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The Two Saddest Days

Sometimes in life you can experience a saddest day. Time to time the tears flowing into our faces. A pain from a heart. A lot of questions crawling in our mind. Have you experience with this? Even your trying your best to stop the tears, nothing happens. A loneliness came in your way and cover the day. A hurtful times, makes you down.

________________________ **The Saddest Days** Yesterday I've been busy whole day because I processed the travel requirements to my Papa. When mom told me that Papa was already bought a ticket. I suddenly cried.😭 Papa and I we were both here in Manila and it was seldom to met him due of pandemic. Last January, when I travelled here in Manila. It was my birthday I met again Papa. I saw his face full of happiness and enjoyment. I have a teary eyes secretly.😢 It's been 2 years before we meet again Papa. He got a chance to travel home when it's Christmas, New Year and Fiesta's. It's seldom we are having bond to Papa. Sometimes he didn't also having a free time for vacation because of his work and other complicated things. We were really sad if Papa didn't spent holidays with us especially Christmas and New Year.😭 We love Papa so much. I saw his hardwork for us. He decided to worked in Manila when I was in first year highschool. Papa is really hardworking. He is the father who will do everything to his family.❤️ Yesterday I told my partner that I have an important matters. I told him that I'm going to process the papers then he wanted to accompanied me so were both went there. After all we've done. I called Papa to met us. We were waiting papa about 20 minutes at the mall, when papa was already there we took our lunch. We went for a Samgyupsal. I was really happy seeing papa again. My partner and papa talking and I'm so happy seeing them both. My heart were smiling that I couldn't explain the happiness I have. After we ate I gave the requirements to my Papa then before he left I talked to him with wholeheartedly message. I'm so sad. I was about to cried. We accompanied papa to the terminal.🥺

After my partner and I went to the mall because there was something he wanted to see, my mind was floating while we were walking. The only I'm thinking was Papa. I felt sad. I am the only left and I want to travel home also but I need to work for them. I felt happy also at last papa were going to travel home already. I want Papa to stay at home for the safety and I don't want him still to continue his work since it was pandemic, it's really dangerous. If he will be at home, my mom will be here and my siblings. I know he will be happy and my worries are gone too for him. Now, I wanted to go home also with my Papa.😭 I missed them so much. I want to hug them! I feel so down.😭 I'm always thinking time to time is my family. Last night I always cried. I called always Papa.😭 It's really painful. I always got a tears. I'm not in the mood today. I feel I want to run to Papa then we are both to travel home.😭 I'm so sad. Yesterday is full of tears until now. When I wake up this morning, my eyes somethin like having a black circle. I sleep late at night since I cried and cried. This is one of the saddest days happened in my life.😭 While I'm typing this, a tears from my eyes, never stop. I called immediately Papa. Asked him where is he right now. I called him last night and I always remind him to bring a jacket since during night it is cold while travelling, call us, he should eat at a right time and don't forget the water so that he will never forget. Papa will be quarantine 14 Days in our Barangay or home place. Yes I'm really sad but I am happy too since I want him to rest in our home. I don't want Papa to still continue his work since he was old. I want him to stayed at home. I don't want him tired that's why I did my best that Papa will travel home.

Message to my Papa, *"Pang thank you so much for everything. The sacrifices, your hardworks to gave us our daily needs. Your the precious gift we have. I'm the luckiest person that I have a Papa like you which is really hardworking father. The kindest and the lovable man I've known in this world."* *"I love you so much Papa!"❤️* ________________________ `Thank you so much. I hope I give some worthy time with this article of mine. Always love our Fathers!❤️` `God bless everyone and keep safe always.🙏` `-JRamona20 💜`

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