I just had my Free tips in Noisecash last August 06, that was last month. I get back to be an active noiser's again, as I include it in my monthly goals. So when I receive that golden notification , it was the happiest day for me ever, since the value of my heart❤️ tips went gone last year.

If you are an old user in noisecash, for sure you know what I mean as before giving tips to a post was randomly and it was by giving a heart react to a post but it went gone after the update.

Basically because my heart tips don't have any value anymore, I become inactive in noisecash as I focus on blogging. But it's not that I didn't visit noisecash anymore because there are still times that I still post an update there. I think in one week I only make one update, and receive a small amount of tips from other users. That time I still don't understand why my heart tips don't have value, I even thought that my account was being banned or muted by the admin. I didn't realize that it was part of the new update of the site.

However since I cannot give back to other users I started to feel shy specially to those users who keep on giving tips to my post. Though I know that the tips was from the admin and not from their hard earned money, I still feel shy receiving those amount without giving back(this is one of my positive traits, i think?😂). I felt that I am not being reciprocal if I only keep on recieving, so sometimes I use my own wallet to give back.

So when August came, I decided to be active again in noisecash. I wasn't actually sure if I can do it until the end of the month because I already miss one day as I literally forgot about noisecash 🤣, but the next day I continue posting three updates and engage more. Every day my target is to make three updates and more on engagement, since I still don't have Free tips.

Then finally after six day's of being an active noiser's, I receive my free tips. I was really happy that at last I received the reward for my consistency. So from that day, I give enough time to noisecash. I tried to make a good engagement with other users, so I can keep my Free tips.

Unfortunately after 13 day's of having the Free tips power, I lose it. I stop receiving Free tips and I think it was because I didn't use my Free tips properly. Perhaps I must say I abuse it, so I get the punishment. I feel sad, and even get disappointed with myself because of my negligence. I got disappointed because I failes to keep it for a longer time, but I still continue being active. I'm still hoping and patiently waiting that the admin will gonna give me a second chance to share.

Even though I don't have Free tips, my routine didn't change. I still make three updates and engage more within that period. But sometimes I post 4-5 updates in one day. Since I don't have Free tips, I sometimes use my own wallet to give back.( I really don't feel comfortable if I only receive as I was really a fan of reciprocation 😂. ) Although it's not consistent and the amount that I can share was just small, I am happy on giving. I don't have much fund in my wallet so I can only give to limited user's, as well😅

As usual there are also days that I just leave a heart react then just leave a feedback (comments) to the post as I don't have any fund.

I am sad that I immediately lose my free tips, but I didn't get discouraged anymore because it was my mistake and I accepted it already. I accept the fact that I abuse my Free tips power and I am being negligence so I deserve the punishment, and you know what? Accepting my mistakes helps me to avoid guilt. Lol. Guilt of being abusive. Hahahahaha

But seriously I learned that if you accept your mistake, you can easily move on and you can continue growing without any guilt in your heart and without any shame in your face because you claimed that your not perfect.

It was indeed true that forgiving yourself can make you a better person. Charrrr.

Furthermore after six day's the admin finally forgive me, and they give me a second chance to share. Right now I'll be very careful. I will be using it wisely and so I won't lose it again. My free tips was still small so for the meantime my tips was very limited.

I am happy with my comeback in noisecash, as aside from having back the Free tips my account is also growing. After one year I already have 635🤣😂. Yaaayyy

Thank you for reading ❤️.

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