What could be the reason?

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It was already morning, I prepared myself going to school. I waited some tricycle. When I was already there, I saw him early at the morning stood near at the gate. I looked at him. I didn't know why he was standing there. I was curious. After 5 minutes, he was already in the classroom too. He sit and get the map then he started mapping at the floor.

My heart was beating so fast. He was really hardworking. He was a genius. All in all I could say he was a perfect one. He quietly continued. After, he sit there and reading books again. I secretly watching him. I didn't want to be noticed from him or else it was full of shyness. He was really quiet. He only talked if our classmates asking him a questions. When our teacher arrived, he still continued reading a book and nothing was change.

During lunch time, when I was done eating my lunch with my friends I decided to went back in the classroom but my friends refused since they will be going first at the store. They have something important thing needed to buy but I didn't have interest so I decided to went back alone. When I enter at the door, I saw him and he was alone in the classroom. He was reading a book again. I sit on my chair but he didn't mind me. He still continued at reading. I couldn't explained but my heart beating fastly. No words from him. He was full of silence.

I wanted to asked him but I couldn't bear it since I was really nervous. I felt my whole body were shaking and I was really shy. I decided to scrolled my phone so my attention would change into the other things but I secretly looking at him. He was really a unique one. He didn't even say a words. I really wanted to confront him but I couldn't control my emotions always. Why? Just only one question but I couldn't. I didn't force myself since I wasn't ready yet. After 5 minutes passed, my friends were already there. I was really thankful since the unexplainable emotions was totally gone. I was comfortable already that I have accompany inside in the classroom.

Why is it really hard to approach him? Even in my mind just only be friends but I couldn't help myself. I was covered my shyness. I wanted to know how he was since he was always alone. I didn't see him even once to smile. He was really a serious type of person. I felt he has a problem because I saw him with his own face and I felt it. I didn't know or else it was him already. He was always like a loner person. I think it was only in my mind since he was always quiet and alone. Even my friends were already there, he didn't mind us instead he was really focused through reading a book.

When I was already at home. He always at my mind. I have a lot of questions. What can be his problem? I think he has a serious problem. I think it was the other side about him. It's his life and I didn't have a right to enter that way but there were a lot of questions lingering at my mind. I didn't understand my own self because all of a sudden I became interested to know his life more. I think I was really concerned to him that's why I was like this since sometimes there were times I felt sadness because of his face. I wanted to help him and I wanted him to smile even once. I want him to be happy. What happened to me? Why am I like this? What if he will mad at me? I don't want that to happen. Until now, I don't know what I'm going to do.

I was confused too since he didn't have a social media account even one. I wanted to see any pictures from him at any social media but it was unknown. There was no result if I will search his name. I was in my bed, looking at the ceiling. I always saw his sad face. The reason I want to be friends with him. What could be the reason? Why he always prefer to be alone? Why he is always alone? Is there any hidden secret?

To be continue...

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