10 AM CLASSES AND CHORES I woke up at 6 and now it's 9 am and it felt like a lot of hours have already passed but in reality it isn't. I don't know why it feels like this, but maybe because I was able to do some chores without much interruption. Maybe that's where the illusion came from. Usually I do lots of chores and use phone, but now I did chores without the phone, and so I was able to move quick and still have time for my first class today. It's, such a nice feeling.…
Hi everyone! I'm currently listening to our class orientation and I couldn't really focus well because my mind suggests I leave already because the things being discussed were already discussed before. And also they're suggesting that we turn on our cameras but I don't wanna because I don't look presentable HAHAHAHAH! I am stressed 😂
YUMMY RECIPE I FOUND! So, I was browsing through Pinterest when I saw this toast with bananas and just from the looks of it, it's gonna be yummy. I found the recipe for it too so, if you wanna try this feel free to cook with me! But the problem is that it doesn't include the procedure so let's just experiment 😂 Recipe from: https://pin.it/3I7OJ0h Brown Sugar French Toast: 9 ingredients Refrigerated 2: Eggs Condiments 1: Syrup Baking & Spices 2 tbsp: All purpose flour 1 tbsp:…
HEADACHES AND NAPS A while ago, I had a bit of an argument with my brother which made me cry. Well, not because it's his fault, it's both our fault actually, but I still cried anyway because I felt frustrated. And, I just easily cry about anything hahaha. And then my head started to hurt. I went to have a nap, woke up and the headache is still there and I think the headache will stay there until tomorrow morning. It sucks. Image from…
THERE ARE TYPES OF HEADACHES? My head is still hurting so I decided to do some research about it. And here I learned that there are a few kind of headaches and the one that I have must be the sinus thing. And I do feel a little feverish. Here's the description of the kind of headache that i think I have. Sinus Symptoms: pain in the face, sinuses, eyes, ears, or forehead, congestion, itching, runny nose, fever, swelling in the face Duration: several days to weeks (if treated)…
A MOTIVATION FROM ME TO YOU! There are these days when I just lay in bed and think that it's better to stay there than move and not see any progress at all. But then, the voice in my head would give my nose a little flick and reprimand me. This voice would say that I should be brave. I don't want to move because I'm scared of failure, but I should be brave and keep on trying even if it looks like I am not moving. Because, what matters is that I try. It's better than doing…
SELF CARE IS IMPORTANT! I used to think that the only important things to focus on are academics and like, things that has something to do with your knowledge. But, because of that wrong focus, i forgot to take care of myself. And at first I refused to Believe tbat taking care of yourself is something productive too. But as days pass, especially ow that I am in college, self care is important because if you don't take care of yourself, then obviously you won't be able to…
Aaah, tonight is cold and cozy, what a perfect wreath to sleep! I'll go now and sleep noisy people, see you again later when I wake up! Have a nice day or evening!
A LITTLE LESSON FROM LIFE My childhood and early teenage years have taught me a lot of things. And one of those things is that, if you have a problem, and you have has a solution for it, then you shouldn't worry too much about it because it would be no use. Why worry when you already have the solution and all you gotta do is apply it? And also, if the problem doesn't have a solution and then, worrying about it would be useless, so I better stop thinking about it. Because why…
Hello everyone good morning! I just realized that it's been a week or more since the last time I posted a poem. And the reason behind is that I'm scared of the outcome. But, during these last 3 days, I was taught that letting fear take over my mind will render me unmoving. And so, I must get rid of this fear and still do the things i should do. But I'm still nervous about it though 😂 #ramblings #ramdomthoughts
FRIED NOODLES FOR SNACKS! I've been saving this up for days and finally, the day has arrived for me to eat this! But, I'll only eat this after I get to finish a lot of chores. If I don't finish doing important things, then I'll have to postpone eating this again until I become responsible enough in my tasks. But of course I'll spend about 20 minutes here before I leave and do chores 😂 gotta explore and catch up before I get sweaty.
[ a prose by Julsijuls ] Probability and impossibilities We could've died in the womb, or we could've been born as birds, or a fish, or bloomed as a flower, or lived and died as a star. But, for some reason, we are born as us. We were born in the same galaxy, in the same planet, in the same life time, and lived in the same neighborhood. There are millions of people out there, billions of people to possibly not meet, but we ended up as neighbors who both love to bike. Your…
I got off my phone a while ago, maybe for an hour, and during that time I made sure to do other things that are worth my time! One of the things I did was this, journaling! I wrote down my thoughts, and wrote things that i must do to change and also listed some of the thing I dream of. And it felt like it was the slowest 1 hour of my life this week when I was writing things down. Maybe that's the effect when you're busy.
It's a cold afternoon right now, and I woke up early a while ago, maybe around 6 am? So now I am sleepy. I think i'll take the opportunity to have a nap during this cold afternoon! See you later noisy people, I'll go rest for a while!
If I lose 6 kilos by the end of the year, I'll get that dream phone I have. And if i maintain writing in my journal everyday and read at least a chapter of any book until the end of the year, I'll get that dream phone. The phone is kind of expensive so I want to work hard for it even if I am the one who will spend for it. I gotta make myself deserving for such an investment. Aaaaah! Let's pray that I'll do well not only for the phone, but also for my own good! #thoughts…
GETTING RID OF A BAD HABIT Yes! Finally got the courage to delete TikTok from my phone. Now, my problem is, how do I make my mind believe that TikTok doesn't exist so that I won't have to download it ever again? Do you guys have any tips in fighting your urge to use too much internet? #wonder #thought
Guys, it's already 1 am, I am so behind my sleeping schedule. I have to get off my phone now and take care of myself and sleep. Next time, I'll try to nap earlier in the afternoon so that k wouldn't have problems sleeping at night. Take care guys, bye for now!
BLUE SKY VS UNIVERSE So, I am currently sitting outside of our house and I'm looking up the sky and I'm wondering if it'd be possible for a very strong wind to wipe away the blue sky so we could see the outer space. Like, see the sky like how we see at night? Or nah, is it because of the sun that's why the sky is blue.... Oh wow now that I think about it, it's impossible to make the sky black in the morning since the sun's the one that brightens up the sky. HAHAHHa 😂
Good morning noisy people! Can you believe that the first music I listened to this morning is a heartbreak song even if I have no reason to do so? Like, I am happy and not in a relationship and yet i feel like I could relate to the song 😂 All too well 10 minute version of Taylor Swift is relatable even if it's got nothing to do with my life lol, why is that 😂
BE GRATEFUL FOR ANOTHER DAY! Sometimes, when something bad happened to our day, or something doesn't happen that we want to happen during the day, we become sad and wish that this Day didn't come at all. We throw a tantrum and question everything around us, sometimes we get angry why this day isn't productive and wonder why our dream hasn't happened yet. We focus so much on the negatives that we forget to be grateful about waking up. That we are given another chance to live…
LAUNDRY DONE I just finished doing the laundry and i am now laying down resting my feet. I am a little worried because the sun is now hiding, and i don't know if the clothes i washed will get dry by this evening before i sleep. But anyway what's important is that i am already done with the task, and that i am now resting and i am almost done for the day. How about you, what are the tasks you've accomplished this warm day noisy people? Image from https://pin.it/3V0m6Ta…
I am currently standing in the middle of the room, willing myself to go back to reality and pulls my head out of the cloud where I am already owning that phone. This is one of the hardest things for me to do, I have a hard time keeping myself in the present and keep imagining and staying in my head. I hate it. #thoughts #random
WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF So, while I was sitting on the toilet a while ago, a sudden thought came to my mind. What if Noise has an app? Like, a smooth one. If they have one, and people would still ignore this community, then I don't know anymore. Like, this place is so good and a good secret hideaway for your thoughts of you want to! And they still ignore this because they strongly believe crypto is scam? Hahaha! They'd be missing on a lot. Actually they already are missing…
SATURDAY IS REST DAY! Hello everyone, happy weekend and rest day! I wasn't able to stop by this morning because I had to practice and focus on real life rather than the internet. I spent my morning reading and pampering myself. And by that mean I spent a long time in the shower and even asked to have a few spray from my mom's cologne, hahaha! How about you, what are you doing to make your saturday relaxing?
LISTEN AND CREATE. I am currently listening to Taylor Swift's songs, and I like how she's written her lyrics. And I kind of got inspired to write the way she does a while ago, but then when I tried to, I realized how hard it was and how beautiful her vocabulary is. Wow, I think I'm gon a have to read more books and listen to more of her songs to learn how write as beautiful as her lyrics. It's so cool. How about you noisy people, what are you guys doing?
ADJUST FOR THE MEAN TIME Just in case it would take longer than anticipated, I'll start deleting unnecessary stuff from my phone. Like apps and and files that don't really matter to my daily life and studies. My phone is already lagging and I can't wait for the new phone to come, so yes, I'll adjust. I'll kick away the wants and keep the needs to make my phone's performance good again. Let's hope I'll survive with a phone that doesn't have so many apps for entertainment 🤧
STAY IN REALITY Sometimes, i forget that i am not rich because i always imagine myself having these things that are not really necessary, plus they are also very expensive. Sometimes the reason why i want them is because i want to have aesthetic things, like the videos i watch on youtube. And sometimes the reason why i want to get them is because of easier work—like just for convenience. But the problem is that, the aesthetic things i see on youtube like the iphones and Mac…
INSPIRATION TO WORK OUT! Hello i am back! I just got off youtube after watching a few workout vlogs & tutorials. And i think i'm going to watch more of those kind of videos, you know workout and diet and weight loss, so that the phone reviews and aesthetics will be removed from my front page or recommended videos. I was a little stressed out a while ago because everytime i open youtube, phone videos always surprise me, they always greet me and i get the little excited about…
Look at these pretty dresses i found on pinterest! I now have an additional inspiration to lose some weight, and that is for me to be able to wear dresses like this and not be embarrassed~ just imagine in my wardrobe full of dresses already makes me feel excited to do exercises! These dresses are cute right?
I was a little bored a while ago and so I decided to do a mindless doodle on ibis paint. I'm still not good at creating art, well it's expected since I stopped practising for months, but yeah the outcome looks funny HAHAAH! But at least I tried again! #art #drawing
CHAPPED LIPS SUCK I love the cold weather! But, I hate it when it makes my lips even drier than it already is. This morning when I woke up, I noticed that when I yawned, my lips hurt. I reached up to touch and to shock, my lower lip is very very dry! It's touching rice paper. I immediately drank water but it didn't help make the skin soft again. I wonder why this happens? And so I searched through the internet and this is what I found: —The lips also lack the oil glands…
WRITE AND READ! Okay so for this morning, after i will post this, i will get off my bed and i will start writing on my journal again. I already missed three days of writing there and so i will have to sit down and focus and try to remember the happenings during the past three days. Did i do well? Did i do a lot of stuff? Did I improve even just a bit? We're gonna know later when I write down. I hope that your day will be good as well! Do you have any plans of productivity…
DAY 1 OF SMALLER MEALS Okay so, my breakfast for this morning is a sunny side up with a cup of rice. And then for my drink, I'm having Lipton green tea, i don't like its taste but I gotta drink it because I heard its Good for digestion and metabolism! Green tea also makes me want to stop eating, so yeah, drink it even if it's bitter hahahaha! How about you, what is your meal for today? Do you like green tea?
COOK FOR LUNCH! I have just finished writing on my journal, and then watching a few videos on youtube again. And now my task is to prepare our late lunch, and then after that i'll start reading for my classes tomorrow and also some fiction books that i have been procrastinating on. I believe that this day will become productive because i started my morning productively. I hope that your day will go smoothly as well!
ERROR TIPPING I was feeling a little worried a while ago because i have been experiencing errors in giving tips, but it seems like this only occurs to certain users that i give tips to. Because i try giving tips to other people and the typing feature works quite well. So yeah, i hope that whatever problem other users are facing, i hope those will be solved soon so that they will get tips too. Have a wonderful day!
EXERCISE! I just finished eating my lunch and my tummy is so full. I sipped so much soup and i could basically feel a little wave of liquid inside my tummy. Our meal was delicious and I was able to avoid rice! But in order to still feel full, there, I sipped soup instead 😂 I'll rest for a bit and then i'll start my exercise later, either i will take a nap during my rest or i will read a book during my rest. What do you think is the better way of resting?
I could still feel the soup sloshing and my tummy and i regret drinking so much of it, because now i cannot exercise at the time i planned to do so. While i was away, i spent my time watching laptop reviews on youtube and also i browsed through twitter. And now i feel so sleepy so i might just take a nap, but before i leave, take a look at this cute dog i saw on twitter!
UNEVENTFUL AFTERNOON I was not able to nap, but i was able to just lay down in bed and relax my body a bit. Right now, i am thinking of what to do while i am listening to Taylor Swift's song called everything has changed. Actually, i already have something in mind, BUT i won't tell you what i'm going to do because it might get jinxed again, HAhahaha! Okay, how about you noisy people, what are you up to right now?
WISH WE COULD BRING BACK TIME There are times when i wish i could bring back time and focus more here on Noise rather than on twitter browsing aimlessly on my feed. And then i wish i could bring back my motivation to write very long proses, the ones that reach up to 1000 words, and then post them on read cash instead of on facebook. So many opportunities slipped off my hands and i regret them very much. But i know that it's not yet late, i could still focus here now that i…
I think the only thing that i cannot do here on noise that i do on other social media platforms is to share about 5 posts all at once. 😂 It's understandable, in order to avoid spam and traffic. And because of this, I'm glad I haven't deleted Twitter yet, hahaha! I'll just do my gushing out there 😂
GINATAANG GALUNGGONG! Hello noisy people this is my first post in this channel~ and i will share with you our dinner for tonight called ginataang galunggong! We love this meal and we'd Eat this anytime anywhere! I mean, maybe any kind of ginataang meal will be loved, who wouldn't love with the creamy taste,right? How about you, what are you having for your dinner or breakfast or lunch today? I hope that your meals are delicious and that they will make your tummy happy! have…
EBOOKS TO READ! Look, even if I already have so many unread books, I still went online and downloaded a few more! I really don't understand why I do this but thesw books I hoarded will probably save me from boredom one day. That is if I finally have the push to read and read again! Do you think, if you're the one to download these books, would you be able to read them all? They look fun! #books #reading #literature
It's already 10:58 p.m. and yet i am still awake because i am waiting for my brother to finish a stern from the bathroom. He's been there for quite some time now, and i am still hugging my bathroom towel in order to be ready to enter there the moment he gets out. I don't wanna wait for another few minutes, hahahah! Also i am already starting to read one of the books i just downloaded i think it's very cool!
NEW DAY NEW SCHOOL DAY! Hello everyone good morning i have just walking up a while ago, maybe around 8:30 and die immediately cook for our breakfast. i wasn't able to take a picture because i eat the hotdogs mediately and didn't think of snapping something for you to see. 😂 Well i hope everyone will have a nice day! Grab your meals and your drinks, whether it is coffee or tea, and have a productive day ahead! #morning #greetings Image from https://pin.it/5VwzXBT
WOW, IT'S ALMOST NOON! Hello can i see people good morning i tried to nap a while ago during 9 and then i woke up around almost 11:00 a.m. i'm a little shook about how the time flies so fast! When i napped, it doesn't feel like i closed my eyes for an hour. It actually felt like i just laid in bed for like, 10 minutes, and then when i woke up it's already 11! Oh well, after i finish reading a few chapters of the book this book I'm studying, i'll start moving and prepare our…
PANIC PANIC! I have classes in 5 minutes and I forgot about it! My hair is still a mess, my shirt is old and our lunch is not yet ready! I wanna screech, hahahaha! I hope our professor will run late 🤧
I WAS NOT LATE! Hello! I am glad to let you all know that I wasn't late for my class! I was even able to join the orientation and mini get to know each other. And my first impression with my teacher is that she's gonna be strict :0 We're studying indigenous people of the Philippines and I think this subject is going to be intere! Because to be honest, I am very much knowledgeable about the culture of my country 🤧
I am supposed to have classes 3-5 p.m. but our teacher hasn't Showed up yet. I should have spent the past our sleeping, but i didn't because i'm scared that i might miss a class but now i regret not sleeping 😭. Instead of napping i have to get up Now because it's nearly evening and i still have to do some tasks, like modules and journals and cooking. Sigh.
DREAMS AND WONDERS Am i trying to live a life that only looks good on the outside? Like, will i actually enjoy those kind of life that youtube shows me? Like those aesthetic ones with plants and pretty stuff? I mean maybe i'll be happy because my room will be looking pretty and ladylike. But will i actually enjoy it just because other people think it's pretty? I don't think that I would enjoy it only because it's pretty, because if I'm gonna do that, i'm just going to end up…
Would life be easier if I make another Twitter or Facebook for myself but not one knows it's me? Like, it's my vent out place. Or would it be better if I just, stay away from social media in general? I don't know what to do, it feels like there's something I'm not doing or something I'm doing too much and I thinkt they're linked to the internet 😭
NO MORE CRACKED LIPS! Look! Mom and dad came back home from buying grocery and look what they bought for me! Vaseline lip therapy 😭 I'm so so happy that i can smile wide again without worrying too much about my lips cracking open. Those wounds hurt and I'm tired of tasting blood in my mouth 🤧 I hope that this will help my lips fully heal and that this won't be a temporary solution only :> #Thoughtsofjulsijuls #randomthoughts #sharing
A DELICIOUS STEAK: PAPA'S VERSION! There was this time when i told my siblings I am craving for something fried, like those big beef liver! But guess what? It seems like it wasn't just my siblings who are listening to my speech, but also my dad! This morning, he went to market and bought beef liver and then he cooked it this evening into something like beef steak! It's so yummy, very tasty that I wanted to have another batch! The onions and celeries were also so tasty, I…
A NEW PLACE! I created a new account on Twitter where no one knows it's me. Nobody follows my account and I only follow things I want to see. I even followed NASA just so I could see posts related to space. Just a while ago I saw a beautiful picture of the Andromeda Galaxy and I was so in awe, so amazed of how small we are and how we're basically just a speckf of dust. I love that new account, I am free, but I also make sure that I am a responsible netizen. I just look at…
MIDNIGHT REALIZATION Maybe the reason I am slow in improving because I always look at other's progress. I always glance at them, thinking how great they are, that I forget to make myself great too. Maybe, if I learn to focus on myself, to appreciate my progress too, I'll be able to move faster and improve in a much better pace. And if i pray more, and become more appreciative, maybe my life would become so much better than it already is right now. #thoughtsofjulsijuls…
SUNRISE IN PINTEREST Hello everyone, good morning! Today I woke up early! But sadly, not a really enough for me to witness the sunrise. It's still nice though, because the internet is there! And i could basically just look for videos and photos of the sunset, and this one right here is something that I kind of want to experience soon! And aside from waking up early, another good news is that i woke up with my lips not cracked! Vaseline really is helpful 😭 I'll use this…
"And I wish not to die with them." *[ a prose by Julsijuls ]* They told me to travel and go to a place where houses tower each other and stones are turned into buildings. Buildings so high they reach the sky, so high that when you look out of a window, the clouds will greet your face--cold with spiking needles. They told me to go to a city, and live there. The city doesn't have mud they say. The roads are concrete and clean and hard. When it rains, the ground does not turn…
"And I wish not to die with them." https://read.cash/@Julsijuls/and-i-wish-not-to-die-with-them-99c03b58 About the article (a prose) : There is a part of our world wherein the greens and blues and colors could barely survive. A place where towering buildings aim to touch the clouds. Place where they say it's beautiful and grand and dreamy—but the truth is it's not. The cities are big but they are deadly and they suck out the colors out of you, out of everything that enters…
I STARTED WRITING AGAIN! Hello guys! So, I decided that instead of making another Facebook account where I will post my prose and poems, I decided to just focus on read.cash instead. And, just now, I published my first article there after a month of being inactive! The article (a prose): "And I wish not to die with them." https://read.cash/@Julsijuls/and-i-wish-not-to-die-with-them-99c03b58 No one really goes there to interact with me, which is understandable because I'm not…
SNACKS FROM MOM! Look at what mom bought us yesterday, Nova! ❤️ Back when i was in elementary and in high school, i always deemed this snack as very expensive because it has grain in it. And because it has a grains, i thought that this food was only meant for people who diet or exercise. That's why i never bought this one HAHAHHA! Also because my pocket money isn't enough for me to buy this food and also go back home. But now i realize that it isn't that expensive— but it is…
6767 CENTS Checked my settings and saw that I have 0.6767 cents, isn't that satisfying to look at? 😂 this is just proof of even the smallest things amazes me HAHAHAH! I used to post my number of subscribers too whenever I catch them in satisfying counts, but they rarely happen these days 😭 How about you? What are the smallest of things that keep you entertained? Are they related to numbers too? #Randomthoughts
NAP AT 3:10 PM Hello noisy people~ i will go and have a nap for awhile because i will do some tasks later when i wake up. I'm quite sleepy in the afternoon these past days, and maybe it's because of the cold weather. And because i rarely nap, i will take the opportunity while the feeling of sleepiness is still here in me. 😂 Bye bye for now!
ANOTHER HOBBY ASIDE FROM EATING! Hello! I just woke up from my nap and I'm still feeling a little sleepy. And I woke up with my breath still smelling of garlic and onions even though I already brushed twice already 🤧 it makes me feel hungry, which is bad! I shouldn't let my appetite take over again, I should think of something else to distract me! And that is why I ended up scrolling through Pinterest. I saw this mug with milk and cereal and made me think of something. What…
FRIED NOODLES FOR DINNER! Hello, after two hours of working around the house I am back! It's dinner time and I am yet to eat something. It's already late so I decided to go with the instant fried noodles mom and dad bought. Of all the instant noodles, this is my favorite! It's very tasty and spicy, it also has dried onion bits which made me love this all the more! This one has 5 packs and I'll only cook one, I could try eating everything but it'll be such a waste of money,…
START AND GO WITH THE FLOW I forgot to mention a while ago that even if I was lazy, I still did some bit of stretching and exercise when I woke up from my nap. I actually didn't think that I'd actually do it today because this morning I was feeling so lazy and unmotivated. All I wanted to do was rest and sleep. But a while ago, I told myself that I'll just do something simple. Because it's better than doing nothing. So I started, and then without noticing, I was already…
I just remembered something 🤣 I have this expensive Sharp Scientific Calculator and I feel bad that I am just keeping it in my bag—it has been there for 2 years now. I might have to start studying accounting again just so I can use it, but like just for fun 😂
I SPENT AN HOUR WISELY! Time could go either in a quick pace, or in a slow pace. And tonight, while I was an hour away from my phone, I did a lot of things that would normally take me a whole morning. I wrote down the list of modules I'll answer tomorrow, I checked the modules and wrote down notes on them; whether they're read and scanned and answered, and I even did my journal writing! I am so happy that i was guided to a better direction. I was planning to just sulk for…
SLEEP TIME 12:12 AM Today has been a mixture of boredom and disappointment and joyful surprises. I am really thankful that despite the challenges we face each day, there's still something that could make us smile and remind us that challenges are here to make us better. Today was fun, and productive. I learned a lot today and I hope that you will too. I will go to sleep now, goodnight! Image from https://pin.it/4Rq6hoX
IT'S HARD BUT KEEP GOING I've heard this multiple times before, told myself that I'll experience this, and yet I always get scared still. Growth is a big thing, it is full of changes that would often make us uncomfortable and super tired. Growth is throwing you out of your comfort zone and make you walk through a new path you've never walked through before. And it seems messy, and painful, and it could make you feel so many other more feelings, but it's necessary. It's…
[ a poem by Julsijuls ] From above the darkened sky, the moon looks down upon the earth, but subtly so. Her yellow light gently glowing and her eyes peeking half open, half closed. And on earth in the middle of nowhere amongst the dying fields, stands a flower— shy and closed but slowly, very slowly with the fireflies dancing, hovering around it; the flower slowly blooms and the moon glowed bright, bright, bright. In the middle of a dying field life bloomed so beautifully!…
HOLIDAY? MODULES STILL WANT ME! Hello and goodbye noisy people, hahaha! I have 10 modules to answer today even if it's a holiday. My mom would ask me why must I do that much, and I'll tell her that it's because I don't wanna end up cramming again. Answering two modules per day in advance will definitely help me and give me more time for reading as well! So, I might be back after an hour or two. And then I'll give you guys an update about my tasks. Let's hope that I'll do…
NOTHING SEEMS TO ENTER MY BRAIN i am currently sitting down in front of my table and i am studying computer-mediated communication. I don't know if the concept notes given are a little vague, or maybe lacking of information. Or it's just that my brain is not cooperating with me. I can't seem to absorb what i am reading, and it seems like my eyes are just passing through the words without actually understanding them. it's kind of frustrating. But i'll still try to read them…
I THINK I'M A NIGHT OWL! While I was resting a while ago, a sudden question popped in my mind: am I now a night owl? I had to ask myself this question because it's getting noticeable how I am very active at evening than at day time. I suddenly have the urge to clean my room, read books, and answer modules when it's night. But when it's morning? I feel like my actions have no direction, well not all the time, but a handful of times. Maybe I should just embrace this fact for a…
AT PEACE AT NIGHT Just as I thought, I might be indeed a night owl or something. During morning, my mind is more available for household or any physical tasks. But Sadly it's a challenge for me when it comes to reading my notes for school. During this afternoon, I did not force myself to study because I'll just end up wasting my time staring at my paper and not learn anything. So I stood up, worked in my room and in the kitchen, I was able to accomplish a lot more than I…
THE NIGHT SHIFT BEGINS It's 10:33 pm and I think Mom will get mad at me again because I'm gonna start my modules late. She tells me to fix my time, and answer them in the morning instead. But I can't seem to properly explain to her that my mind works best when it's dark and quiet. I understand her concern but I also kind of want her to understand that I'm having a hard time shifting my mind to absorb knowledge in the day time rather than at night. It's kind of stressful :<
I'VE BEEN CAUGHT, YIKES! I think mom was kind enough to let me work until 12:00 am. Because after that and she still saw me up doing tasks, she clicked her tongue and told me to sleep 😂 she doesn't like us sleeping late because she wants to keep us healthy. I mean, mom is right, but also I was hoping I could hide and do my papers without her knowing. But it'd be impossible since I have to use my lamp. Maybe next time, I'll start doing my task at 8 pm instead of 10 pm. That…
STRETCH STRETCH STRETCH One of the things that i am starting to love these days is doing some yoga stretches. I'm not actually doing yoga, okay? I just, stretch. And I don't even know if I am doing it right hahaha! But it's effective though. Every morning I wake up with stiff shoulders and I don't really know if it's my pillow's fault or my sleeping position. Well anyway, I do it every morning and afternoon now and I am happy I'm doing somewhat well! I'll try looking at more…
BREAKFAST TIME! I was actually planning to skip breakfast this morning because I'm going to exercise. But how silly of me to forget I have classes the whole morning until 3 pm? So yes, I will have to eat breakfast for that my mind will Cooperate and listen to the discussions my professor will share later. I'll have to rearrange my schedule again for today because I don't have the presence of mind hahahaha! I hope you too will eat your meal to fuel up your day! Stay healthy…
PSYCHOLOGY OF LANGUAGE CLASS. i am currently attending my classes about language psychology, and we are discussing about the origin of language and the different hypotheses. And right now, we're discussing whether language is discovered or invented. One theory says that language is already there, and that we are only needed to discover them. Another theory says that language is invented and are developed along with human Revolution. It's actually an interesting class, it…
KNOWING MY PRIORITIES Ever since I had a phone that has access to the internet, I never missed a day spending time lurking in an unfamiliar place. Internet became a second life to me, I made friends there and met people I thought I'd marry (silly teenage crushes), and also I discovered that my writing could be enjoyed by other people too. All of these mostly happened in Facebook and Twitter. And I think it's time to like, slowly slither away. I don't know, but I really…
CLASS IN PRAGMATICS In this afternoon, I am attending my classes for pragmatics and I could tell that this class will nice! The teacher isn't trying to be too nice and she's immediately letting us know what are the things we should do. I like teachers like her, she goes straight to the point and doesn't waste time. I wish I'll enjoy this class until the end of the semester 😂
My online lectures are now done and so now i am left with modules to answer. One thing i discovered during my class in psychology of language, is that there are at least 8 countries with more than a hundred languages spoken in their country. In the beginning of the 21st century, papua new guinea is one of them with a total of 832 spoken languages. It's so much, it shook me 👁️👄👁️
BREAK FROM LECTURES AND PAPERS! It's only 6:15 pm and yet the sky outside is already dark. And, since it's now night time, I must as well shift my duties. From student to daughter who must prepare dinner for her family! Time management is a must, and so I should know when to study and when to do my chores. Currently, I have no idea what to prepare for dinner. Maybe I'll just make us pumpkin soup, it would be very suitable for the cold weather these days! That being said,…
TURON BEFORE DINNER Today is another day of grocery shopping~ mom and dad bought is lots of snack that we should budget until the end of the weekend. And for this evening, they bought us turon to snack on while we were waiting for dinner to get cooked! It's just a little disappointing that SM's turon this evening looks a little too small for a 25 peso turon 😬 But that's fine, we'll just wait for a bigger serving the next time they buy again! Noisy people i hope that you are…
EXPERIMENT TIME, SALTED EGGS! So, most of the salted eggs sold in the markets are from ducks, but since we can't eat them, we'll try to make our own salted eggs made From chicken! Actually it's just me who's gonna conduct the experiment hahaha! But I'll only use three eggs for now. And if the process becomes successful, we'll make more salted eggs! I hope that it will become successful because I wanna eat salted eggs :< Image from Google.
VAST UNIVERSE Hello noisy people! I haven't been too active here this evening because I took the opportunity to relax my mind! And in order to do that, I went to YouTube and watched Theories about how the earth began half a billion years ago, and also Theories of how the world will end. I don't believe in the theories I watch, but they're really fun to learn about. It's like watching a movie! But now I am done with my break, and so i. Here again! I'll lurk around before I…
WANNA WATCH CORPSE BRIDE! Hello, good morning! You see, I went through Pinterest so I could look for a photo to insert in my post. Like maybe a cup, or a breakfast set. But I ended up seeing short clips about Corpse bride instead. It has been a long long while when I last saw this movie. And I am sad because I don't know where to watch it, I don't trust the links on YouTube either hahahah! Do you guys know or have a soft copy of the movie? Because I really wanna watch it 😂…
PRODUCTIVE MORNING! I was able to finish two modules this morning! I am not yet done but I am happy that i was able to accomplish something Early in the morning 😂 although, I have to really read again the notes because I feel like I didn't absorb 100% of what I am supposed to read. Let's have a break for a while! I'm gonna eat this blueberry cheesecake dewberry that my mom bought last night. It's yummy, you should try it!
NOON TIME, LUNCH TIME! I finished another set of modules a while ago, separate from the first two I did in the morning so overall I finished four modules during the day! It's fun, and it makes me happy because I'm slowly learning to focus on things needed! And now I have to cook~ noisy people, I might disappear again for an hour or two because I'm gonna cook a lot. The meal needs 100% of my focus. I hope you're doing well! #food #productivity Image from https://pin.it/4TIGU7o
[ a prose by Julsijuls ] "but death lives within." I don't lay in a casket, surrounded with people who weep and sob as I slowly descend the ground. I did not die in such a way that I'll me mourned. I did not rot, no flowers were thrown down at me, and I do not cause wet pillows every night. My skin did not shrivel up, but it did turn pale. How could it not when the sun could not penetrate the curtains in my room? My heart did not stop beating—in fact it is erratically…
ENDINGS ARE DOORS TO BEGININGS Most of the times, I have to remind myself that endings are not bad. It's just that I easily forget that endings are only beginnings. And a new beginning wouldn't really be there if an ending wouldn't occur first, so let's try to look at things in a positive way. This will help us get through a lot of things easier :>
TO BREAK IS TO GROW I just realized something. You know how we're scared of growing because it will hurt? How it could make us feel all sorts of emotions and sometimes leave us cracked? It's necessary. Because, just think of ourselves as seeds. A seed cannot grow unless the coat will break so that something will sprout out of it. And our current selves, are the shells we have to break out of. It would take time of course, and it would take patience. But things will be worth…
I'm currently playing this game called Distraint Deluxe Edition and I'm a little nervous hahahahah! it's been years since the last time I attempted to play this, and I stopping because a certain character gives me nightmares hahaha! But let's hope the effect on me won't be the same this time 😂
Hello, I am back! I was inactive the while day because I tried to spend my time solely to myself. I watched videos I like, I played games, ate my favourite food, and had a very long nap. But since it's already evening, I guess it's time to spend my time here again! So, how was your day? What did I miss? (*ﾉ・ω・)ﾉ
I AM REALLY BACK THIS TIME! It's just a little funny how I came here yesterday claiming to be back from my world of relaxation and then disappear again after posting it hahaha! Well now I am back, hello noisy people, good morning! Today, we have a scheduled power interruption which will last for about 9–10 hours :> Thankfully the morning is cold so we wouldn't really be able to feel the heat yet. I just hope that we won't get drenched in sweat later on the day. Well anyway,…
GET A HAIRCUT I am currently outside, and after almost a year, I'll be having my haircut again! I actually don't want to cut my hair yet, because I want to make it long to the point it'll viber my back, but my scalp is having problems? It's very dry and it keeps on getting flaky because I use 2 sachets of shampoo when I shower. My hair is very thick so, yeah. It needs that much shampoo 😬 I just hope that the haircut will be worth it!
JUST GOT BACK HOME! Look how short my hair is, it used to reach like, the middle of my back and now it's just above my shoulders! I am very happy of the result and I'm gonna have to take more care of my hair now. I don't know if the shampoo dove will help this time, but I hope it'll make the condition of my scalp a little better. Hehehe. Also I'm super tired, my feet feels like they're gonna fall off 😂
I LIKE MY HAIR! When I told the hairdresser to cut my hair this short, she was hesitant. She said that my hair is curly and kind of unruly, and that cutting it this short might not become a good idea. And I think she's right, but I also think it's fine since there aren't much places that i go to that needs my hair to behave. I'm just staying at home 😂 And so before my hair gets round and more unruly, let me share a picture of myself that k find kind of cute. Hahaha! The…
WELCOME THE NEW MORNING! Congratulations! You have been woken up for another day, are you ready to play the game? JUST KIDDING! I was trying to make it sound like a game but then there's suddenly an ominous vibe hahahaha! But still, I'm glad that you're reading this and that you are still awake! I hope that your day will be good all throughout and that you will be able to do all of your tasks for today! I hope that we will do well! Image from https://pin.it/1N7jETC
GET RID OF LAZINESS! My plan for today is to be active and awake and that's why I even drank Coffee even if I don't like it. But suddenly, laziness is waking up and is wanting me to hangout with him even after the caffeine has hit me. And I said no. I got out of my chair, did some stretching and cracked my knuckles and started jumping. This way, I know, laziness will huff and stay away from me. And I must do this for the whole day to remain active! And I hope, that when…
AFTERNOON CLASSES Hello! My whole morning was fine, a little lazy was fun. I cooked our lunch, just a simple meal of sardines with eggs~ I finished doing so just in time before my classes begin! And now I'm sitting in front of my phone listening to my lesson about indigenous people. We're discussing about how to keep the indigenous cultures alive and about laws that we could possibly make so that the indigenous people will not be left behind. It's actually a nice topic…
FINISH MODULES FIRST! So, I wanna go to sleep already but I accidentally spent too much time on Facebook. Which means, my rest time is no longer available because I did leisurely things first before working. Irresponsible of me so now I have no choice but to focus on the tasks in hand. I am supposed to have classes a while ago at 3 but the professor didn't come so I waited for an hour. And while waiting, I was on my phone instead of answering my papers. So I will disappear…
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED For the past 3 semesters, all the modules I answered have questions that are so easy that it made me wonder if the module was made just for the sake of finishing something instead of teaching. But now, I think the modules are up to challenging us students. And I prefer things this way! You see, the questions require us to fully understand the concept notes. You can't just copy the notes like before, instead we have to really think and analyze in order…
BE COOL LIKE THEM! YouTubers who are medical students and students from Harvard amaze me. Just imagine having tons of notes and books to read and still be able to have high marks and upload videos on your channel, won't you be amazed too? I should probably adapt their study methods and their mindsets so I could do well too. I'm not saying that studying outside of Harvard and being a non medical student isn't hard, but compared to them? Their schedule must be even more harder…
I am 22 and I don't know how to react about the fact that I feel a little lost sometimes. I am an adult, I should know a lot of things and yet i still don't know how to manage my time well. I am adult and yet i feel like I will need my mom and dad beside me for life. It's a little saddening, really.
Students in Harvard probably don't spend a good 2 hours of their day aimlessness scrolling through social media. They probably spend their mornings thinking of success and and so they use their time wisely. I should become like them, I should step up my game 🤧
I AM SLEEPY BUT I CANNOT DRINK COFFEE Just like what the title says, I am sleepy. I want to stay awake but I don't wanna drink coffee again and feel weird for the rest of the day. I have a bunch of modules to answer and read and so i cannot afford to sleep just yet. Maybe later at 3, right after the classes end, I'll take a nap and ignore the internet. I am sleepy too because dad fed us a big breakfast and now I am still full 😂 I better use the energy to study instead of…
CORNED BEEF WITH EGG! Yesterday, our lunch was sardines with eggs cooked like an omelette. And this time, we will be eating corned beef with eggs! I couldn't take a zoomed out picture because the table is kind of messy still 😂 but yes look, corned beef~ the flavour is fried garlic and it's very delicious! I bet my siblings would come back for another serving 😂 How about you, what is your meal as of the moment? I hope that it's delicious too! Have a nice day!
YOU NEVER LEARN! Although I did finish two modules this morning, I'm still not satisfied with it. I should've finished 4 before afternoon but I answered the two hardest modules instead of the easiest ones. That why I got stuck hahaha! But I think that's fine, because now I'm gonna have to answer the easy ones and then I won't have to worry anymore after it because I'm gonna get to sleep. But I still feel annoying for my lack of presence of mind hahaha! I feel attacked by…
THEY KEEP SHOWING UP! I am already done answering the two modules i was talking about a while ago~ I already took pictures, scanned them and even submitted them to my teacher. And then i was happy because my tasks are done! And then while i was putting away the modules i answered, i noticed a folder laying on the floor. I picked it up, and opened and realized that i have three more modules to answer 😭 I am currently the meme right now hahahahahah how come I have forgotten…
After all the modules and writing, I think my arms have finally grew big muscles. It felt like that and my wrists hurt now and my hand is full of ink 😂 this is the first semester I'm having a full load. Last year, I only had 2 subjects and now I have 8. What a big jump! But that's fine, it's needed for me to learn. I just don't like the writing part 😂 Image from https://pin.it/2oYwnqz
FRIED CHICKEN REWARD! I am so so happy! My hardwork for today has been paid off with this yummy dinner bought my mom and dad! This is from McDonald's and it's yummy. I already drank the other gravy and I have 2 more left! I didn't know they'd buy this so it's a surprise 😭❤️ I hope you're having a nice day or evening as well!
It's such a nice feeling to lay on bed and not worry about tasks left unattended because there aren't tasks to attend to! I feel so happy that I could really chill without worries~ how about you? How's your evening going?
CHOOSE YOUR ENVIRONMENT A friend of mine has reminded me a while ago that, choosing what surrounds you is a huge help into changing. I told my friend I want to become good, good in general; then I must surround myself with good things. Good study habits, people with good mindsets, media with good influence. And, I have proven this myself long ago, I just really need the constant reminder in order to keep going. :> Image from https://pin.it/1S0OhKe
SUNRISE FROM PINTEREST! I was not able to watch the sunrise again and so let me just show you a picture from Pinterest 😂 Sigh, good morning noisy people! How are you all doing? We're already in the middle of the workdays and it's nearly weekend again! So before the rest days arrive, let's work hard and not let any job stop us from enjoying our weekends~ HAVE A GREAT DAY! Image from https://pin.it/7s2nI80
We're currently studying about gender and sexuality and I am honestly very very confused 😂 I'll have to study more of it if I wanna pass this subject 🤧
EAT YOUR MEALS FOR ENERGY Hello, my class for this morning is done and so I'll go and do some reading for my other subjects now. I am still a little confused with the Sexuality and Gender topic we had a while ago, but hopefully I'll be able to understand it well once I rest. It's almost 1 pm here but I'm not gonna eat lunch yet, I had a huge breakfast this morning so I'm still full. But you, you must eat your meal so that you'll do well today! I hope we'll be able to finish…
CALCULATOR BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES I found inside my bag my old scientific calculator I used when I was still an accounting student, I bought this in replacement of my basic calculator because I thought I was gonna shift from BS Accountancy to Business Management, but I ended up in a Language program that doesn't need calculators hahaha! This little thing reminds me of examination days when the classroom will be filled with the sound of calculators clicking, I'm gonna do a lot…
REST TIME AFTER WORKING! Aaaah~ it's finally time for me to lay down on my bed and use my phone again. I have just finished doing my tasks and I did a lot in just 80 minutes! I can't believe how many opportunities I missed before because I was too focused on my phone. But now, I'm slowly learning the importance of time and actually taking action to it. I feel so productive and happy! I took a photo of the sky while I was working and it's such a nice view! Blue heavens with…
Late afternoon naps make me feel both rested and nauseous, and I am not sure why I feel this way. I was not like this before, and the nausea only started last year and I still haven't found a solution to get rid of it. I wouldn't say I'm dehydrated because I drink at least 5 liters of water a day. I'm not even tired because I don't do heavy tasks. So, I don't know what's up with feeling nauseous, hahaha!
Dinner is yet to be served. Come eat with me my favourite corn chips! Mom and dad bought this a while ago when they got back home from work. This became my favourite because it's an assortment of chips inside, but I'm not eating too much of it because it has too much sodium. It makes me bloat 😂
As a Christian who is looking for books to help my betterment, it would be best if I start reading the Bible first. All the guides I need to have a better life is there, and to pray and have a strong relationship with God will make things so much easier for me. And so, before I worry about not finding the best improvement books, I should read the Bible first, and pray, and my days will be better. And I hope that you will do the same!
It's midnight and I am laying on my bed while listening to my tummy grumbling. My hand is on top of my tummy, and i could feel the soft gurgling vibration. I don't feel hungry, and my tummy doesn't feel strange. It just gurgles and I think it's doing it for fun 😂
BE PRODUCTIVE AGAIN! Scrolled through Pinterest to look for a photo to make me feel productive and found this. Lemme use this one because I also don't have an aesthetic table with a coffee on it 😂 Anyway, today, I will hope for the best that this day will become as productive as yesterday. And let's hope that laziness won't overpower my will to move, because if it does, I'm gonna stress out again. I hope you will be productive too, and if you're resting, I hope you are…
FOREIGN LANGUAGE STUDIES I am currently studying for my Mandarin classes later. Practicing the pinyin tones is kind of hard because all tones that come out of my mouth kinda sounds the same. I was trying to say mother, but because my time is wrong, I accidentally said horse instead hahahah! But it's okay, I'm still practicing, I just feel a little embarrassed even if it's just me alone who can hear my practicing 😂 Anyway noisy people, I won't be able to respond to replies…
I still have an hour before my classes start this afternoon, and I should eat well for lunch so that my head will not hurt studying about a foreign language. This morning's been very eventful and I'm happy, even though I'm tired and wanting to sleep, I'm happy that I don't waste my time doing nothing. I'm very thankful for having such a nice day. I hope your day is going well too!
CLASSES STILL ON GOING The soles of my feet are cold and my earphones are not working; what an afternoon! Also i couldn't recite and I couldn't hear them well too because the wires are loose, I think the earphones my mom let me borrow is broken. I think I'll just listen to the lesson without the earphones, I just hope that my siblings won't be disturbed 😥
DONE FOR THE WEEK! Guess who already finished all of her required modules to pass for this week? Me, so am so happy 😭✨! I was able to pass them all a while ago and answering them in advance really helped a lot! All of the modules are a total of 10 so like, it's a big celebration for me! There's nothing to worry about this week aside from reading the notes for the quiz on Monday! I'm so happy, I can rest and sleep long!
MINI STOP! I am back after about 85 minutes of being away! And during that time, I did see chores~ I fixed the loud thing from my electricfan, cleaned the fridge because I accidentally spilled water inside, and also fixed the Vegetables that dad brought home from the market! There's lotsa veggies, we're so blessed and we are very thankful for such food! They're healthy! But I am not yet done with my tasks because I am still preparing for our dinner. We will have soup with…
SOUP FOR DINNER! Aaaaah~ my feet and back could finally rest! I am done with my chores for today and I am now currently resting. I'm eating soup while lurking around noise and talking to people. I cooked this soup and this has vegetables, you can't just see it because they're beneath the bowl 😂 this one's delicious and it starting to fill my energy bar again! So, what's up? I was kind of absent earlier because of the busy day 😂 let's catch up!
SMALL FISH BIG PRICE I was putting away the grocery that mom and dad bought tonight, and I smelled something nice from one of the bags. I immediately looked for the source and found this small pack of small fish. And, it's quite expensive? I mean I'm not sure if it's meant to be priced this way or not but for it to be almost a dollar is quite shocking to me. If this was bought in a fish market, maybe it would've been cheaper. What do you think? Is it expensive for it's size…
ENJOY IMAGINARY HIKING FOR NOW! I've always wanted to go hiking again. Last time I went for one was 2015 and I didn't even enjoy it that much, because I was so fat that when I climbed a rock I slipped down and scratched my arm and legs hahaha! I wanna climb mountains but not the rocky ones. Maybe something like the one on the photo, grassy and fat friendly 😂. And then sleep there and eat toasted marshmallows. Well anyway, hello good morning! Let's all have a productive day…
DO WHAT YOU MUST :< I don't like tea, I've never liked them, well at least the ones I've tasted. But, tea makes me stop eating too much. And I hate the size of my body, so, it really leaves me nit much choices but to have tea as a way to lessen my weight. Last year, tea helped me lose about 10 kilos, but I gained it back again because I wasn't consistent with my journey. But now, I'll try to start again, with the help of tea. I do no like it, but it helps 😭😂 Image from…
THE FIRST STEPS ARE IMPORTANT! Being productive is such a nice feeling for me, especially because I am kind of a lazy individual. I am the type who would see something that needs immediate action, but my mind would say 'later.' I've been like this for a very long time, and I am not proud of it. I can't even imagine bringing my friends to my room because my room is messy. And I don't have an excuse for it, I'm just simply lazy. So, now that I'm moving around and doing stuff…
CLEAN AGAIN! Hello noisy people, I will have to go again and continue doing my tasks for today. I will have to clean a lot and also cool for our dinner early so that all I have to do is rest this evening. I'll just reheat the meal later so that the food will be yummy again! And also, I might take some time reading my notes for the quiz on Monday. Lot's do do, ain't it? I'll go now, bye bye! I hope you're doing well! Image from https://pin.it/3QAAeGO
REST IS NEAR! A few more hours and then I can finally lay down and rest. But, while waiting for the evening to come, I'll read first the powerpoint our professor provided for us to study over. I believe that reading them first before going to read my modules will help me because the powerpoint is an explained version of the modules. That way, I'll be able to understand the notes better and therefore perform better for out upcoming quiz! But before that, let me lurk around…
This cat is not mine, nor does he belong to anyone in our compound, he's a neighborhood cat whom everyone feeds and pets! We're also not sure what his name is, everyone calls him differently hahaha! I call him tiger because of his fur pattern, and also because this cat always hisses a lot! He's kind of moody to everyone, well except if we have food to offer 😂 he's sleeping and he's supposed to be under the sun, but the light has already moved and I think he didn't notice…
7 PM HAS ARRIVED! After a wholdr day of working, I can finally lay down and rest! Today was spent well, and I can't wait to spend the next week being productive again! Also I hope that this energy I have isn't just A phase that would disappear again after a week. I do not wish to go back to being stagnant :< I have to keep flowing. But for now, I deserve a nice rest! How about you, are you resting now as well? I hope that we will be able to enjoy our weekends~ Image from…
DOODLE DOODLE! I am seeing a lot of cute drawings on Pinterest, and I felt so amazed at how these people are able to draw cute pictures. And so, I decided to practice! Look at this little doodle I did, isn't it cute? I find it cute even if it's not perfect! I might come back to drawing soon :>
LEARNING WHILE RESTING I am having my active rest day by watching youtube videos that would teach me different study techniques~ I read somewhere that when you are resting, you shouldn't really watch videos that would distract you, or feed your brain too much dopamine that would cause you to go and do mindless entertainment again. Better consume media that would benefit your goal~ And so here I am, learning passively while resting. Also it's nice to learn from med students…
[ a poem by Julsijuls ] 'And so it begins again.' The morning is a door. And so is the afternoon the evening and the midnight also. And in each door I enter a different room disappear from the previous one and then, and then exist in another shade of room. In the room for mornings the sun would be on the right a soft yellow It's warm it paints the walls and my heart and my skin; in that room I am new I am joyous. The next door a metal one, a heavy one has a burning knob it…
I woke up to the sound of the rain's pitter patter against our roof. it's 5 am and it's been drizzling since about 12 am so I wonder what it looks like outside now. I also received a warning through text messaging a While ago, saying that waves will be high so stay away from the beaches. And, I didn't really think we'd also slightly experience typhoon Odette. I pray for everyone's safety. #Typhoon #Odette
I honestly don't like it when people give unsolicited advice about my weight. When they ask me why I'm so big and why I'm not doing anything about it. When they tell me what to eat and not to eat. I know they care, I appreciate it, but I don't want my weight to he a topic during a conversation. And they can't seem to understand this. I am working on it, but I'm in a yoyo and it's not easy. I really really hope they'll learn to stop talking about what I do not like.
Why is it that some universities push to open a new semester even if they're not ready yet? Why is it that, they assign professors to teach certain subjects that they aren't even masters of? Do they just do this merely for compliance? Because, That's not a very smart thing to do. They want their students to be ready for the semester and yet they're the ones who aren't ready yet. Where's the quality education they're adversting about? We just end up doing self studying and…
LUMPIANG GULAY! Mom and dad went to the grocery unplanned because all girls in the house (me, my sister, and mom) simultaneously had period. You know, red days? 😂 And the sanitary pads aren't enough. And so, to SM they went! And then they came back home bringing lumpia and chips and of course the pads. I thought they'd bring home turon just like the usual, but this evening they bought lumpia! It's 25 pesos, kinda pricey, but it tastes good and also it's not very oily! So I…
STUDY AFTER THE BREAK! Hello noisy people, I am back just for a few minutes to let you know that I will disappear again 😂 I'm gonna have to start studying for my classes before the break, and also for the quiz that I will have on Monday too. It's gonna be about the indigenous peoples of the Philippines and it's an interesting subject! There are a lot to memorize and to study and so I have to start early. See you later after 2 hours!
AN HOUR SPENT WISELY! For this evening, I was able to study 2 powerpoint presentations. I read them twice and I am so happy and thankful because I did it all in an hour! Usually, it would take me more than just 1 hour to do that amount of reading, but now I felt motivated and energized to study! Thankfully, I started to shift and change the media I consume and so i was able to adapt the 'good student' trait I see in med students on youtube! Hehehe, it's so nice that my day…
It's been years since the last time I had a dream that I was super excited about. And now, I finally have a dream again! You see, I wanna be a doctor like those in Grey's anatomy. But it's late for me to shift courses again. BUT IT'S NOT LATE to be working in the hospital still! Right now, my dream is to be a speech pathologist. AAAAAH I'M excited 😭
It's past 1 am and yet i am still awake. I'm scrolling through Pinterest because I want to look for journal prompts that I can use, I passed through a couple of pictures, ignoring them all, but this one is something I cannot just ignore. The rice is shaped like snoopy! If this were served to me, I might not be able to eat this without feeling bad for ruining the rice. It looks so cute! Image from https://pin.it/4tVfMMh
I fell asleep while holding my phone, and it's now 3:20 am. I think my dream was about me walking inside my new university, and then I woke up even before a lecture could begin. It's a nice dream, it's just sad I can't seem to remember what else happened. I'll try to sleep again and catch the dream! Goodnight noisy people, see you again after a couple of few hours!
A NEW DAY TO BE PRODUCTIVE! Hello noisy people, goodmorning! I woke up late today because I also slept late last night. I was up listening to music and reading a story that someone I look up to have read before. But, being up late is not an excuse to be lazy the whole day. In fact, being late should be a push for me to work harder and make up for the missed few hours of the day! And so, I will not become that active here today. And what I mean by that is I'll be here to post…
Days like this, I hope that COVID would disappear so that we could go out. So that k could go to the public library and study there and be super focused instead of just studying at home. It's nice to be at home, but I also miss being surrounded with books and other people who study too. Sigh. I'll go back to reading now, I just took a break to rant 😂
A GLOOMY NOON I was wondering, while I was reading my modules, why is the noon not hot? And so I looked outside, behold, a grey sky! It's also very windy outside, as if a storm is about to fall on us. I haven't watched the news yet, but I think I the storm is indeed still in our country. I pray it won't rain too hard here, our roof might not be able to take a typhoon as strong as Odette.
LAST LESSON THEN DONE! I am studying three lessons this Afternoon, and all of them took me an hour each to finish studying. I was kind of surprised at how long it took me to understand the lesson, but it's worth it because the study technique I adapted from one med student is effective for me! But in order for this to be effective, I shouldn't consider procrastination or even an idle day. And this is a nice thing to do because it would really push me to keep on being…
The signal is being crappy right now 😭 and I can't do anything about it since it's because of the typhoon. I wanna lurk around here right now but it takes ages for the things to load, I can't upload and view photos too, it's frustrating :<
CORALINE THE MOVIE Because the signal was being crappy awhile ago, I decided to watch coraline! This movie has been saved in my tablet for about a month now and it's just a while ago that I decided to finally watch it 😂 the very beginning is different from the one in the book, there's an extra character as well and some missing scenes, but it's still good! I'm still in the middle of the movie because I paused it in order to eat. After this movie, I'll search for Corpse bride…
HOUR OF STUDYING BEFORE SLEEP. I'll be going back through my notes on lesson 3 one more time before I head to bed tonight. I know that I already did a lot of reading today, but I don't feel satisfied if don't read this again until I get a grasp of the lesson's main idea. And so here i am again, pens out and a boiled egg for my snack :> let's do well!
COFFEE TO KEEP YOU UP Goodmorning everyone! This morning, I will be needing this coffee in order to keep me awake and going 😂 I only had 5 hours of sleep because I spent the night reading and watching stuff that aren't academically related. It's silly but I enjoyed my night so it's good! So, while having coffee, I'll eat my breakfast too and then watch study blogs to be inspired for the day! I hope you'll have a great day ahead as well noisy people :>
PRODUCTIVE TWO HOURS! During the two hours I was away, I did productive things! I mean, what I did are the things that we are meant to do, but since I'm getting out of my lazy and procrastinating phase, I'm quite amazed with the things I can do in just two hours! I cooked breakfast, watched a vlog on YouTube that taught me a new way to study, studied my Computer Mediated Communication subject and also scanned my reviewers for my quiz later! If you count the tasks down, it…
I have classes in an hour and I honestly want to sleep. Maybe I'll just take a 30 minute nap and then be fine again by the time the quiz starts. Sigh, I just hope that the quiz wouldn't be too hard even if it's identification. I hope that what I read will stay in my mind 😭
NEW STUDY METHOD So I have been talking about watching med students study for their coming exams, and I have already adapted some of their techniques! And because I am still new to it, my table is still a mess 😂 but I could tell that this is better that just me listening and then spacing out. At least here, I am actively participating in class!
Did the channels disappear? I was planning to post on one but then I can't see the circular things, they're not even the library kind of icon. I hope it's not just on my side?
CLASSES ARE DONE Today has been such a long day for me. O studied and worked in the morning and then took a quiz this afternoon and submitted the mini essays as well. The college life is really starting now! I have to do some readings later for my classes tomorrow, but I think I deserve a nice rest for now because my head really hurts. Or, if not napping, maybe I'll take a very long shower to relqx not just my mind, but also my body. So, see you later! I'll just chill for a…
CINDERELLA'S RIDE! So, just like the title, we call squashes like this as 'Cinderella's Ride.' Dad bought this last Thursday and it's just now that I'm gonna cut this up for my breakfast tomorrow. We no longer have potatoes and so I decided to have this instead. It's also less starchy so I think this is good :> I also wanna share this with one guy whom I forgot the name! He finally harvested his squash and posted here 😂
A QUARTER APPLE FOR BREAK! Hello noisy people, here comes the med student wanna be 😂 I'm on a break from studying pragmatics and mom gave me an apple to snack on. It's very crunchy and sweet and it's healthier than chips! And even though this is only a quarter, it's still big, and it can fill my tummy somehow :> I'll go back to studying after I respond to comments on my previous posts! Oh and I hope you are having a nice day!
Last week, I learned how to study more efficiently. I understand my lessons better and I was able to prove a while ago during my online class that this technique, whatever this is, is effective for me. But the problem is that, it takes too much of my time...or is it really this studying method which eats my time? I don't think so. I think, the culprit of my seemingly shorter time and day, are the various unnecessary apps I have in my phone. They keep me distracted and I…
LATE MORNING PRODUCTIVITY! Hello noisy people, it's 10:30 am here in my place and i came here late, hehe. I spent my morning trying to study but i was not able to do so yet. I kept getting distracted by other thoughts whenever i go to google to look up something i do not understand in the module. I was just reading a pdf, i don't understand a term, went to search it up, and then i end up finding myself looking for apple pencils. I don't even own an ipad hahah! Well anyway, i…
LAST 2 DAYS BEFORE HOLIDAY BREAK Just like what the title says, I only have two days left before the break begin! But, of course, i'll have to work hard and finish all the tasks required before i go on vacation mode. It's hard to be on a vacation but your mind is still on work. :v And so, i'll read everything that needs to be read, answer everything that needs to be answered, and then smile. I'll welcome the vacation with my arms wide open! I'm actually feeling a little…
LAST CLASS TODAY Hahahaha, I really am happy that i found med student vlogs. I used to hate google meetings because I find them quite useless for my side. You know why? Because I always end up daydreaming 😂 but now, thankfully I can make myself focus on the classes because I'm making myself take down notes while the teacher is discussing. I mean, I should've been doing this long time ago but yeah, I was still lazy back then 😂 Okay, let me focus on my class again~ talk to you…
FINALLY, AN AFTERNOON BREAK! After an hour of sitting down and constantly asking questions in class, i can finally have my break! And for my break, i will drink tea and scroll through my social media feeds for a bit. It has been quite a busy week, so i will have to catch up with my friends. Also about what's heppening with Bangtan :> and then, after my break, i will go back to working because i wtill have about 6 papers to study for, 3 to answer, and then one essay to submit…
REAL REAL REST HAHAHA! Remember my post like, almost two hours ago? When I said I will sleep or rest? Hahaha, it didn't happen. I spent about an hour and a half studying some more about pragmatics because why not? I mean, I wasn't really tired yet a while ago and so i worked some more. It's like, I drained my battery first so that my rest will be more appreciated hahahaha! Sigh, now it's almost evening and it's actually a time for rest. I'll go back to studying later 9,…
YUMMY GINATAAN FOR DINNER! I have decided to go back to studying early so that I can also finish early. But it seems like I am not meant to study again just yet, and that i should chill for some more! I mean, who would not if they're served with such a yummy meal? I requested my mom if it's fine she's the one to cook tonight because I am super busy, and I'm happy I asked her hahaha! It's very delicious! I hope you're having a nice meal too!
TIME TO GO TO SLEEP. Today's another well spent day and I am very happy because I'm being consistent with my good changes. I am so thankful that my prayers have been answered and now I am on a path to a better life. From zero, I am now on step one. It is a small progress, but it is progress nonetheless. And in important one at that. I will just have to make sure that I won't go stray again so that I could reach at least step 5 before the year ends. But for now, I will not…
NEW BUSY DAY FOR ME! Hello noisy people, good morning! I woke up an hour late after my alarm wet off. I was gonna feel bad, but waking up later than i set didn't really cause any damage for my day, so i guess it's fine. instead of having only 6 hours of sleep, i had 7, which is closer to a complete sleep! Today, i only have one subject, but i have 8 modules to pay attention to so this day really is gonna be long. If you are going to be busy as well, eat a lot so that your…
LANGUAGE, GENDER AND SEX; MODULE ONE DONE! Wow, out of all the modules I have studied, this one about language and gender is the most confusing. Last time, I had no idea what the paper was saying, but now I understand it better. Sex has something about your physical and physiological traits while gender identity is about how you feel and view yourself. I'm still not 100% very sure about what the other things I have read, but I could tell that I can pass the subject with what…
GRAPES FOR SNACK So, I don't have a photo to share of my lunch, so let me just share a photo of my snack earlier this morning! Grapes~ mom bought this yesterday, and we were planning to save this until tomorrow but we couldn't resist it, hahaha! All of us love grapes and so we ended up eating it too soon 😂
DON'T GO YET MY BRAIN! I feel like all of my energy and brain cells have already moved to vacation ahead of me, hahaha! I feel tired and I want to rest, but that's just probably the procrastinating monkey in my head wanting to take control of my thoughts again. But I won't let this happen! I will have to keep working, and study and read and finish my tasks because tomorrow will be my vacation! And I won't allow myself to work during my vacation hehehe. Let's hope that a lot…
ACTIVE BREAK TIME! Ft. Twin Carrots~ I am done studying my psychology modules and so now I am in the kitchen and prepare dinner! I'm cooking spicy beef stew with carrots and potatoes. I will just show you the carrots because it looks cute hahaha! After cooking, I'll make an essay to be submitted tomorrow. Aaaaah, it's gonna be a long night!
I asked my mom to buy my sticky notes for my studying. And in my mind, I think it wouldn't even reach a dollar, maybe just half a dollar max? But then mom brought this one back home and it costs more than a dollar 🤧 only if I knew that it's his expensive. Sigh. I'll make sure this will be used wisely
YUMMY SNACK WHILE WORKING! Guess who only had 1 task left to finish and then finally having her break tomorrow? That's right, me! The only thing left for me to do is this case study about Language disorders in children, and then I am free to go! And because I want to finish this case analysis tonight, I'll have to eat something sweet to wake me up! I don't know what this is cold but it's a glutinous ball with sweet beans inside! It's yummy~ have you had something similar…
IT'S FINALLY MY VACATION! Guys! I already passed my last requirement this year which is the Case Study and now i am finally free! I can sleep for a long long time again and not wake up early and force myself to study even if my brain is still asleep. Ah, i am so happy! The Lord is so good for giving me the strength to finish all my tasks on time TT I can't wait to spend my time relaxing and sleeping and cleaning my room for the new year! yay!
HAD A 9-HOUR SLEEP! Hello everyone, good morning! It's finally my vacation and the first thing I did was sleep looong. I don't remember if I dreamt something? But my sleep was very nice and uninterrupted! Aaah, I can't wait to have 10 more sleeps like that 😂 I don't know what to do yet this morning, so maybe I'll spend the day lazily~ Also I'm gonna take a long long bath later to help my muscles relax. :>
It's already one on and now I know what to do after I watched random YouTube videos. I'll start listing down my goals before the year ends, and later I'll spend some time under the sun too. My sister says I'm looking a little pale, so yes sun it is. How about you, what will you be doing this day?
STAYCATION: READ AND WATCH It's actually quite sad that I cannot spend my vacation outside of our house. We don't have the money to travel and also it's still risky outside because of the pandemic. And, even if I wanna go travel and spend nights at a different place, I still wouldn't be able to because our dogs will feel sad and alone :< sigh. Maybe, I'll only go travelling once I'm financially stable and don't have pets anymore that will be sad. For now, I'll just find a…
WHY SO HOT? Usually, when December comes, the weather would feel colder. The kind of cold that would make it so hard for you to get out of bed. But, it seems like the cold breeze is late this year. Because even if it's more than just a week away before the new year comes, it's still hot! I hope that the wind is just late, and that the higher temperature is not a permanent thing caused by the global warming :< let's keep hydrated noisy people! Image from https://pin.it/6MlAi86
Okay so day one of vacation is spent the way I was hoping for: day spent lazily~ now though, I have to look for things to do before I sink further into the arms of full relaxation. I have to keep my self active still if I don't want ky old self to come back, hahaha! So now, I'll get up and do some kitchen chores. See you again later noisy people! Image from https://pin.it/1VcGms1
It really does feels nice whenever you do something that is worth of your time. A while ago, i spent about 100 minutes away from the internet and just focused on my chores. I listened to music while cleaning and cooking and joking with my sister. In the past month, 100 minutes would be too long and I would already feel irritated of I don't browse the net. But now 100 minutes away from my phone seem too short . And to me, this is an improvement, I'm so happy 😭😭 Image from…
Hello, I have a question! What kind of articles to readers mostly give attention to read.cash? Are they interested in like, blogs about the summary of your day? Or do they like to read fiction? I've posted blogs about myself and I think they aren't tip worthy, so I wanna know what to write about 🤣
LET'S FACE THIS PROBLEM NOW! My problem with the way I eat is making my thoughts run a mile! It's just that I have just realized right now that I haven't really started a serious discipline on my meals, I always let myself eat too much. And, it wouldn't be very nice if I'll just put this problem for 2022 to solve. I must do something now, but how? I need to look for people who diet on YouTube so that I will be encouraged to move too! I mean, the medical students I watch do…
SLEEP SOME MORE! It's my vacation, so I think it's okay to sleep some more even if I woke up at 8:30 am hahaha! Last night, I was planning to get up at 5 am to like, watch the sky from the front of our house, but I overslept. So, I think it wouldn't hurt if I sleep some more 😂 sleeping right now would be better than napping in the afternoon because afternoon naps give me headaches. Goodbye now noisy people, and goodmorning~ Image from https://pin.it/40pZ2mQ
I'M REALLY AWAKE NOW! For the second time, good morning noisy people! I slept for an additional one hour and now the sleepiness from a while ago is gone! I feel like I rolled down a hill though with how much my shoulders are hurting huhuhu. But that's fine, once I start moving around and working, the pain will disappear! Let's start late today and let's hope that things will go smoothly. Also I hope your day will be productive as well~ let's start doing nice things so that…
PRETEND TO BE GORDON! Alright, it's been almost two hour since i woke up and it's almost lunch time. The clock ticks so fast these days, but i also think that is a sgood thing because new year will come sooner! Well anyway, i will go to the kitchen now and pretend to be Gordon Ramsey hahahah! When i cook, sometimes i could hear Gordon's voice in my head, i can hear him calling people donkey or donut and i end up cooking better. I mean, what if Gordon suddenly pops in my…
CORALINE FOR MOVIE TIME One of the things I want to accomplish this break is to finish watching at least two movies! And one of them would he Coraline~ I've been watching this for bits by bits but today I plan to finish this! There's lotsa scenes that are different from the book, and I think both of them are good but I still prefer the book 😂 how about you, what are you up to right now?
NOW WHAT TO DO I am now done watching Coraline! The ending was good, though I still believe that book was better. Now, I'm gonna go back to doing my tasks, but what am I gonna do while I am waiting for the meal to get cooked? Maybe I should so some cleaning, and then showering too after I sweat. That sounds like a nice plan, don't you think? Image from https://pin.it/40pZ2mQ
There's not much of things I want to become good at, but I can't seem to start? I mean I do start, but I don't improve. Especially in drawing, and in writing, and at other stuff too. It feels like I am only good at starting stuff, and just that. It's quite frustrating. How about you, how do you move on from starting and actually seeing gold progress? Image from https://pin.it/2BqCPpz
I know it's already our vacation. But I feel like I should still study because if I don't, the things I read will fly off my head. And studying distracts me from thoughts I do not want to entertain. When I study I feel like I'm somewhat a better person and that I'm good at something at least. Plus, studying makes me feel I'm worthy. Hahaha! How about you? What are the things that make you feel useful? Image from https://pin.it/3zBcVZm
CHANGES START SMALL: DAY 1, MORNING Today, I woke up at 9 am. I immediately went to YouTube to YouTube to check productivity videos, thinking that I will become productive as well of I keep watching them. Then a realization hit me; I will not become productive if I don't move; I will not become productive if all I do is watch. And so, I turned off my tablet and got off my bed. To do actual productive things, like make myself tea and go to the bathroom. And then I will make…
The sky is a wonderful shade of blue today. It is very clear and void of clouds, and it's actually nice that the sun isn't too hot today as well. The outside is bright, a perfect weather for a walk and for picnics too, sadly though I cannot do either of the two. So I'll just enjoy the day inside my house, and Maybe read a few things that will match today's weather.
It is good that the study vlogs I see on YouTube inspire me to be a good student. But this inspiration must remain within the range of what I can do financially. These people I see have ipads and laptops and phones to side them in their studies. On the other hand, I only have a phone and a small tablet. And, before I saw these videos, I am fine with my devices. But after watching them, i suddenly want a laptop and a bigger tablet. BOTH AT ONCE. It would've sounded more…
It's my vacation I know, and that i should spend it relaxing. But I still went to review a while ago because being dormant will make me forget the things I have studied already. So, I read. It wasn't stressful, I just listed down things I will memorize and then got off my chair after I did it. And then I went online to do stuff again hehehe. It feels nice to be responsible ✨
NICE NEW MORNING The weather is nice, with a sky so blue and bright and the wind feels nice to my face. It's a nice morning, and I have started it nicely as well. I woke up, prayed for the day to be good, and immediately did my first task, and that is to write on my planner. I wrote down the things I must do today, I did not write too much so that I won't get intimidated by the list. And then I also wrote on my journal after 20 days. Today is nice, the last two weeks have…
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