Selena had been through a lot, she's been molested, was attempted to rape many times but thanks to the universe she always has ways to escape. Her childhood was not pleasant too. Her environment is not nurturing at all, but rather a place of abuse and violence.
Continue Living without Counseling
Despite what happened she managed to live, live without even any counseling. Her experience is very traumatic that causes her to have very low self-esteem. Every night she had a nightmare, that some asshole is chasing her to do horrible things.
Selena is not that pretty, but there is something in her that makes some men desire her. Desired to break her. She is not that gorgeous but when she dressed up she became alluring. Alluring that made some men turned their heads when she passed by. She is innocent but in their eyes, she is an easy bitch because of her aura. That's why many attempted to score on her when she declined and turned them down they start their own dark plans towards her.
Selena used to live by herself, when she was 16 years old she started to feed herself by her works. The reason why she is prone to danger because nobody is there to look after her. She is lonesome, and seldomly talk to people.
Because of these things, she is experiencing to hear some voices. Voices within, voices that sometimes quarrel themselves. It's as if there are a lot of people inside her head.
The Voices Starts to come out
" I am tired of everything" (Selena's Thought)
"Are you tired? Want some rest? Why don't you cut your wrist?" (First voice)
"Are you nuts? Why are you teaching her to do terrible things to herself?" (Second Voice)
"Selena dear, why don't you just have fun and enjoy with those men? They will make you happy" (Third Voice)
"Stop! Don't teach Selena to be a slut like you!" (Second Voice)
"Clap! clap! Clap, here comes the guardian angel, preaching us! When you even allow all that shits to her to make her suffer!" (Third Voice)
"No! I even help her escape from it!" (Second Voice)
"Yes you did, but I am still superior for making her miserable! Hahahaha! Poor Selena, why don't you just die? Go get some blade and cut your wrist!" (First Voice)
"Will you all stop?!! And get out of my head!" Selena reprimanded.
The voices shut, but still, they linger. They linger when she is lonely and sad. They linger when she is depressed and being stressed out. They will tell her what to do, but Selena always finds the courage to speak up to follow her own will and not those voices. Selena started to heal when there is one man whom she can trust, it was her boyfriend. The guy who never took advantage of her weakness, who help him pick up her pieces and fixed again. Her boyfriend never judged her the way other people misjudged her, this is the reason why she gets better and better day by day. Without counseling, she gets through with it with the moral support she found by the man who loves her dearly. The guy helped her to get back her faith to God, she overcomes the trauma.
AN: This is a fiction story derives from the real-life experiences of a girl who has been psychologically ill.
Determine your own voice / Your Conscience
I think everyone has heard some voice, which is our conscience, every time we plan something there was always a voice that tells us whether it is right or wrong. Some people have shut their conscience for good, that is why it's easy for them to do horrible things. The will to do right, to be upright has been shut down. Determine your voice, do not be deceived by the voices you heard inside. You yourself are your worst enemy, you just have to be strong and have the courage to be superior above all those voices. Your emotional state will determine your psychological health, so be careful with it. Don't get drowned with negative thoughts so you will not be suppressed.
Copyright ©️ 2020 by Eybyoung
Be careful when you hear voices, you might never know the voice comes from those unseen forces, that always lingers on you 😱😱😱😱
Wow it is great article dear. I know a lot about Selina, she sings a good song. But I have no idea about the rest. Thank you for giving me an idea. You really presented the article very well.