August 10, 2022

Hello my passionate co-writers of this awesome site. I want to apologise that due to not enough time, I have been absent on this site for 2 days already. Right now, before I lose something to share for today, I rather finish this draft. I want to share my dream last night. I don't want to question it, or I don't have question why I had that kind of dream but I still want to know your thoughts, if you have.

I remember I had 4 hours of sleep only and in the midst of it, I had awaken a lot of times because of this dream.

In my dream, it seems I am a student that is working in a library. I am aware I was wearing a uniform, a blouse and a long skirt. I know the school was my university when I was in college. Then I was returning books in the shelves.

What I remember was, there is this one male student, who is very fair skin, and is wearing a beanie. He saw me putting the books one by one in the shelves and he said that why I was alone in the far end side of the library. I answered him I was returning the books. Then I told him if he is happy with his girlfriend.

I don't why I was saying that, but it seems that this guy knows me too because he responded with sarcasm, I don't remember what he said but he is sarcastic. I didn't get scared or offended by his remark and it seems I was pushing something on him. I am the bull that pushing him to do something bad.

I was like talking in pouty way, and kept on insisting something on him. He is just looking at me like he couldn't believe those words are coming out of my mouth. And he said if I want him to cheat with his girlfriend and I know I am urging him with my words. He was like in real shock by what I've said.

As we keep exchanging words and he is in real shock, I realised who he is and I could believe it. He is someone I know and I like. Never in my life we had a confrontation like that. We haven't met in person. What I know is that before I slept, I looked at his Instagram account. Maybe my subconscious mind absorb his face before I gave in to sleep.

What I can't believe is that, his face was clear in my dream. I can see clearly his face in the middle part up to the last. I can feel that this person likes me too jn my dream and he was having second thoughts with the look in his eyes if he will choose me or his girlfriend. It seems he wants to tell me something instead of insisting he should cheat. I don't know when the confrontation ended, but the next story was when I was walking in the hallway and I see from the side of my eye that he saw me and he followed me. That time I was walking really fast because it seems I'm not ready to talk to him but he grab my hand. Unfortunately, I don't remember what happened next. I woke up thinking about what I can recall. Still I don't remember how it ended. I just can't believe that I could talk to this person in my dream when he is always part of my daydream.

I don't know the meaning of that dream. Maybe it doesn't have a meaning at all. It is just one of the normal dream. I am happy that I dream about him but I wish the dream is a happy one, not that kind of confrontation. Now I imagine how he reacts to confrontation lol, yet what do you think is the meaning of that dream.

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