Inhale and exhale
I'm having a bad day today, since I'm always calm even I'm too much angry. I need to breathe. Inhale and exhale! I've got a lot of things need to do outside but I need to commute, again. Since I don't like to share bad vibes so I go to my friend Annalou. I feel I'm gonna explode anytime lol😅.
I changed my clothes then I tell my eldest son to watch his lil bro which is bb kulot. While I'm walking at the road someone see me, his driving big bike. Then he tell me where's your service? As usual my eldest bro used it again. But he offer me a ride but I refused. I tell him "no thanks". I really don't ride to anyone especially if a guy. We know the marites ever! That's the reality right?
We must be careful with our actions. Put a distance to avoid misunderstanding especially if your committed to anyone. Better to be safe rather to be sorry. While im in a trycycle my mind starting to explore. I'm too tired being good and they don't ever think what will I feel. I'm always thinking what the best for them. It's so unfair!
When I'm at Annalou's house, I tell her I want to eat lunch coz I lost my appetite at home because of blahh blahhh blahh. I've got headache already and it's past 1:30pm. I'm too much hungry and thank God they have vegetables and fish with salad. While I'm eating she ask me what happened? Why my face was so miserable? I tell her what happened and she just said "haizztt buhay".
So patience is a virtue again. What a life and it's always like this.
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March 31, 2022
The fighter mom,