Repentance

Lately, I feel very annoyed with Saju Sir. I think I tied a black cloth on my face and went to the edge of the night and killed him and broke his head.

There was a time when I liked it a lot. I knew how to feel good when I saw a man with a simple structure. Sir used to speak the regional language. Sir used to come by bicycle every day. Before entering the class he used to clean the bicycle once and after leaving he used to clean it again. One day I said to Sir, why do you take so much care of the bicycle? What's in this old bike ?,

Sir said, this bike was given to me by my father in Shihabar. The things given to the father are so great. I am taking care of all the things in the father. Where was the father?

One day the robber was reading and he wanted a bicycle. He didn't give it to me. He was dying to die.

And once your aunt is sick, no matter what the situation, there is no money. I made a chain for my daughter's beer. Saying this, Sir Ho Ho started laughing.

Sir was smiling but there was a schedule. Either the regret of giving more importance to the bicycle than the life of the aunt or the remorse of selling the girl chain without giving up the illusion of the bicycle.

Let him talk. The reason why I dislike my sir is that he doesn't read very much these days. You bastard. A little caress is coming up in my head.

What else did I go out to do. Now it happens every day. I don't listen to reading. I used to do it before. There is a reason for not studying. My father is dead. What happens to the middle class? That's what happened to me.

I started driving it. I brought regionalism in my words. I used to leave college at 3:30 am. I used to come home and eat and drink and go to the moneylender to get the car. The moneylender has to pay 300 rupees and the whole day's income is 450 rupees. Until 12 o'clock at night. I go home, wash my hands and face, eat and sleep. I think I sleep on the plate of food. I sleep in the state as soon as I go to bed. I get up at 7 in the morning and then go to college at 9. Reading is written in cam.

If I could read it, sir would caress it very much. This is not tolerated anymore. So I also scratch my neck. I don't salute you when I see you. If you can, do something, if you can, don't salute me. When you get up, I think I don't want to get on your head. You know.

Many days have passed. I did well three months before the exam. But suddenly a notice came. I decided not to take the exam. But I will tell everyone that the day before the exam. We are all friends reading to pass.

I also started reading. On the day before the exam, I was thinking that the first thing I want to do is to read and not take the exam. Suddenly I see my friend Shamsul. Meanwhile, Aisa came and said, Hala, come to me for you

After receiving the admission card, Dr. Kemun was shocked. Why not give the test!

Let Dimu pass, let Dimu pass. I went and started reading and took the test.

I got the result. I got 5:00. It felt good. I read it for a month and asked if I needed a form at the university where my mother paid. Mother cried and said, "Where can I get money?"

Where can I find my mother? Mother is crying so I came to walk towards the road. Suddenly Mamun Aisa of the house next door said, "Shihab bye, Shihab bye

Your examination is over. I will give you some old books, give me your old books. Kada knows the suffering of the poor better than me. I said I don't need a book, keep it in a bundle, tomorrow.

No more books will be caught. This book is no longer a canoe book.

I turned the pages of the book and saw a yellow envelope. This is not that letter! Yes, this letter. It was written that if you do not submit the examination fee with 5 months arrears, the admission card will not be given.

And that's why I did not want to give the test. It was easy for me not to take the exam if I wanted to pay the arrears. Well then I tested the cam. I ran towards Shassul's house. I went and said,

Shamsu yoj gives my admission card? Shamsu said, "I was walking down the road that day. I saw Saju sir. He told me, where is Shihab Haramzada's house. Hey did not take the admission card.

I said sir I will go in front of his house. Dan me. Sir said, no, I don't know the house again. And ore kos, oreonek bakchi mane yano doesn't take anything and tests well. I started running again. Shamsul said, "Where are you going? Who is Dauraras?"

I am running, and I am saying, Ore Shamsu, I am doing wrong, I am committing a sin, I am not keeping my head in the angel, I am keeping my feet down. (Shamsul is calling from behind but does not say a word to Shihab.) (Shihab stands in front of Mahajan's car.)

The moneylender, the moneylender does me a favor. Today Sarada gives me your otto for the day. If I have 800 taka, I will give you 800 and the remaining 200. I am Nimu. I bought Heidai. I counted it at 4 in the afternoon and it became 698 taka. Where can I get 2 taka. Suddenly a man said, go to the market? This is the passenger I got. Market rent is 30 taka.

Naima gave him 20 taka notes in the market. I returned 18 taka and said, sir, I don't need these 2 taka anymore.

I gave it to him and he flew away. The man was at the post office. I didn't stop anymore. I see a lot of people in the house. Why so many people?

As far as I could see, there was a boy on the ground and his head was bleeding. Thuiya at the feet of sweet sir, I said, sir and sir what happened to you. Cada is hitting you?

In that cadre, no shit cadre marchere! Sir once kadan! I floated in the water of Myra Ban. (Shihab is running around with a stick in his hand.)

Saju sir said, ore pagalam tham tham nothing happened. I said sir, sir you pay my arrears, right? Sir Koil said "Shihab, go inside, you are 3rd in the police station. Your aunt has made Nadu and Payes". "Oh, sir, you see."

Sir said, "I went out to your house. The black cat made its way. I could understand that something would happen." No matter where I go, he just says something else.

I am going to Kairas with my eyes closed and again and again Kaitasi, Sir Kon Na Kada is going to take the arrears. Sir Tina is going.

Alas, I am worse than Aizaka. Thaika brought me Tina among so many people. Even that day, she was pulling me with her heart to study. And I was on the wire!

The black cat also knows that I am not a good boy and I do not deserve all this affection so he is cutting the path.

Saju Sir "Moti's mother and Moti's mother Dah Kada is coming, Shihab go Sihab!" Sir say, who did it?

"You're the first one, Shuina. I'm holding the nadu and payes for you, and the brick of death is on your feet." Where did Moti's mother go? "

Shihab, your aunt seems to have gone to fetch my Laiha Gander leaves. I'll put it on my head. If something happens to me, Hus Thahena Moti's mother will go mad. You are the boss. I will bring the money for you.

I sat in the chair given to me by Sir. I haven't opened my eyes yet. I know that Shirda Camun is shaking his head. Dizziness.

Suddenly he came out with his mouth, he did not ride a bicycle, sir, he hit you with a brick in the cam. Where is your bicycle, sir? I see you without a bicycle. (Shihab started crying) Sir, are you going to ride my father's bicycle for me?

Shihab started crying. I can hear the sound of Payes's pot and Dakna. Sir, why don't you listen to me? Sir, where is your bicycle? You are not indebted to me anymore.

Thank you.