Hi and hello, it's me again. Today I don't have any interesting topic to share, and so I just wanna share about my long journey from this platform as today is my account special day.

Suppose I am already eleven months old newbie in this community, but because I wasn't confident enough to face my fears back then, I didn't pursue my blogging journey until my first account got a marked.

However after two months I decided to make a new start. I came back, because I felt inspired every time I saw the other users in noisecash posting about their achievements from this platform. I told myself, that I should try again.

I created a second account but I would admit that my journey didn't goes smoothly. With the little amount of confident within me, I was very fearful to make a step. Well honestly, even until now. I have so many fears. But back then I even scared to make any interaction with the other users and so every time I posted my article I immediately go offline. I am scared to get judge. I am scared that I might get misunderstood by many. I am scared that I might fails to deliver the message clearly to my readers, as I know my weaknesses.

However my confidence started to rose when the green baby started to notice me after three weeks of trying to win his heart. I still remember how happy I am. The happiness was indescribable, I felt like I won a million dollars in the lottery. Lol. I can't even imagine that he would notice my poor English and so I decided to continue walking and completely distance myself from my beloved comfort zone.

I soon started to gain some achievements and have a little progress in the community. I became part of the top 100 tipper's, then I came across to the top 50, and remain at the rank of no.24 in just one month. But that was before. Before the site remove the top tipper user's.

I continue to unlock more achievements, as I continue my journey. Subscribers multiplied. My views had increased and those are my biggest reward for my perseverance. I was so grateful. I really felt so blessed and so I never fails to show my love and support to the community, even until now.

And time really flies so fast. From being one day old user in a new journey, I am now a nine (9) months old newbie. Who would have thought? I never imagined that I can do this far. I'm just a trying hard writer and so who am I not to feel overwhelmed with this kind of achievement, right?

I might be here for nine months, but I am still a newbie. I am still learning. I am still working so hard to enhance my writing skills. And I would admit that in nine months, writing an article each day was still a challenge for me. Although I have already learned about prompts to cover up my day, I still can't deny that answering those questions are still difficult. If my body is tired, then my brain too.

However before I came to this far, a lot of things had already changed. After three months from the beginning of my journey, I started to get busy offline. I failes to visit the platform often and so no wonder why his visit also becomes less. My articles views also reduce and even some of my subscribers had left me. It's saddened me, but my son is my priority and so no matter how much I struggle on balancing my time I didn't stop writing. Sometimes I actually felt demotivated. I miss those days where my performance was still very lively. I miss his often visit, but I cannot overused my body. Having a toddler is very tiring. Just so you know, Motherhood is not always about happy moments and playful days. Lol. There are also times for struggles and tantrums. The most challenging part is when your child won't allow you to disappear from his sight and so even if you are at the toilet his with you. Lol.

Anyway I'm going so far. Let's go back in track😅. I'm sorry about that 🤣.

Although his visit becomes less, I am still grateful that he never forgotten me. Yes my earnings had reduce, I/you have seen it, but I am still happy with what I have. There is nothing to complain about it, as I know I also have some shortcomings in the community. I think those shortcomings makes him believe that I'm still a newbie as he don't consider me as an old user. He only visited me if he remembers me, lol. Honestly I am trying to cope up, but it is really hard. Each day I'm always exhausted and tired. I don't have any energy to grind.

Message;

To my loyal friends and specially to my reader's, thank you so much for staying with me. Thank you for your nonstop support and encouragement, although I sometimes failes to visit your articles and mostly my articles are just boring.

To my respective Sponsor's, thank you so much. I might not a good writer and oftentimes I can't visit your articles you're still supporting me. Thank you for the encouragement and trust.

And of course to this three hundred and twenty eight subscribers thank you so much. I might don't know you all but I am grateful for having you here.

Here are my sponsors and if you have an extra time please do visit them. They are awesome writer's and inspiring.

.....til next time and thank you for reading.

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