Today i was just sitting and think how I'm living my life and why it's soo simple then i feel lucky after seeing my past life.
Now I'm feeling lucky person who is satisfied with his own way of living life so why not to share my lifestyle
Being a person who faced many things and still my age is 19 and don't know what will happened in future but my past is telling I'm way ahead from difficult things and moving towards a simple life without any tension and things.
How a person can find peace in his life when multiple things happened in past.
I already found secret of this thing and i really wanna share it with peoples wondering about it.
Anyways today is hot day sun is striking but it cannot stop me from doing this so let's get started without wasting further time.
My life is more like a rollercoaster but mostly i spent my life without happiness why and how this all started can't tell everything coz I don't think it's good to share with someone
But personally these traumas happened in my life changed everything.
Let start when i lost my father and then no one was to support my family i took stand sacrificed my childhood playing outside and also focusing on studying
Look i never felt ashamed working in any place coz i knew I've someone waiting for me in my house.
I was the child many peoples talk too much nonsense and i felt broken and sometimes i started thinking why is that all happening with me
But in next second i decided to change my lifestyle and then what's happened broke me more
I lost my study,lost my grandfather and uncle so whenever i tried to change my life and stop thinking about these things these all things which i lost reminds me again.
Past two years was most important years of my life and things happened in this time period I can't personally share with anyone but if i can then literally you'll be shocked.
I lost the job where i was working to support my family financially not only this we moved from one city to another and then i came back just to give one subject exam and i got cleared coz of pandemic but i lost my uncle then my grandfather.
We moved back from city to village far away from peoples.
After moving in village i found a place to work in city i moved there it was a restaurant and they told me it's a job for waitering and serving
I was okay coz i knew it's blessing coz it was pandemic and everyone was almost unemployed so i accepted and for one month i stayed away from my family and what's happened broke me
I don't wanna share now but I'll wait for correct time to share this.
After a reason i stopped working and came back to village and i was completely hopeless but I didn't knew I'm moving towards a life without any tension and what exactly i want.
First two months i passed finding opportunity online but it doesn't works at all but my friends always supported me and i always think I'm not alone anymore now Allah is with me and I don't need to fear anymore.
First i heard too much from peoples that I'm not doing anything and other things
But it really changed my life completely i changed my self which was not easy for anyone but i did it how it happened let's start with it.
First thing i did was to stop thinking what other peoples are saying and it wasn't easy
Some was saying why he's not studying?
Why he's not working?
Where should i study when everything is closed and where should i work when same thing is happened and their own sons are not doing anything then why i think too much what they are saying.
Then i heard other peoples from one ear and throw out from next one and believe me still when someone say it's all open but he's still in house and i be like haha yes I'm not aware of anything.
I never say someone to believe me I'll do this but my mom believed me and supported me whatever i think to be and do in future.
I asked her I'll change my lifestyle completely and I'll open my business or we'll live a happy life she just supported me saying everything i need to see my childs live happy and being a good person.
So whenever someone say something she always took stand for me from start till now.
Reason of saying I'm simple from other peoples is no matter what anyone is saying I'll stay quiet and silent
No matter how difficult situation it is I'll Always remain happy i always found happiness in someone else's happiness.
I eat everything without arguing why it's cooked and as long as I'm living my life without tension of Carrer and future I'm happy with it
I stopped thinking much about career or study coz i knew he'll create a path for me which will be better for me.
I don't know why but it's true i never fight with anyone and if someone do something wrong and in future the person will talk in good way I'll forgot something was happend with me in future.
I stopped thinking I'll wear good clothes to feel comfortable i found simplicity living my life being a good son and responsible person of family nothing else i need .
As long as I'm happy or satisfied with my life and way of living no matter what others are saying.
All i need was my family support and believe on myself and believe me i found my peace.
No matter i spent too much difficult time i found what i never expected
I never thought I'll support my family by working in BCH platform indeed everything is planned for us all we need is to wait and be patient and keep working without thinking of others.
This was not end I'll complete my story and also what happened in that 30days i spent without family and also some more life stories of mine.
And also no one can find peace in luxurious things all we need to be a better person with positive thinking and nothing else can satisfied us.