Alone Sunday

February 21, 2022. Monday.

What Monday feels like? Hmm. The working people are back at work, the students have classes again. So the others are very lazy on Monday because they feel they still lack om rest from Sunday. I'm like that when I also have classes, I just happened to be on a vacation now (Sem Break) but even if I'm not doing anything, my day is still really boring today, I don't know. There's also nothing to do here at home, because our Television was broken last Saturday and we haven't bought a new TV yet because TVs are too expensive now. So I am using my cellphone and I'm just lying down, sometimes I am using my cellphone again but this time I'm sitting down hahhaha. I'm going to go back to my routine to exercise again, even if it's only twice or thrice a week, after all, I don't have much work to do.

By the way, yesterday, I was the only one here at home. My mother went to work and my sister went to her friend's Birthday. So from morning to evening I was the only person here at home. I was alone for about 12 hours, but not a whole day. My mother left at 6:00 am to go to work and my sister left home about 8:00 am, I'm not sure because it's about 9:00 am or 10:00 am when I'm waking up and she's already left when I woke up. I know that they were both not there that day so I was really alone. At first I was happy because I could do everything I wanted to do because no one would complain hahahha, but when the time passed and they weren't there, I started to feel sad.

I used to experience being alone at home back then but not for a long time, only about 5-8 hours and then someone would come to be with me, but yesterday I was alone for more than 8 hours. Then I was left with my food and dish cooked, Rice is also cooked and I just spooned it on the plate. As I remembered, I was often alone here at home when I was 16 or 17 years old. Then when I was 18 years old I was always away from home because I was a working student, I often just went home to sleep and then left again because I was going to school and work. So when the pandemic just started, 2020, there was always someone here at home and I always had someone with me. That's why only yesterday I was alone again. Of course since I am old I will be the one to cook for myself, unlike before that I will be left with cooked food. When I woke up yesterday, I just clean my bed and myself and then I cooked my breakfast. When I finished about 10:30 am I probably went out to buy something for my lunch. And when I got home I couldn't think of anything to do, because our TV was broken and I couldn't watch anything, I just turned on the bluetooth speaker and played music. But it's really boring when you're alone and then you have nothing to do so I decided to do my laundry first to get rid of my boredom, I don't know if it's really boredom or sadness hahahha.

When I finished washing and hanging up all the clothes , I ate lunch around 1:30 pm, because I cooked again what I was going to eat. After I ate I couldn't do anything so I just turned on my cellphone again, I read articles here in the read cash and I also read posts on noise cash too, after that I used up the energy of the pega that I rented and when the energies already drained, I can't do anything anymore hahhahha. Until I thought of just cooking my snack. I posted my Spicy Noodles snack yesterday on my Noise cash account, which I couldn't stand because the one I bought was so spicy and I didn't notice it, as long as I remembered the packaging of it was black and I forgot the brand name of the noodles. I was able to cook then because I was the only one and no one would stop me from eating spicy hahahhha. But since I wasn't satisfied with the spicy noodles I ate, I just fried Kikiam. When I finished eating my snack around 5:00 pm, I was really sad. From time to time I chat with my mom and sister because I can't talk to anyone. By about 6:00 pm I had already cook rice for our dinner, they told me not to buy the dish because they would take care of our dish for the night. About 7:00 pm my mother arrived and brought home a dish, later on my Sister also came from Birthday kung saan nag party party at nag happy happy sya hahahhah kaya ang tagal tagal umuwi, my sister would have taken me in that Birthday Party but I just don't want to because those are her classmates and friends and maybe I'll just be OP (Out of Place) there hahahha.

I just realized that it's really hard to be alone, I already know the feeling and I understand the people who are alone in life but I understood them better. Because I'm only 12 hours alone but I'm really sad, how can those people who are alone every day and not with their families. That is why most people who live alone are often really sad and always problematic. At first maybe it's really fun when you're alone because you can do everything you want to do and you're free but when it lasts you will really feel sad.

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