Please Wake Up!

It was Tuesday! Oh I felt weak yesterday's morning. I didn't have enough sleep again and again. Staring at the ceiling and having a lot of thoughts since you couldn't sleep. It's really hard.

How long it will be? Oh please insomnia leave me alone. I don't want this. I want to back my sleep routine. It's been a month, please stop it.

I slept already at 5:30 am in the morning. See? It's really hard and it weakens my body. I wake up around 7 am then slept again and wake up 10 am but my eyes still sleepy and my body didn't cooperate. I have an important matters. My mind says it over and over again.

Please wake up! Please wake up!

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I get up from my bed even I still sleepy. I felt weak and demotivated. I went to the kitchen and cooked my lunch. Even I was eating my lunch, my mind still thinking at the bed since I wanted to slept again.

I prepared myself for going outside. I've waited my partner. It took me 1 hour waiting for him but it was fine because I wanted to rest also. I didn't noticed I slept already at my bed and wake up because of my phone rang so loud. It was my partner. It was time to go! We went first to buy a new case to his phone. While I was waiting to him, I felt enjoyment a little bit because I looked some cases there and all of it were awesome. There are a lot of different styles. All of it were so attractive but I like the most with the dark colors.

After we went into a Mercury Drug for the vitamins, facemask and I bought also some cream to my face. While waiting him, I was scrolling into my phone then got a video call from my sister. They showed me the cute puppy in house. I like the color because it's white. He's so cute. I explained to her that I wasn't available since I was busy then after 10 minutes I ended it.

Next we went into a barber shop because he wanted to cut his hair. It was bad news because the shop was close. The guy said, the shop will open tomorrow so we didn't have a choice. We went immediately on the supermarket. Before the groceries, I waited him around 25 minutes because he pay some bills. I opened my messenger and video call again to my sister while waiting my partner.

When he was done already, we started our groceries. I chose the vegetables there like "Ampalaya" and "Okra" which is my favorite. I buy also a meat, can goods and other essentials. Lastly I bought an ice cream because sometimes I want some sweets during lunch time. After paying at the counter. I went to "Goldilocks" to bought a slice cakes then we went to the first counter to gave the receipt for "Ube Lumpia".

Then we went home and he took me first at the apartment and he went home after. When I was already there, I arranged all the groceries I bought. I think it was 20 minutes passed I got a call from unknown number and I answered. It was my order in Shopee. I pay the delivery driver. I was so excited to opened it but when I saw it, I was so disappointed because they gave me a wrong color. I sent a message to her that time when I ordered it and I sent her a picture the color I want since I wanted to be sure then she replied okay but at the end still she gave me a wrong color. I was so mad and it changes my mood a lot.🥺

After I didn't noticed I slept already and wake up around 5:40 pm. I texted my partner I wanted to eat some viand like "Sotanghon". I was startled because after 25 minutes he went at the apartment and give me those viands. I was so happy and I was really thankful to him.

I eat a dinner and washed the dishes then rest a bit. I read an article here in read.cash and visit also in noise.cash. I fold also my clothes that already dry. After I've done, I took a bath then went into my bed. I am so tired I think it's because I wasn't in the good mood because of the body pains due of lack of sleeping.

The most importantly I pray to God for the day he given me and always guiding me everyday. Thank you God!🙏

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some worthy time with this article of mine.

God bless everyone. Keep safe always.🙏

-JRamona20 💜