She is the daughter I never had...

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2 years ago

July 18, 2022

Hello my amazing co-writers in this awesome site!! How are you all doing. I hope you are okay and doing good in this nice cold weather. I hope there is no strong rain in your area, just like happened last Saturday, it was raining hard that causes floods in different areas in Metro Manila.

Today is a fine day for me. Actually, I plan to share something about me today because I am quite startled when the content that TikTok is giving me is something about loneliness, depression and anxiety. I know I didn't click like on content that TikTok is giving me as I am using my other TikTok account, but it keeps on giving me contents like that so I cried a little, but nope, I can't entertain sadness for today. I should be grateful even though I have to admit I am feeling down.

To change my mood, I remember my dog earlier and she acts like a real human daughter. I recollected some of her acts just for today and it made me smile. Let me share it to you.

Earlier, when I woke up, I was not ready to wake up, as usual. I sat on my bed and she started to crawl into me slowly. She grabbed my hair that lead me to lay down again in bed. I slept for less than 15 minutes because of what she's done. When my alarm dozed again, I sat on my bed again and she cried. The cry is like the cry of a dog when they begin to miss someone. She is letting me know that she miss me even though she is still with me.

I don't have a choice but to hugged her tight and give her kisses. I told her that time is flying fast and we will be together very soon, later on. As I took a bath, I can see her on the floor. She is very sad. She is kind of thumping her feet on the ground because she really hates when I take a bath. She knows that once I take a bath, I will leave the house.

As I was preparing myself, putting powder on my face, she sat on my chair where I prep myself. I also put a powder on her face. I put on lipstick and I act like I put on lipstick on her lips. I told her she looks beautiful with that lipstick and she blink her eyes lots of times. When I changed my clothes, I act like I am changing her clothes too, but there are no clothes, it just let her feel like it. Her eyes truly smile. We are like mother and child.

We ate breakfast together and while eating I am talking with her. I told her that I will go home immediately and it seems like she understands it. When I am about to leave, she is teary eyed. She is just looking at me like we will never see each other again. If only she know how I cried too as soon as I close the door whenever I go to work. I have separation anxiety with her and I am just battling it out everyday.

I kissed her on the lips and waved goodbye. I heard her cry and I was teary eyed walking away. At work I get busy. I make sure the time will be fast. When I am busy I will forget about the time. Later on I will find out, I am going home again. She never knew I walk fast and I pray that there is an available vehicle for me so that I don't have to wait. When I don't want to wait, I walk and then I will see her again.

My dog will jump at me. She is a big and heavy fat dog but she doesn't mind me having broken bones whenever I lift her. What she wants is to make me feel she missed me and she just waited for me. We will have either dinner or snack together. She is not laughing or smiling, but I can feel she laughs and smiles at me. She gave me kisses, licking my cheeks and hands. When we hug, I can feel she is hugging me back with her tail. Now she is sleeping beside me and I'm doing this article.

I can feel how important I am in her life. My family is not even that happy to see me, but my dog treat me like I am a famous celebrity in the red carpet whenever she sees me. I am loved. Oh love her too. She is my life and I can definitely say I am her life. I promise that we will live each other for the rest of our lives.

She is not the perfect dog though, she is not really nice. Actually, she reflects my attitude. I am a snob, she is a snob too. I easily get irritated and she does too. I think whatever she sees in me, she does it too because it makes us one. Shet knows when I am sad. She knows the difference of being sad to being tired. She knows when I am sick and she is in panic when I am in pain. She asks help of the people around me when I feel ill. She even ask for update even if she is not talking. The look on her eyes will say so.

She knows when I am happy!! She jump with me. When I am exercising, she will watch me. When I am dancing, she thumps her feet and I know she is smiling at me. She sleeps beside me. She hugs me. She sleeps on top of me until I can't breathe anymore. She stole my pillow and blanket. She kicked me out of bed. She is funny, she makes me laugh all the time.

I think she is the daughter I never had. I never been in a relationship. I am already old. Maybe I supposed to have a daughter, but I didn't try to be in a relationship to be a mother so God gave me a dog instead. A dog that will become my daughter. God gave my dog specific characters and ability to make me happy. God gave me patience and understanding to be able to be a person for my dog. Because of that, we become perfect for each other. We are doing each other's purpose.

This Is the kind of blessing and a gift for me. I can feel that God is watching me, and guiding me because she gave me a dog that understands me. She act like a human because she is supposed to be my daughter but I don't have it, but I have a dog. I have a daughter Dog and I love it!

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2 years ago

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such a cute dog she is. i'm glad she keeps you company and wakes you up every day, ganun dinkasi yung kids sis, ayaw ila iwan pero pagdating mo excited naman.

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2 years ago

Yes sis, ganun ang kids, pag aalis ka naiyak sila at pag umuwi ka sobrang saya, ganyan sya sakin sis kaya lagi ko syang iniisip.

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2 years ago

im happy you both share love sis.. mahirp kasi makakakit ang ganung pagmamahal

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2 years ago

Tama ka dyan sis. Regalo na to saakin kaya grateful talaga ako.

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2 years ago

tama sis, mabuti at na appreciate mo alaga mo.. sina maiiwanan mo sa kanya kapag umaalis ka?>

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2 years ago

madami syang kasama sis, buong pamilya ko at marami rin akong aso at pusa. Sadyang snob talaga lang sya kaya nag iistay lang sya sa cage nya minsan or sa ilalim ng lamesa ng office ko sa bahay

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2 years ago

nag cte naman, well behaved pala sya sis

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2 years ago

ANg cute naman, hehehehhe parang si Quatroo ko lang po, yung aso ko, ganyan na ganayan siya kapag umaalis ako hehehe. Tapos kapagdarating sa bahay hindi sila matigil sa pagtalon at pagtakbo na parang sobrang sabik sila sayo.

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2 years ago

Yun parang sikat na artista ang tingin nya sayo dahil miss na miss ka na nya. Ang saya pag may masayang aso or tao na makita ka hahaha

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2 years ago

OM that cutie doggo. Her love for you is really pure nakaka tuwa na alam mong may nag aantay sayo pag uwi. Tapos isang nilalang na sobrang magtatatalon sa tuwa kapag dumating kana 🥰

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2 years ago

Sobrang genuine yun saya nya sis, nakakataba ng puso pag ganun ang pag mamamahal na nakukuha mo.

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2 years ago

Legit yan naranasan ko yan sa alaga ko b4. Kaso nong nadeds sya ayaw ko na ulit mag alaga kasi baka mapabayaan ko lang don sya huehue

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2 years ago

Ako din namatayan ng tuta noon, ayaw ko na ulet mag alaga, pero may dumating at may sunod-sunod na dumating kaya ayun tinanggap ko lang lahat

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2 years ago

your words are what you feel when you are lonely without being accompanied, readers can feel the situation you are in and the message of the story reaches every heart.

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2 years ago

You are correct sis, that is what I really feel .

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2 years ago

That's a real good bonding between you and your pet. I think God really sent her your way to be your comforter because from what you explained you're not feeling the absence of humans because she's always there for you

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2 years ago

I think it was destined to be with each other sis because we have a big love for each other and we understand each other.

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2 years ago

Really a mother and child relationship, so nice to find something that scarce away our loneliness

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2 years ago

It really did pays true happiness!

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2 years ago

I love dogs like that but I am scared of dogs. I am happy about the type of dog you have, it will surely be your best friend forever since you aren't married.

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2 years ago

Yes, she could be a best bud of mine and will accompany me to make me happy.

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2 years ago