainable last night. Today though, let's hope that i was able to organize well my mind and notes so that i can finally study after resting! I hope…

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A CHART IS NOT FOR ME #imagefrompinterest I wasted about 90 minutes of my day trying to make a chart that I failed to do. I tried making one last night, tried doing one today, and I think it's a sign that making charts isn't a thing I should do hahahah! I'll just focus on reading, I'll be able to do more when I read instead of trying so hard to write and write a chart I can't organize 😭😂 now I'm on a break. Image from https://pin.it/6l2ElIW

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STUDY SOMETHING ELSE #imagefrompinterest I've taught myself that in certain areas, like in studying, if I don't get something and it already Took too much of my time, I should leave it for a while and refresh my mind. Or I do something else. But before doing those, I about pray for guidance. It's always effective, and that what I'm gonna do now. Gonna go study mandarin for now hahaha Image from https://pin.it/1JOnFMD

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Tomorrow is the start of my 2-week examination and I don't know if I'm feeling nervous or not. I'm not putting too much pressure on my shoulders these days so maybe that's why I don't feel like I might go and poop every time I think of the exam hahaha! I want it to pass already so I can lurk around here again 🤧

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 014 "I think i deserve a muffin." I stand in front of rows of bread and i don't know which one to order. They all look delicious, and they all smell so nice that my tummy started to grumble. 'It's bread paradise,' is what i think my hungry tummy tries to say. Should i go with the croissant? Or the cheese bread? Or do i finally taste that muffin that i've been saying no to the whole week? I leaned forward and stared at the muffin from behind…

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Imaginary life of Julsijuls: Ep. 015 "Reminds me of stuff." The sky was already a warm color of orange when I got out of the cafe. The clouds were in clumps and they look like they came out of a very old painting. Afternoons like this remind of me of childhood days too. Days when I am one of the students who go home late because the uncle who fetches me sometimes forget about me. And when he forgets to fetch me, I walk back home. I walk while I watch the sun go home to its…

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3 HOURS BEFORE THE TEST! #imagefrompinterest AAAAH! Today is the day when I'm gonna see if the studying I do will give me better results or not. I only have 2 exams for today but I'm still feeling a little nervous. it's not the bad kind, I'm just feeling something. I called it nervousness because I'm sure this isn't excitement hahaha! I hope I'll do well today~ But before the test, I'll be doing some house chores first and cook and then do a final read before my test starts.…

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I kind of want to read a book but I can't find a good one that's on third person pov. I'm not a fan of first person stories unless they're very catchy. I'm so picky hahahah!

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JOURNAL AS MY FRIEND #imagefrompinterest These days, my head is never quiet. It's like there is a constant ruckus inside that is causd by children and i am the nanny who is having a hard time to calm them down. Thankfully though, i learned about journalling. It helped me organize my mind and let out the thoughts that i can't seem to set aside in my brain. Journalling calms me down. And even though it makes my hand and wrist get hurt, i am still gonna do it. How about you?…

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JUST HAVE TEA! #imagefrompinterest I have noticed that there are two things which help me stop eating too much. First one is coffee, and the second one is tea. So basically, if there's something warm in my tummy, my tummy would think that it is food. And also, my appetite would stop bugging me and then i'll have a peaceful life. But here comes the problem. I don't like how tea tastes like, and i like the way coffee tastes. But i can't have too much coffee because coffee…

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BUSY TOMORROW ALL OF A SUDDEN #imagefrompinterest Tonight, i will be busy again because i finally have something important to do! A sudden change of schedule for our exams was made a while ago, and one change is that i will be taking two exams tomorrow instead of just one. This sudden excitement i am feeling, It's strange, because back then, when i am being faced with cramming, my head will explode thinking of what to do first. But, cramming tonight seems to calm my mind? I…

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MAKE A NEW ACCOUNT, I GUESS? #imagefrompinterest I'm thinking that maybe not a lot of people are being reached by my pieces is because of the fact that I've been in read cash for almost 7 months now—I'm not sure—but yes, I've been there for half a year and I haven't been very active there. Do you think algorithm has something to do with my lack of interactions? And also I'm planning to make a new account on read cash, to build a new environment and impression, do you think…

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MAKE MY DAY RIGHT #imagefrompinterest I knew that today is going to be a busy day, and so i tried to wake up early, which was thankfully granted even if i didn't set an alarm last night. I woke up early and didn't touch my social media, which is also very good because my mind started with the thought of being a responsible student. I have one class today, and an exam later at 1 pm. Those are the main events of my day, but aside from those, i also have other responsibilities…

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IT SOUNDS NICE #imagefrompinterest I am not sure if it's possible for me to go outside and have a walk after these exams are done. I don't know if it's possible to run around and ride a bike and be away from my house for a short while. I wanna be somewhere new, somewhere i could relax and somewhere nobody knows me so i don't have to worry about them seeing me being silly. I won't worry because they don't know me and they would probably forget about me quick. Sigh, a short…

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I saw this on Pinterest, it looks like it's part of a library and I wonder when will I be able to visit such a place. If I'm not going to be a student who'll study in libraries, then if possible, I wanna work in a library at least once in my life. It would seem very nice to do so :> Image from https://pin.it/4N046Rx

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FIRST EXAMINATION DONE! #imagefrompinterest 1 exam done, 6 more to go! I just finished my first exam of the year and this is what i could say, it was hard, hahaha! Our professor told us that the exam will be easy, so I slacked just a bit thinking that it would be multiple choice. Turns our it's not! She made us answer 3 types of test in one exam 1. Modified true or false 2. Identification 3. 2 paragraph essay Does tha look like it's easy? hahhaha! At least next exam i'll…

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WHY DID I EAT #imagefrompinterest I kind of ate a lot a while ago after I took my exam and after studying Mandarin phrases for about an hour and a half. But, I think it's fine as long as I'm gonna use the energy to study two more subjects later, right? Actually I don't know, I regret eating 😭 Image from https://pin.it/394huuv

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I'm drinking this huge cup of sweetened iced tea and I think the sugar might keep me up for like 100 hours ahhahaha! It's so sweet and my sleepiness disappeared!

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A ROOM THAT MAKES ME SLEEP #imagefrompinterest Every morning, my room looks cozy enough that it makes me want to sleep for the rest of the day instead of working and studying. My windows are mostly blocked by a firewall a new house built in between us, and therefore my room always looks like it's time for a nap. There's a still light though, but it's hindered with a thick curtain so that people outside will not be able to peek inside my room. Well anyway, i am sleepy and i…

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One more minute before the exam and inam already feeling cold and nervous and excited hahahahah! My professor still hasn't posted anything yet though, why is it taking so long I wanna finish it already 🤧😭

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FIRST EXAM DONE! #imagefrompinterest My first exam of the day is essay type and I think I did quite well! I am very thankful that the Lord guided me through that exam, because I cannot afford to have a failing grade. All the studying was worth it! Now I'm gonna eat a yummy meal, something sweet, and then I'll study again for my last exam of the day which is about indigenous peoples. I hope I'll do well again at this one! Image from https://pin.it/1jxYIWy

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D-2 DONE! #imagefrompinterest My exams for the day is done and now, and I am currently on a 10-minute. I deserve a mini rest before i resume studying again of course, hahaha! oh and also, i am contempting whether i should drink coffee or a cup of hot chocolate. I didn't have coffee yesterday and i already had hot choco this morning, so i think i'll go with coffee~ i have to keep myself awake because i still have an exam to prepare for tomorrow. And this one is an oral exam,…

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CAN'T WAIT FOR REST DAY! #imagefrompinterest Guess who is happy because she is finally able to accomplish all of her assignments for the week? Me! I am very happy and thankful because my tasks are done, and the only thing left for this week is my exam for mandarin! Which is tomorrow, a Thursday, which means i can rest on Friday and then work again on the weekends! That seems like a very good schedule for me~ and then i'll have more time on noise too, yay! image from…

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STUDY WELL! #imagefrompinterest I want to go to sleep but sleeping early isn't a choice right now because there are things that i have to study still. I would rather stay up late than sleeping early and then waking up early, it would somehow feel like my sleep is not enough if i wake up with the sky still black, hahaha! Anyway, there are 11 Mandarin phrases that i have to memorize, and thankfully I was able to memorize 7 of them earlier this afternoon. So i only have 4 left…

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A BUSY MORNING! #imagefrompinterest Good morning! Today is my last day of examination for this week, and i am both excited and nervous. I only have a few phrases left to study, i know i will be guided to do well on those, but i am still nervous. I pray that my tongue will cooperate and not make me stutter. Before i fully immerse on studying though, i will have to prepare us breakfast. let's make a delicious meal to fuel our busy day! image from https://pin.it/3f1sMUW

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ON A MINI BREAK! #imagefrompinterest I just finished practicing 11 mandarin phrases about asking for help, and so far in my Foreign language subject, this part is the hardest. I just feel a little sad because they did not provide literal translations for the mandarin sentences. If there were literal translations, i would've had an easier time memorizing and studying these phrases. Well anyway, i am just on a short break and will return studying after 15 minutes~ let's hope…

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Guys I got a perfect score on my oral exam and I'm still waiting for the result of my written test and yes I AM SO HAPPY! I can finally rest before going back to studying on the weeke! I'm so happy and thankful. Yay!

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Mom bought grapes and now I feel like this snack is my reward for doing well this week. It tastes so sweet and it's chilled so I'm currently eating it like a candy right now hehe. How about you, what are you snacking on?

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Little oranges! I'm honestly unsure when did mom but these because this morning, they weren't in the fridge! But then when I got out to get water, they're suddenly there! I didn't see them along with the grapes awhile ago so I'm a little shook 😂 anyway they're pleasantly juicy and sweet!

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Oral exam: 40/40 Written exam: 54/60 TOTAL SCORE: 94/100 Update guys, I passed my exam with flying colors! I am very very happy and thankful because all the headache was worth it! I can't stop giggling upon seeing the score on my test, it's so nice to look at it 😭 thought next time I have to read everything so that I can get a perfect score ✨

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I AM AWAKE #imagefrompinterest I think I fixed my body. These days, I always wake up around 7:20 am and I'm thankful that I no longer sleep at 1 am. I sleep before 1 am and there I at least 7 hours of sleep everyday. Maybe if I manage my time better, I'll get 8 hours of sleep. But I am really thankful for the baby steps of improvement! Image from https://pin.it/pTiMfMD

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IT'S A STRESSFUL DAY #imagefrompinterest I really wish that there is a meadow near our house, or that I live alone and that my house is by the meadows so that whenever i am stressed out, i could go there and scream my lungs out. And then no one would care because of curse i want my house to be as far away from other houses. I want peace and solitude. Because right now i am stressed out. People are messing up my schedule and there's noise everywhere and i can't even say a…

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Am I not allowed to hold any Sharp stuff? Like anything? The other day, I got wounded with en eggshell while pealing. The other day too I accidentally chopped my knuckle, and now I poked my self with a needle AND I BROKE THE NEEDLE. Why am I like this 😭😭

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HEAD HURTS AGAIN! #imagefrompinterest I spent about 3 hours of my day sewing my old forgotten clothes because of the tears and holes they have. I found it nice to sew them, but they make my back and neck hurt, so i stopped. I had lunch, ate a piece of bred and saw that i still have coffee from this morning. i took a couple of sips. And i regret it. My head started to hurt and i think the cofee is to blame because i was just doing fine before having a sip. or maybe i…

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Imaginary life of Juslisjuls: Ep. 016 "Will i ever meet one?" I once had a dream, I was sitting on the sand, and the blue waves crash amongst each other one windy day at the beach. I was alone, and i was playing with a shell. It was peach colored and it felt very light in my hands. And then a shadow loomed over me, shading me from the sun. When i looked up, I was squinting, the light around the person who stood behind me was still bright, so bright that it cast a dark shadow…

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I MISS HAVING A LITTLE FRIEND #imagefrompinterest I miss having plants at home. I used to have a little pot of succulents, it's got a twin cacti and I named them Tuuk. Unfortunately they wilted because I watered them too much. Sigh, maybe I f I was more careful, they'd still he alive until now. But before getting a new one, I'll make sure to do some research first. Image from Pinterest

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I wanted to share a picture of our sky this afternoon, but the internet connection is acting up again so sadly I couldn't :< well I think I'll just described. The sky is covered with grey clouds and behind the clouds, seen through the little gaps, is a blue sky. It's amazing, it makes the afternoon bearably cool. How about you, how is your weekend going? I hope it's going well!

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HOW WEEKENDS WERE SPENT BEFORE #imagefrompinterest Back when I was still a kid, my mom and dad will take us out to go to a mall or to a park. We will walk around and eat in fastfood chains while enjoying the air-conditioning of the mall. We don't have aircon at home so we really enjoy staying in cool areas. If not in malls, mom and dad will just take us out for a walk around our community. We will stop at stores to buy candies and butter biscuits and then walk again while…

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DOES THE SUN MISS ME TOO? #imagefrompinterest I haven't gotten out of my room, haven't let the sun touch my skin yet, but according to the light from the kitchen, the sunlight is golden this morning. The sky is probably blue and bright and beautiful. And it waits for me to go outside. But I will be busy today, and I might not have time to admire the morning for hours. So, I'll go out now and check the sky before I spend hours again locking myself in my room. Hehe Image from…

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UNORGANIZED MIND #imagefrompinterest There are days when i feel like i am lost. I am just inside my house, and the things that i should do are just around me. And yet, i feel lost, like i don't know what to do, like i am in an unfamiliar place i don't know the way around in. When days like today come, i feel frustrated, and my head hurts. I wanna learn how to do better at organizing my thoughts because I can't just do journaling all the time. Well anyway, after this post,…

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GOOD MOOD NOW #imagefrompinterest I wasn't feeling very well a while ago, like I was kind of tired and lazy. Turns out all I needed was a shower 😂 I feel better now that I have showered already. I hope that I won't catch a cold though, because my throat is already feeling kinda itchy. How about you, how are you doing this day? I hope you're healthy! Image from https://pin.it/6rvNrCQ

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MY BODY IS STRONG #imagefrompinterest I had so many snacks today. I don't know, but it felt like my body needed the food because i am feeling kind of weak. I think i'm not just being lazy, i think the tiredness is actually because of the fact that everyone in this house has colds and i'm the only one who doesn't have it. So yeah, i think it's my body feling weak because it's fighting away the virus. Anyway, the snacks i had were a lot, like, my tummy feels like popping kind…

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I'll be sleeping early tonight before the fever comes and get me. Goodnight noisy people, I have to remain healthy!

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FEVER SUCKS #imagefrompinterest Unfortunately, I caught the fever too last night and now I feel like my head is full of water. It's heavy and it aches so much it's hard to sleep. But thankfully I have my mom and dad to take care of me. They give me meds and food and a cold damp towel for my forehead. I feel a little better now than last night. Last night k can't even look at my phone 🤧 let's all stay healthy! Image from https://pin.it/351uK5n

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Everytime I stand up, I feel like my knees are gonna give in and then I'm gonna end up having a cracked skull. Also I feel like my tummy is gonna betray me and make me puke all over my bed. Fever sucks 😭

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GETTING BETTER #imagefrompinterest For the past 2 days, all that i ever did was sleep and eat and try to get my strength back. It's been years since the last time that i caught the flu, and so i think my body was shook when i suddenly caught it now. I am feeling better now compared yesterday, but i think i shouldn't go back to my regular activities just yet because the fever might come back. My head no longer feels heavy and i no longer feel like i might puke everything that…

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Dad bought a little orange for me to eat! Too bad I couldn't enjoy it because everything I eat right now tastes so bitter 😭 I could smell it a bit, bit I can't taste its orangeness. Oh well, what matters is I have it~

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WHAT DO I DO? #imagefrompinterest I am sick and feeling weak but I still wanna go outside and head to the market. I don't know why, but maybe it's because I'm already so tired of looking at the same things everyday because I'm always at home. But if I take a time to pause, and consider if you about is really something I wanna do, maybe then I'll realize that going out is fun only when you're at the destination already. The travel there? Bet it would just make me sick. Bet it…

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I WANT NOODLE SOUP #imagefompinterest I saw this yummy noodle soup on pinterest and now i am craving to eat something similar as well. The problem is that I saw this late and now my mom is already cooking something different. Maybe i should suggest this soup later for dinner? Or maybe i'll just ask of one serving for myself if no one else is craving for the same food as i do. I wanna sip on something hot, it might help me relieve my headache if i do so TT image from…

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WE LIVE IN A FLOATING ROCK IN SPACE #imagefrompinterest Out of nowhere, I started wondering, who invented money? I mean, after posting this I'll do my research but I wanna rent first hahaha! Because, we're probably the only beings who live in a floating rock of love who will die of hunger just because we don't have these paper we use in exchange of goods. I mean, maybe life would've been easier if they didn't invent money? TT Image from https://pin.it/5D3Zmwf

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STUDY FOR FUN This sounds a little strange to my ears, because who will download medical books when they aren't even medical students? Well, me. I downloaded them because i wanna know why these med students spend about 4 hours on a regular day studying a certain topic. I wanna have a glimpse of the books they use and see if it's gonna be possible for me to study and survive university just like them. And i do this purely based on curiosity. Then the net thing i'll do is look…

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CLEAN A BIT! #imagefrompinterest After 5 days of being sick, Thank God and i'm now feeling much much better! But my room is currently a mess because i haven't been able to take care of it while i was sick. So much to clean up and disinfect! But, even if i do feel better now, i will still try my best not to overwhelm myself so that i won't fall back to having a fever again. I will clean little by little until all the mess are gone~ I hope that all of us will have a great day…

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I'm done cleaning my room, and so now I'm on this task of making a study plan. I'm 5 days sick so it means I have a few things I missed on, but this doesn't mean I have to rush. I'll take my time in studying and I won't rush so that my head won't hurt too much. Sigh, I hope my brain wasn't toasted when I had a fever 😂

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FOR FASTER RECOVERY! #imagefrompinterest I just finished doing light work for this afternoon, and so now I'm gonna have to go to sleep. A nap is important because I'm still not 100% well yet, and also there's nothing to do this afternoon, so I have no other choice but to rest. I hope you'll find a time to have a short nap ad well~ Image from https://pin.it/37N9fs3

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WHAT A DREAM #imagefrompinterest I had a 2 hour nap a while ago and I had a strange dream about tall pale buildings. I think they were kind of the same buildings me and grandma used to go to when I was younger. I tried to look for a photo that would look the same as my dream, and this is the closest I could find. This one doesn't look creepy, just imagine this as a horror building with black slimes on the sides of the building. The theme or palette of my dream was horror but…

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GIVE ME A BOOK OR I'LL CRY #imagefrompinterest When i get rich enough, I want my bed to be covered in books whenever i decide to check and count how many books i managed to buy with my own money. I wanna be able to get all the books i've been eyeing in bookstores since i was in 7th grade. The love stories, the mysteries, the horror, the old old ones, everything! I wanna drown in books and in different worlds. I want that one day i'll get off a limo, and then a kalesa, and…

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NEED MORE REST #imagefrompinterest It seems like I'm not well enough to do some studying yet. I tried to read my module a while ago, but my head immediately started to hurt, especially the area behind my eyes. I don't know if it's the light that hurt my eyes, or maybe it's just that I'm not well enough to study yet. Oh well, I should be smart and not force myself if I can't study yet. I should rest a lot so that I can attend classes on Wednesday. Image from…

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In this certain module, we are tasked to do a proper Review of Related Literature and I could already tell that thesis making is already on the way. I'm both scared and excited for this one hahaha!

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I deleted my tiktok app after 3 days of using it and now I feel like I can live life again HAHAHHA! I have a few days left of my break and now I'm thinking of what to do. I'm trying to getaway from studying for a bit so, I don't know. I might just watch random videos on YouTube as a treat to myself?

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AS COZY AS THE CAT #imagefrompinterest And because it rained tonight, I'm pretty sure that my sleep will become as cozy and comfortable as this cat is having in this picture. I'll snuggle up in my blanket and then wake up the next morning with the air smelling of rain and dew. It's gonna be relaxing tonight! Let's all have a nice rest noisy people :> Image from https://pin.it/5MxqcPS

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IN MY DREAM, I GARDEN #imagefrompinterest In a public school in the Philippines, gardening is an activity that students do every morning and afternoon, when the sun is not harsh. But in my dream, we were gardening while it was raining because the plants will dry up if we don't take care of them. It's such a strange dream 😂 I could still hear the sound of mud and feel the mud on my feet and hands! The dream was so realistic that I wouldn't be surprised if there really is dirt…

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I HAVE STEPPED INTO A NEW LEVEL #imagefrompinterest This day, it feels like it's a new beginning. It feels like somethings huge changed, like there's a new thing that grew without my knowledge and that thing is gonna be a big tree. A big tree with strong branches and broad leaves, a gigantic tree which i will climb. And this tree would let me see the bigger picture of where i am. It would let me understand things better because I'll be on top of things. It's like this day,…

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[ A prose by Julsijuls ] "Kitty is home alone." If we leave a cat at home, I wonder what they do there alone? Do they wait by the door while grooming themselves? Do they hop on the couch, follow the sunlight as it moves from left to right? Do they sleep the whole day on our beds? We don't know. But some cameras capture that they roam around the house and do this little howl like they are lost. And their calls just bounce off the walls, howling back at them. I wonder if they…

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NEW ACCOUNT ON READ CASH #imagefrompinterest Finally creating a new account on read cash feels like I moved in to a new place! When I first got there using my very first account, it felt intimidating because I don't know anyone. I still don't know anyone there, but unlike before, I'm now looking around and trying to leave comments on articles. It makes me feel better and it gives me an idea too of what to write. I hope that my new beginning there will lead to good things!…

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I am finally able to make a new account on read cash and I was also able to post an article! I'm having a problem with submitting this to a community though. Maybe next time it's better if I directly post on a community rather than making a separate article. Oh and by the way, this is my post https://read.cash/@joow/you-need-not-to-be-perfect-just-start-939a450b It's about me getting read of perfectionism, and I think it's nice that I was able to do it :>

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It's kind of a gloomy afternoon right now, plus it rained too so the weather is a little cooler than yesterday. So since I'm feeling a little tired, I'll take advantage of this weather and then sleep. Because later this evening, I'll be doing some studying again. Sigh.

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I didn't get to have my nap a while ago because I suddenly remembered to eat the salted egg I made. I gave my mom and dad a few slices and then they gave me a cookie in exchange! I mean, they really bought this cookie for us but I still wanna think we did a little trade 😂 now I'm thinking whether i should push sleeping or get up already and think of something to do.

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ARTICLE NUMBER 002 https://read.cash/@joow/we-are-the-ones-who-care-for-our-thoughts-0143a8c2 Everyday I face a little problem. Sometimes I don't understand what I am reading, sometimes I don't know what to cook, and most of the times my head is a mess. When this happens, what do I do? Do I just let it be a mess, or do I take action so this confusion won't grow into a headache? I wrote an article about this on read.cash, you might want to take a read! Image from…

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SOON, WE WILL BAKE #imagefrompinterest One of the dreams that I have in life is to have my own house I can take my mom and dad with. And then in my house, I'll buy an oven where we can bake all the pastries we want to eat. The expensive ones we couldn't buy, the cheap ones that we miss, and even the simple treats we see Facebook people posting about. We really do not have the chance to bake at our current home because an oven is expensive, plus gas is also expensive. And so,…

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NEW MONDAY MORNING #imagefrompinterest Good morning noisy people! How are you all doing? I hope that all of us had a a nice sleep! Today is a monday which means my mom is back to working in the office. The past week, she's been staying at home because it is their whole floor's turn to do home quaratine. And while mom was working at home, we were resting because we were sick, which means we didn't get to do much work. And so now, we must start working on our school…

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TIME TO DO SOME MORE #imagefrompinterest I just finished writing on my journal and now I feel better about going about my day. Writing on my journal makes my thoughts fall in a straight line rather than running around in my head. I have a few things to finish today, and i hope that i will be able to do them well so that I could finish erly and have some time for other leisurely stuff. I am so glad and thankful that i am now okay and that i can go back to working. It sucks to…

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SMALL ACHIEVEMENTS MATTER #imagefrompinterest I was worried awhile ago that my day may not go well. You know, even if i already laid out a plan for my day, i still feel nervous for some reason. But thankfully, things went well. I finished answering one module in under an hour because of the power of focusing on the task on hand. I didn't touch my phone to visit social media while answering my modules. I should do this more often. And now, i am preparing for our lunch. I am…

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Why is it so hard to catch a nap today? Is it because I'm not actually feeling sleepy? Sigh. I wanted to nap so that I can have a little rest before I go on an short walk but I couldn't sleep. Well, at least I have an hour of break away from the internet. How about you, how's your afternoon going? Image from https://pin.it/1aTuCJa

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CANCELLED PLAN #imagefrompinterest I was supposed to go do an exercise this evening, but I forgot to prepare my shoes and my extra clothes. Because of that, my plan got cancelled. I sat in front of my desk and talked to my journal again, telling the pages of the things I should've done earlier so that the trouble I'm facing right now wouldn't occur again in the future. I noticed that journaling is my go to activity whenever I am upset. And I think this is better than stress…

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I found a new book that I am currently reading and enjoying! I'm so excited about this one because it's action and fantasy and it's cool, the language is easy to understand as well! I am in love! I wonder how the story will go! Image from https://pin.it/7kEpRH2