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Questions... Questions.. Questions
Question? This is what @JonicaBradley's prompt for this week. And honestly, it made me asked myself what will I write with this prompt. Will I blurt out all my questions in life with this article or will I just let those questions left unanswered. As I think more about the prompt the more questions I can think of. That question thing is giving me more questions to ask. Should I really be asking for more questions or should I write a story with so many questions that are all left unanswered? Honestly, that's the question that I hate the most. The questions that are left unanswered. The question that no matter what you do, you can't just find an answer to it. No matter how much you research for it you'll never find an answer. Want to know my questions that's been lingering on my mind for so many years now? I'll share with you my question that is addressed to my parents that I know I'll never find an answer. Ok, let's start with my questions for my Dad who left us so early. Why did you have to leave us so soon? Why did you tell them to sink in their seats just to save them and yet you didn't do it? You were the one who is holding the steering wheel why didn't you find a way to escape that tragic incident? Why didn't you asked me to join that last dinner with you? Why did you let me sulk that night and let you leave the house without even looking at you? Why did you have to leave before my birthday? I still have so many places that I want to go with you but why did you leave without saying goodbye? Why did you leave just like that? And now to my mom. I thought you don't want to leave us yet but why didn't you tell us whatever you are feeling that day? Why did you have to leave us so abruptly? Why didn't you wait for us to be by your side before you left? Do you really want to be with Dad that badly that you didn't wait for us? Or is it because what you are feeling that time is so painful that's why you left? But I know you mom, you don't easily give up so why did you give up on us so soon? Why did you spoilt kuya that much that he can't stand alone by himself right now? Still got a lot of questions for you mom but I'll stop here now.
Because there are still so many hanging questions that I know I'll never get an answer, and yet there are still more questions and this time it's for me, that why I'll stop questioning you now because I myself too have a lot of questions to myself that I still can't answer. Am I really happy with what I am doing now? Am I really happy where I am right now or do I still wish I was somewhere else? Can I really shoulder all this responsibility that I have right now? Can I really sacrifice my own happiness just to support the family of my brother? Can I really guide these kids to grow up well? Why didn't I marry someone when I was younger? Why did I say no when there's an opportunity for me to go to the US when I was younger? Why didn't I process my documents while I was in Australia? Why did I have to let go of someone that I can't leave without? Why did I let myself stay single until now? Am I not good enough? What Do I still need to learn in this life? Don't I have enough patience? How can I resolve all these things that are happening around me? I got so many questions to myself and the more I asked myself the more questions comes to my mind. And I think I'll never run out of questions to myself right now. So when do we really have to stop? Is it ok for these questions to be left unanswered? Or should I find a way to answer all these questions? But one thing I'm sure after writing this article, after ranting all those questions. It feels a bit light now. It feels like there was something in me that has been removed now.
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Ayun. Naunahan mo ako magpost 😁 maya ko pa ipost sakin Dami tkga questions na hirap masagot. Pro isa lng ang totoo, lahat ay may rason.. Minsan hndi lng natin napapansin kc pilit natin iniisip yung questions.. Hndi yung reasons sa consequences..
yep tama ka dyan... and minsan naman dumadating ang sagot sa iba nga lang paraan.. yung bigla mo na lang maiisip na "ah eto pala yung reason bat nde nangyari yun"
Maya pako magsusulat neto . Bahala na si Batman sa mga questions haha
hahaha sumasagot naman daw si batman eh.. pinapadaan nga lang nya kay superman LOL
Makapagsulat na nga rin nang questions 🤣
go sulat na... madami dami ang questions eh LOL
Yeh. Nag trigger ng questions din mga writeups about questions....
at ang daming ng bawat tao LOL
Haha yes and then you discover new ones because someone asked a question you never thought you'd have to think about, too.
that's is so true... and makes you realizes that you have so many questions that you left unanswered
Our life is full of how, why and whats .. sometime we find out the answers while most of the time we don't have any answers and die without knowing about them.
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers, sis!
Thanks for this sis...
Muahhh
The questions we have running in our minds are so enormous that even if we begin to ask them all, we may not be able to get the deserving answers we need. One thing I have understood in life is that no matter how many questions we ask in our life, questions will never stop coming.
that is so true... one question will lead to another and another and another... never ending questions
I just want you to believe that you are not doing the wrong thing and where ever you right now is not the wrong place rather it is all a temporary phase that will pass ...
Thanks Davinchysax.. yep realized that actually.. sometimes it's just that we wished we are somewhere else that we thought that where we are at moment shouldn't be the place for us...
As i read this, i felt sadness within me. Somehow i can relate to your story. I do have lot of questions regarding this but i know i wont able to find answers. My mom also left us too soon and i will need to bear the responsibilities. But everything has a reason they say. Right now we should continue fighting and be strong :) cheer up.
thanks Love... Yep defintely everything happens for a reason.. its just that whenever we are looking for that reason it just won't show. :)
Maybe we should wait for it, sometimes it takes time to know some things.
that one is really true...
Just continue to be a strong person. Im proud of you, you're able to support your brother.
I do have a lot questions too.. Sometimes, I think about questioning myself, my family, even God.. hmm..maybe I tried to make one too..hihi 😁 Anyways, your article was nice..☺️ Thanks for sharing it to us..😊
thanks ren-ren ... yep.. try to write one and without you knowing it .. questions are already over flowing on your mind :)
Hmm..hope too soon..😅 I'm actually out of topic to write right now.😁
now you've got a topic lol
Probably, but I was kinda lazy to make it today..😅
that's alright i know the feeling hahaha
Yung marami ka'ng iniisip na ma.topic sana dapat pero di mo alam pano mo uumpisahan..😅
I even questioned God why I was born without my consent 😅
hahaha i like that question.. did God answer you? LOL
No 😅 I guess He wants me to figure out all by myself
hope you figured that out already 😁
I am slowly understanding the nature of life and as of now, I'm still in the process of figuring it out.
Hope you are having fun while figuring it out 🤗
Dami ko ring tanong sa sarili ko maam. But I just think that God has a purpose on why these questions are left unanswered. God Bless! P.S: Dami mo palang struggles maam...napaka strong mo po..
thanks for acknowledging the struggles... yup it made me strong pero minsan nkakapagod maging strong
may choice naman po kayo to rest for a little while and then come back stronger...you also need to find solace for your own good.
Yep... Was thinking of going somewhere nga eh just to have a rest pero hirap din pag may business ka ang hirap umalis
ay totoo yan...before mama ko di talaga maka alis kung saan kasi ayaw niyang isara tindahan niya..
😂😂😂 sayang kasi ang income lol
hahahah pareho talaga mga mindset nang mga may business hahaha
Wow. This is powerful. Unanswered questions can haunt us forever. I had a lot of questions for my dad after he died. Some of the answers I've just had to decide for myself. Thank you for opening up to us here.
thanks for appreciating my work... yep.. I guess that's all we can do so we can also give ourselves some peace of mind or else we will just keep on wondering and asking those unending plethora of questions
We ask so many questions and we can't see answers to most of them. While we can answer some questions by ourselves, still there are questions still left unanswered and we are always sad not to have answers to them. Sorry about your parents. God knows the best for us.