I'm Sad.

October 23, 2022. Sunday.

Hello fellow citizens and Hello World! Today is Sunday so it's Family Day again. How are the others there? Have you bonded with your love ones? But I hope that even if you're not or you're just at home all day like me, this day was still good for you.

Well here I am again being sad. I'm sad because of the many problems I'm facing, but even if that happens, I will still fight and I won't give up. Just like the article I read earlier from one user, she say we should always choose to be happy even if there are negativities that surround us. No matter what happens, let us find a way to make ourselves happy. I agree with her. She is really right. Why you always choose to be sad when you have things you can do to be happy? So even though I have a lot of problems, I still won't try to please myself.

But what are the things that make me sad now? Well that's a lot so I'll start one by one.

The first thing that saddened me was the problem that my classmates and I had at the school where we were deployed and conducting our Field Study. I mentioned that to all of you and I even made an article about it. Tomorrow we will know the result or outcome of the issue or event that occurred in the school. I really hope we can fix that because if not, we can only end up with one and that is to be pulled out. It will be difficult for us if that happens because no other school will accept us once our records are known. Another possibility is that next year is the only time we will be able to continue our Field Study just in case. That's why I hope that we can fix all the problems tomorrow so that we don't end up in a bad situation.

The second thing that saddened me is the decline of income from Noise Cash. I'm sure that others also know what is the thing that is happening in Noise Cash now. And the rest of us can't deny that noise cash is one of our sources of income. Even if each of us does not earn that much, it is still a big help to supplement the daily expenses at home. I usually allocate my income from Noise Cash when paying for my load, so my income from that is really a big help. Sometimes when I earn quite well from noise cash, that's where I get my online shopping payments. But take note I make sure that I only buy essential and necessary things online. That's why now that I see that the noise cash is really close to the end, I'm really sad. This is where it all started for me. If I didn't recognize noise cash, I wouldn't know Read Cash either. Yes, you read correctly, I was the first to recognize noise cash before read cash even though read cash actually existed first compared to noise cash.

The third thing that makes me sad is my expenses. Little by little, my savings were running out and I couldn't replace them anymore. It's like I'm just a spending and I can't save anymore. That's why I'm afraid that if my savings run out, where will I get my daily expenses. If I add up, my savings will only last until November. So in December I will be in real trouble if I can't save up now. It's still hard to make money right now because BCH is so low again that's why we only receive limited funds from different platforms. My only sources of income are Noise Cash, Read Cash and Noise App. In ySense, I am not sure when I will reach the quota because it is based on whether there are surveys available for me. That's why my problem with spending is one of the main reasons why I'm really sad like this. I've been doing all the saving techniques I know but it still doesn't seem like enough. The prices of goods have increased so much now that even if you want to save, you still can't do it.

Right now those are the 3 reasons why I'm sad. No matter what I do to make myself happy, those things still cross my mind, so I can't help but feel sad. But even so, I know that all those problems will end. That's why I still choose to always fight in life and never lose hope.

And that's all for today. I hope you like and enjoy reading this article of mine. Thank you so much for reading. Happy Sunday to all of you. God bless us all always.

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