Isn't very ironic when I say that pain can bring us Victory. Victory that can never be attain without the help of pain. Literary, when we talk about pain it's not pleasant to the ears right? But how can I say that pain can bring victory to us. Well you are blind if you still can't see that pain is the foundation of everything. That pain can change your life.
Pain ,pain, pain. A four letter word that made a big impact to my life. It changed it 360 degrees. To the point that I'm embracing the feeling whenever I'm in pain. Pain contributes a lot to who I am today.
You may wonder why I embrace pain despite how it can hurt me. Despite the fact that it can make me cry. Despite the fact that it can make me bleed and die. Do you really want know why? In order for you to understand it well ,you just have to do something and that is to listen to your pain because it has too much to say and want convey.
When I was a kid, I accidentally sliced my palm, it opened the flesh, blood flowed out, I saw my pinkish flesh and I cried. I'm in so much pain and that pain made me can't sleep at night.
In that moment, pain made me realized that I can feel, that I'm alive and that pain made me believed that the color of blood is actually red. Because in school they only taught us by the books and not the actual one so I got curious.
Back then when I had my first relationship with a girl and she broke up with me because she lost interest in me but that's not the real reason why she broke up with me. It's because I caught her dating another guy and that guy was rich compared to me. I'm just a simple guy, came from a poor family.
I loved her so much to the point that I gave everything she asked but at the end she just cheated on me.
From that certain event of my life, I've experienced so much pain. I cried a lot , why she had to cheat on me despite the love and care I gave to her.
Pain made me numb to the point that I don't believe to the meaning of love anymore. Pain burried me alive to the point that I lose the will to love again. Pain made me experienced being in the darkest hour of my life.
But despite all of these pain did to me at the end of the day pain made me realized that it's not good to give all your love to someone who will hurt you at the end if she/he feel like you don't have value anymore.
Pain made me realized that love can kill your will to love and live again. Pain made me realized that love is not all about happy moments and it can be gloomy too. Pain made me realized that loving someone you need to be ready for the consequences later.
Pain maid me realized that loving someone is not necessary in order for me live my life to the fullest. Pain made me realized that loving ourself first is the first step to love someone truly.
From that certain point of view in my life pain taught me to be more cautious when it comes to love. That pain taught me to give my heart to someone who really appreciate who I am and not the things I can give to her. Someone who can really accept me, every single cell and bones of me.
As an only child, the pressure in me when I was still studying was so intense. My parents expect too much from me and I don't have a choice but to do it. I had to study hard in order to make my parents proud. I had to do everything I can not to fail my studies.
But in a certain point of my journey in studying, I losed focus and that made me fail not once but twice. I my elementary days I'm a consistent first honor from grade one to grade four but when I stepped on to grade five , the twist had occur and that was when I had friends who showed me to the world of computer games.
Our house is just near into a computer shop and in no time I got addicted to it causing my grades to fail. I'm not able to balance my studies and computer games dominated my mind. At that time my parents were so disappointed in me and they throw words at me. They throw not a pleasant words but curse words and that words made a my heart again to suffer pain.
I can't talk back to them because that was all my fault and it was also my fault that I had to suffer pain. Pain that changed my way of thinking. Pain that changed my perspective when it comes to studying. Pain that made me think of something doing bad to my body.
But that pain made me realized that everything has a certain prize and not all things are to be abused. Pain made me realized how shameful I am for disappointing my parents who gave evething to me in order for me to study.
Despite all of those pains , it changed my whole life. Pain contributed a lot to who I am today. Pain made me stronger and wiser than yesterday. Pain made me realized what is missing in me . Pain taught me important lessons in life. Pain built me to become an individual who embraces pain despite how it hurts me a lot.
Pain made me victorious over all those things that happened in my life and I know that pain is just a natural law that can make us victorious.
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Thank you for reading this far and I thank you for alloting time for my article. This is my article for the 1st day of August and I'll see you on my upcoming articles friends. I hope that you get what I wanted to convey in this one.
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Plagiarism test:
Yes, as the saying goes, "No pain, no gain." We will always experience various degrees of pain wherever we go. Much better to use it to make ourselves better and stronger. It won't be easy but it can be done.