The Sadness Eaten Me!

At 6:30 am I wake up. It was early. I wanted to get up but I walked straight at the comfort room and slept again since I couldn't bear it, the drowsiness I have. I wake up again around 10 am already. When I wake up, I don't know but my eyes were still sleepy but I want to get up so I pushed myself. Thankful it was gone.

I was really happy too since when I wake up, it was raining. I waited it for so long because a days straight it is always a sunny weather. It gives me a headache. I mentioned it already with my other articles too. I was busy scrolling at my phone. I visit here in read.cash and visit my Facebook account also.

I viewed some my days from my sister because it makes me happy and it will save me from the boredom I felt. I missed them a lot. I want to go home now! I want it badly! It's more than 2 years I didn't go home and it's my first time. It's really hard for me. Sometimes it makes me weak. Sometimes I want to relax too and spend my time with my family and it's the best.

It's the reason everytime I saw my sisters online. I immediately chatted them. Until now they still don't have an electricity and stable signal. I want to have a video call to them but I don't have a choice. I always asked my sisters to send me some pictures and videos from them. She always sent me a videos of my nephew too. It makes me happy. I can't stop laughing while watching it. It will save my loneliness I felt. It's really hard to be far away from our families especially when it is our first time. It makes you demotivated.

Last night, I chatted my youngest sister. We talked a lot of random matters and I was really happy for it. She shared to me about things from my parents and it makes me smile. I was save last night. It's the reason I always have my earphones to listened a music so that it will make me motivate also. Music is my bestfriend when I was in my loneliness days.

After, I went to the kitchen and cook some food. I cooked some ramen because it's perfect for cold weather then I added some eggs too. I bring it to my room while watching the movie in the list of my Netflix account.

I watched the movie "I am Legend". It's not a latest movie but I am curious about it since I'm really fond watching zombie movies. I watched already "Train to Busan" then "Alive". These are the Korean zombie movies I watch then the "All of Us Are Dead" which is the trending now. All of it are worth it to watch.

When I was started to watch the "I am Legend" I felt that it's a great movie. I continued watching. The one who caught my attention to is his dog named Samantha. He called her "Sam". His dog was his companion. I like his dog because she look like our dog. Her face look like "Marie" our dog but I was really sad because she got infected. I was truly hurt. Honestly my mind was only focusing at dog. Sam caught my attention all the time I watch the movie.

I was deeply hurt and sad when she was died. I was broke. I know it's only a movie but it's truly hit my heart. I am really a pet lover and I love watching too a pet movies especially dogs. At first I didn't expect the movie that there will be a dog. I was really sad that's why I can say sadness eaten me.

I felt sadness a lot when I watch the ending too. I didn't expect it but still it's a great movie to watch.

After I watched the movie. I went to my cabinet and arranged some of my things then folded my clothes but still I was really sad about the movie. The dog was always in my mind.

I remember my dog Marie. I was thinking if my dog still remember me until now. It's been 2 years but I'm not really sure if she is. I missed her a lot. The dog who is always there for me everytime I was bored in the house. I missed my Marie.

Today, sadness eaten me! I'm not feeling well. I'm sad. I'm hurt. I don't know what happen to me. I want to go home now! 😭

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God bless everyone. Stay safe always. 🙏

-JRamona20 💜