Dear Santa ๐ ;
15 days more to go and it's already Christmas, and you know what? My birthday is also approaching, just a few more days to go. Santa this past few days I've been dealing with stressed and I don't wanna involved myself with depression, so I kept on trying to be strong. This past few days I really don't have enough sleep because my partner is sick, but his getting better now I wish it continue until he fully recovered. I know that what's happening right now, is a trials and that was part of my adolescence. Santa, I wish I'm gonna have a Merry Christmas this year.
Do you know how much I've waited for the Christmas? Actually I put a reminder in my calendar, I make a countdown as I'm really excited for the Christmas. I'm excited not because for the food, nor for the gift, because honestly I don't mind about gifts. I'm excited because it's Jesus birthday, I'm also excited because this Christmas I'm gonna celebrate it with my little son-shine. Last year my son is just one month old so he still didn't appreciate the Christmas, but right now he was already one year old and he already know how to appreciate everything. Actually our Christmas tree was already broken as he keeps on removing it's decorations lol. He also loves the Christmas lights, but of course I didn't let him touch them as it's dangerous๐๐. I know for sure he will be happy this Christmas because his half siblings will come and his cousins too to celebrate the Christmas with us. I know that once he saw so many kids at home he will be very happy as he has so playmates every day. And for the first time he will meet his cousins too, that is why I can't help myself not to feel excited. Every day I kept asking my mother-in-law if they can surely come, as I'm excited for their arrival.
Oh! I really can't wait to see them playing together with my son ๐๐คฉ.
Despite of how heavy my stress are, I'm still trying to stay at my best as I have my biggest motivation, which is my little son-shine. Santa, I won't wish for material things, I just want some peace of mind for Christmas. I hope you don't mind if I wrote a letter without asking for a gift. I just want someone to read my thoughts. I know you're not Genie but I wish everything will be alright very soon. All I want for Christmas is happiness, I want to approach that day with positivity and good vibes because that's how I really felt the essence of Christmas. Santa, if ever I'm gonna get a chance to have some wishes and someone will fulfill it very quickly. I would definitely, wish that the covid-19 will totally disappeared. And everything will be back to normal as of how it is at 90's. And I wish people won't feel hate and jealousy. I wish there's no more war and misunderstanding. I wish there's no more homeless people outside the street as every one deserves to have a home, whenever I saw them I really feel sad. I wish there's no more stray pet's, as they also deserve to be loved, I wish there's no one will get hungry and I wish no one will die too, so I won't get worried about my age anymore. As I have said my birthday is approaching, I'm getting older and older. I wish the whole world was out of cruelty and filled with humanity and love. I wish every body is happy, I wish no more stressful day's and no more depression. I really wish, I can really make those wishes come true.
Anyway Santa I'm sorry if I have so many wishes ๐. But actually those are just so little for me, and if I'm gonna write all my wishes, for sure I can create two pages for this blog, and I don't want it to happen so I will keep on silent now.
Oh! One more thing Santa, I wish Bitcoincash will fly high to the moon very soon, so everyone will get rich ๐๐๐.
Authors message:
Dear readers, i know this past few days I've been so much stressed and I'm so sorry if I make some of you worried about me. I'm okay now, I know everything is going to be alright very soon. Thank you for your concern and comfort, thank you for understanding and thank you for your undying support. Your time and words means a lot to me, as none of you makes me feel alone. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. Stay safe and stay healthy. God bless you all.
December 10,2021 20:55
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Life is full of ups and downs, and I'll assure you that these downs don't last forever. Everything will surely be good. Be strong my strong. Actually for my Christmas, it's not the food but the love surrounding us. Seeing my whole family together is a blast. Happy birthday in advance ma'am ๐ฅ