25-03-2022

We humans are weirdo type of species because of having some bad habits and being consistently doing works or chasing dream or whatever it is

And at some point there's always a time waiting when we get tired and want to take break or going on a vacations is must for every person

Since we were child's got lesson that we need rest and break to have a fresh mind and starting

Let's remember those days of our life when it was our first time going to school, no one was happy at that time everyone was sad, confused or crying because of leaving home for school

But with the passage of time we meet with new kids who became friends later and started taking interest or enjoying everything

Now after returning from school you've one thing going inside your brain is doing homework you got from school

And later as you grow up you'll feel more burden on yourself than the first day of joining school

Now, when you're returning back from school to home it's been 5 years you're studying and repeating same thoughts of doing homework reaching home and then tomorrow going back to school once again and again

But now after 5 years you're not thinking same because now there are some other Things as well like going to tution, homeworks, exams, test and only two hours of playing and two holidays

After all these 5 days repeating same things and thinking about same things now only 2 days of holiday where you think of doing lot's of things but later you realised that you're a child and family won't allow

Since you were a child to adult and mature still thing's are same like before, there always a point where you feel too low and take a break from everything and than those things won't let you take a break because of different reasons.

So I'm not taking more break anymore because it's not possible.

Working consistently make's tired

Someone said keep working hard and didn't told when to not work hard though i took that work hard too serious so i became one who's consistently trying to do better

And he always reach to that point when his soul itself says let's do some rest and got to refresh your mind first

So last month two months was quite tiring because of being consistent and this time I've been gone through hard time with my consistency

That's what makes me tired, my mind was not ready to work and when you're doing workout or other activities than it makes 2x tired but doing all these for a better health of mine and to find a better version of myself.

I never mind taking break when i feel necessary and it's in human nature from being kid to being a man we only get mature enough to realise we now have responsibilities rest of things are still same, we do homework get tired and wait for holiday on a repeating cycle.

Grinding until when

After 18 now it's time to keep on grinding because you've responsibility of your family and you're not kid anymore though some lucky peeps own family responsibilities before 18 so it's good to be responsible as early as possible

So now questions is to myself, grinding until when?

Till i die? No grind like a madman but as a Smart man I'll choose to keep things which make you happy at the same time

Already enough working under pressure or peoples now want to do things freely like you're the only boss

But to reach at that level need to grind without doing any rest or getting tired no matter what it cost.

Enough taking rest now back to work

Yep, I've already take enough rest while being somehow productive at the same time, if you're wondering how?

Than from last week I'm not active like before and spending a day without making any content and a day being productive

So after being tired i took rest and now back on feet once again before reaching out the end of the new beginning

Though i got surprised when saw Mac Donald saying we're talking a break. So what species I'm to not take a break

Like i was the guy who used to take break after studying five minutes

Like seriously how can i not take rest after writing each day that's make your brain hella tired

Unless you're over-thinker if you're that type of person who used to overthink than no issue being consistent all the time and that's the only secret behind my productivity except sometimes.

Thing's i did while on break

Nothing special to be honest, everything was same as it is but was sleeping early these days because of getting tired doing workout or sports that's the only thing which is special going on

Now everything was same from waking up (early) to eating food, grinding for food, watching some good movies and removing mobile from charging 2x a day, dinner and Facebook or making some noise, exploring some thing new on SmartBCH (got failed) and sleep.

I'm more into historic movies or fictional nowadays that give headache at some point so now changing genre into comedy next few days

And because it's almost near to end of the month i believe should take more rest to make sure not be unproductive while stepping into new month.

You literally won't believe seeing my stats of this month because it will give you a feel that I've spent whole month doing nothing

My march Smart BCH track sheet is literally empty which mean no profit and also being inactive from here and there means I'm not able to fully make this month memorable

Anyways will focus on new beginning instead of crying over past things so from now onwards will try to be consistent with my work as i know have spent much on expenses and different things which i need to recover badly before it's too late

And also new different plans waiting ahead I'm gonna do something new working on a project with own idea later will come out with good stuff

For now let me know how you've been so far in march and ever felt to take break.