Sudden death of my cousin's husband

I didn't know how to start this story. I can't even imagine that it really happens. This morning I just woke up early. I grab the key and open the locked door. I cooked food for our breakfast. This day before the clock point at six o'clock my disposition wasn't good. I feels like theres something happen. And I was really uncomfortable especially, when I feel this way. There should be undesirable phenomena.

After I cooked food I washed my clothes cause literally what Im wearing is the only one left. So, I immediately do my part. Let me just distort the topic. It was almost 10 am, my mother's cousin just across us on the street. She just tells us the sad news. That my cousin's husband died. It was really freezed us on our ground like we couldn't speak for a second cause of the immediate grief of our sentiment. I really got shocked that time. I couldn't believe that it happen to her husband cause literally his age wasn't even exceed to the number of days in calendar. He was to young to past.

Well, you'll ask why I'm concern cause he has just left her wife and son. Yes, his wife (my cousin) has not yet recover after the CS operation. In short she just give birth through cs in past few weeks. I couldn't imagine how painful it is cause my cousin doesn't have any work to sustain the child. And what's more difficult is that her own family is in great poverty. Their income a day is just adequate also in one day.

I will not just tell you their names cause it's controversial. Let me apologize for that. Her husband was once our boardmates before. Together with @Aiah_05 Ang among kwarto nag atbang ra. Am I right tsor? So, we have bonding before like tagay2 ginagmay. Haha, For sure there are alot of individuals here who can relate about being a boarders. Naa jud nay tagay2 ginagmay, pero usahay sa amo Patay na usahay Ang tagay labi na si @Aiah_05 . Well, going back to the topic, we have alot of memories before together with him albeit they've stayed there for two years.

I just remember when we hangout together with some boarders in Map gap it's called busong busing falls. Well, to make you familiarize with the spot. Busong busong falls is situated in southern Leyte in a remote area, indeed I was stunned elated when I first saw the falls. It has a steep and slope mountains. Let me just take you through this photo.

Well, it's so crystal clear fresh water. We have swim there and enjoy roam that area. But, In just a glimpse of years he just passed away. Well, it's part of our life that we will be leaving this place. We will be facing death willy-nilly. My cousin now is a widow. She just need to be steadfast despite of all. She need to rise her son and face the reality. It is so sad but we need to accept that. Maybe, right now my cousin is in great grief. Maybe, it will take a couple of years to recover from that sadness.

I will not tell more cause I can't even write a long paragraph here. It feel sad today. Let me end this sad story, in life death is always roaming. If our time comes, naku dili jud na nahu makaya anang concept na kung time na nimo imo najud Ng time. It is tough but we need to accept. Death is part of our life. Today, my cousin has been giving advice not to stress her self cause she just undergoes with Cs and it's not good for her child. To tell you there situation is so difficult, whether financially and emotionally. My mother keeps on telling my cousin that she should be in good disposition and health cause she has a child. She need to be vigor. I know how hard it is that someone left especially in undesirable time.