9th of October 2021

It's another weekend. After this weekend. Another week to surpass. Hopefully everything will go smoothly next week for I'm already going to report on my work at my college alma mater. Anyways, it's already three days that I haven't published any. The reason behind is that, I can't manage well my time and I was also busy on discord and busy on real life. Then my mind as always were bombarded by so much stress. (Should I already take stresstabs pill? Lol) But what can I do? Still, LIFE MUST GO ON despites every circumstances and even things isn't in accordance to my target goals. I still hoped that I could able to fulfill my goal to publish 31 articles for this month. Hopefully.

Now, have you tried to question yourself of what's happening to your life? Of what's the problem? Why is it your carrying the world in your shoulder?

Well, there were lots of questions that came to our mind especially if we are in times of distress. The feeling of being hopeless. The feeling of regrets. In this kind of times in our life, we felt on how can we move on? How can we get up if also people around us pulled us down? How can we make things accordingly? How can we survive for being so depressed on thinking how life is miserable? HOW? Do we still need to hold on to the thought that LIFE MUST GO ON?

Life must go on...

We all knew that life on earth is full of challenges. Full of uncertainties. It's always up to us if we can able to break the walls that are blocking our way on reaching our goals. It's up to us on how we can able to handle things, problems which in the end can't ruined us. In other words, it's up to us on how we dealt on things that aren't certain for us and things that are making our life miserable. But either way, still life must go on. If not then, we will be put in the mud and we can't enjoy our life for were being drowned on the big hole. A hopeless hole.

What if our health is also always at risks? How can we say, life must go on?

In my case, I can say I'm not a healthy person for I always got sick. It's like now and then I get sick. I looked like I'm not sickly but I really am. My body size is truly opposite of what my health condition is. If you happen to read my previous articles where I shared how sickly I am for I had suffer dengue before, suffer depression when I was in my 3rd year college, suffer from severe allergy even up to now. In fact I had a pill that I need to take everyday for me not feel the symptoms of my allergy. I don't know maybe I'm totally immune already on the pill because even if I'm avoiding those things that can trigger my allergy if I can't take the pill within that day, I surely felt it's symptoms immediately. I even always got hospitalized before because of this allergy of mine. My doctor even said that of all his patient I am the most severe in terms of having allergy. He even said that I should be careful and should avoid those allergens that can trigger my allergy because every attack of it is not the same, it gets worse and worse and what's more worst is that when my heart stops beating because of allergy attack and he doesn't have the vial or injection for it. Then, what my doctor said is true. The attack I have experienced is really different from how it was in it's previous attack. It really gets worst. So, what I did. I just maintained the anti-allergy pill just to avoid certain attacks. At first, I wasn't maintaining it but I noticed that everytime I never take a pill everyday I can feel my allergy symptoms even if I wasn't exposed to my allergens. So, what I did is to take it daily instead. That's why I'm saying I'm already immune on my pill. So, good luck to my internal organs.

Why did I share this? It's because even if I knew I had this kind of sickness and everytime I had attacks it really made me felt hopeless for it's really hurt. Still I fought all of it for I had a family that cares for me and especially now that I had a son, so I shouldn't feel hopeless and I shouldn't feel tired of fighting this said sickness for life must go on and I don't have to stop the clock that's still rotating in me for again life must go on.

What if we felt depressed? Or we felt the sadness in our heart that lead us to depression? How can we still say life must go on?

Depression is one of the severe case especially if you arw in the severe stage of bipolar case. It may leads to suicidal attempt and some can't control themselves from it.

I was actually one of those whose suffered from depression because of too much pressure and stress. I was diagnosed before for having bipolar 1 and I felt the feeling of being crazy. As in literally, like those crazy people we've seen on streets that are talking to themselves. I became like them once in my life. That was when I can't control my emotions. I actually have written my experienced on this and how I overcome it for just one day. Since, I only became crazy for one day since my parents brought me immediately to EVRMC (the nearest hospital in our place that treat people who had psychological illness).

Here's my related article fo this. "Once Crazy!" In case you wanted to know what happen to me in that worst day of my life.

It's really not a guarantee that we are going to stop chasing our dreams when we suffer from it. Just like what I did, when I suffer from depression I really helped myself to get back on track. I fought from it by radiating positive thoughts in my mind. I tried my best to not feel the discomfort for I won't feel down again. My psychiatry said to me before when I still took some medicines, she said medicine cannot helped me to get back on track fully. It's only me, myself that can help on not to feel the depression. It's in my mind. After what the doctor said, I realized that I shouldn't be taking medicine if that's the case. What I did. I stop the medication instead I helped out myself. Then here I am, I already able to handle or managed problems, stress so that my worst experienced in life will not be experience again. That's how my life goes on after such depression.

Life must go on, otherwise we lose.

If we choose not to help ourselves to move on and to get up every time we fall. Then, we lose. We lose the opportunity to enjoy our life. We lose the happiness we wanted in the first place. We lose the feeling of contentment. We lose our way on reaching our dreams in life. We lose on everything.

Now, do you want to be called as losers?

So, if not. MOVE ON, GET UP and be brave enough to face any obstacles that blocks your way. That's how LIFE MUST GO ON.

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