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You're Like A Monster That I Can't Take Off My Mind

***August 8, 2021*** https://youtu.be/xa8y5HyjBsM When will I be freed from this painful past? Those memories with you keep pestering my mind like a **Monster** that has been **Trapp**ed for a decade. It's inevitable and the moments with you are indelible. I thought **I'm good** and have moved on. But during the silent hours and lonely nights, darkness **Take Over** my mind. Shadows are forming you and striding towards me. You keep clawing, bugging, and I'm almost losing my mind. And even how much I tried to obliterate you, it is not enough to take you **Off My Mind**. Am I a **Bad Girl** to be chased by this nightmare? That only wanted to have a **Real Love**? I kept **Runnin**' and running from the past. But it kept on running and chasing me wherever I go, and whatever I do all I see is you. It's like a string that is connecting **U&I**. And the past and present with you are inseparable, indivisible. If only you did not sail away on a **Holiday**, we would have been together day by day. But what have you done? Where have you been? You left me crippling in vain. But every time I turn on the **Radio** you gave me, it's diverting me to one **Saturday**. That day, everything was **Fantastic** and you freed the **Butterfly** in my belly. You rescued me from drowning in a black hole of insanity. The moment you reached my hand, my world turned into a fantasy. **It's You** who have changed my life and I wanted you to be **My Everything**. And I thought I was your everything. You held my hand and we danced all day. Soft caress was sending tickles on my body. With your sweet voice and flowering words, we created one utopian world. You were there to catch me when I was falling. You lightened up my darkest zone and gave colors to my dull, wrecked, and lifeless world. I wished not to wake up from that amazing dream. And I tried not to let go of your grasp but seemed like the universe was against us. **The Eve** you walked away silently was like a nightmare to me. No words were uttered and you just hit the road. I chased you off and took the risk hoping that you would come back to my place. But as I spotted your face, you were holding another hand. But you did not take the step to take mine. Lightning struck my heart and it shattered into pieces. **You** pulled out the tooth that aches and threw it away. A hurtful act of bidding goodbye to me. My mouth trembled and cold drops of tears burst and flooded on my face. A wistful smile was shown on your face. **That One** moment I asked myself, did you ever love me? Perhaps, you have regretted staying with me because it was shown in your smile that pained me. Who am I to stop you from walking? I was just a mere stranger that has a longing for your love and deserves to be left hanging. But how can I move on if that nightmare kept on bugging me? You're like an indelible ink that can not be washed from my memory. But in this lonely night and silent hours, my mind and body are wishing for your touch. I **Need You Now.** Something that won't ever happen again. The night passed and days come. I feel like I'm in the grip of fate but the volition to forget you is against it. Will I be **Ready 2 Love** again, if all my memories with you are remarkably retentive? If only I can pull that block of my memory containing you, I **Would** surely do it just to forget you. I want to set you free but this d*mn mind and cold heart are not freeing you willingly. What have I done to suffer miserably? Can anyone hear me calling? Can anyone hear my mind speaking? Can anyone stop this pain? Can anyone catch me from falling? I want to run, run, and run until I find the real me. Because all I ever wanted is to live in this world, **Just Be Me.** https://youtu.be/rBYdG-L1-ts Hey yow fellas. Finally made this challenge of prof @meitanteikudo about writing a story containing the title of your favorite artist's songs. And obviously, I chose Henry 🤣. If you are confused about this challenge, you can read this article A Swift Letter Of A Broken Heart. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/a-swift-letter-of-a-broken-heart-ac8f1015 This is truly fun. Try it 😁 Thanks foe your time. Checked it!

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