The Wildest Dreamer

February 15, 2022

When a dreamer dreams in a wildest way, do you think it will be into reality?

It is said that it's not bad to dream big. So, we dreamed biggest. But we always had in our mind, can we able to reach that dreams. On the other side as well it says we can because we will do everything to change "we can" into "we did". We aimed the "we did" part. We always will.

We have individualities when it comes to what we aimed in the future or the dreams that we dreamed for it may became a reality for us. But we also knew the fact that when we dream big we should know our capabilities or we should asked ourselves if we have all possibilities for it to be real. But as I've said it's not also a bad thing to dream the unbelievable. Why not? Right? But we knew as well that if a certain dream were beyond the reality then it will just remained as a dream forever.

Now, as human being of course I myself had lots of dreams in life. I have so many goals in life and that all isn't not for me alone. I have dreams for myself, I have dreams for my parents, I have dreams for my siblings and I have dreams for my own family most especially for my son. I wanted all my dreams to be realized as soon as sooner. Life nowadays were so hard, harder than a stone and it stressed me out to death for I want all my dreams to come true right away because I'm totally depressed financially. When I'm out of money I don't know where I can have it by just a click of a thumb. When I heard my parents worried on their payments of the motorcycle, I felt guilty for I don't have any to give. Just like today, it's already the deadline for payment but they don't have money and I also don't have money and I saw my father were so worried where he can get the amount. Yes, I have a work but I just started my duty and my salary will probably be on the 2nd week of March because my salary were always get delayed too. Since I'm not a regular employee and that means it's a no work no pay for me. It's truly hard and became more harder when the typhoon hits our place because if it's not with the typhoon then everything will be okay today. My parents may not lose their living because as of now my father don't have any income for he has no work since his tricycle were also damage by the typhoon.

You know what, I get so emotional while writing this. I don't know my tears just fall for I felt so down for myself on why I don't have anything that I can share to them so that they won't worry anymore. I'm sad for my parents were already old for a heavy work. I really wanted to just give them a small business that they will managed so that they have at least an income and not a heavy work anymore. But I know in myself I can't gave it to them today for I myself don't have regular job. That is why I'm now dreaming a wildest dream for I want my dreams to come true right away because I wanted to get away from this burden on my shoulder. I want my dreams for my parents to come true immediately because I now felt their hardships.

Am I daydreaming? Because I now felt the feeling of frustrations. Frustrated because of the hardship life brought to us nowadays.

I even thought that I'm dreaming now. That this hardships are just a dream. Someone slap me please!!!

Oppsss... I'm not dreaming. It's real. The hardship is real. I just hoped it will end soon.

That's all for now.

By the way, I get this article idea when I had read the article "My wildest dreams" of @Unity. You can also check his article.

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