Im not in the mood today coz of the effect of my vaccine. I cant barely raised my left arm when im getting something. I cant do the things that I want to do. Its just my daily routine then now I can't do all. Im too much worried with my laundry stuff then next week ill washed them all. Im sure ill be having a battle in laundry area. My elder sister wants me to bring our dirty clothes at laundry shop. But i dont want, im not comfortable with that. Im really hands on when it comes my household chores. I want to do it with myself especially my laundry stuff.

As of this afternoon I feel cold but I dont have fever yet. Baby kulot always touch my left arm and sometimes kick it when im lying in bed. I take some paracetamol since yesterday until now. I feel numb, too much. Its too hard to be a mother and a father to my kids but I dont have a choice. My partner working abroad so no choice ladies choice hahaha.. I just laughed all my doubts in my life and no one knows me here, personally. I know how to hide my real me. But im not a bad one as you think lol. Its just I dont want to share about my private life coz I handled it properly(baka maiyak pa kayo😅😅😅).

My elder sister always worried at me if im okay. But im still refusing "im totally ok and dont worry about me". Sometimes we make a lots of mistakes and thats why we are having a depression right? But thank God I never experienced that coz I love myself, so much. Im not a type of person that i can kill myself because of a guy. Opssss so disgusting, what a waste. Dont ever do that coz im sure you will go to hell. God gave us a life to live so you better take care of it.

Authors message:

Love yourself first and be strong no matter what happened. Have faith in God that nothing is impossible in praying.

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October 30,2021 Saturday

8:30pm

Philippines

The fighter mom,

Jeansapphire39