How do you usually dump a man? Do you tell them you don't like them? Or do you tell them that you hate them? I used to dump a man my whole life, I never had one who cross the line I set as a boundary of, not a single one until I met him.
He told me that he loves me and want me to be his wife, all of a sudden under my unprepared heart. Is dating not a deal when choosing of whom to marry with? Is it not a big issue to just choose a woman? What if you've chosen the wrong one? Or, what if the one you chase isn't the one meant for you? Those were the questions I wanted to ask but my mouth was muted and my heart skips a bit when I hear those words. I want to punch him and screw him, back in my mind I shouted, "you dare cross the line!" I wanted to shout and err out anger, but at that time, anger wasn't there but surprisingly a confuse mind was about to burst of an emotion I couldn't explain.
I just only talk of one thing, "I have never been mistakenly dumping a man, I choose to dump them because I don't meed them". I thought just like any other, I thought he would insist, I thought he would beg, I thought he would be weeping, or kneeling, or trying to convince me to give it a try just in case it will work. No! He did not!
He just simply smile and told me that I don't need to need him for me to be his woman, He needs me just like a missing piece of him. I thought I could easily dump him, I underestimated him because every day when he reaches me, I was happy and it made my day. Everytime I ignore him, I can feel the pain which I never felt the same way before. I convinced myself that he is just another man.
He asked me once, he asked me twice, until the third question that he had which is "will you be my girl?" instead of saying "no" or dumping him the way I used ti before, I was amazed when I came to reply with "let it be when the time is right".
How young are you maam? Pray for it. the Lord preparea the best man for you. Continue to seek and trust Him.