I don’t know the directions I choose either good or evil

There will always be a path that we choose, aligning the left and the right. There will always be a position where we need to follow whether we should go to the east or the west side of life. Always there will be a remnant of yesterday, the aftermath of sorrow and pain. The ending of the lifelong surge that we looked upon under the radar of wisdom. I am never sure if the way of life I choose was good or evil but I know I need and must let the pin between me.

A child once born has nothing in his head, they say when he sees the light the sin was within him. I heard that to some elders as they spoke when one of my neighbour's children, unfortunately, lost his life. I began to be curious at that time, why they said that?. It’s an inherited sin as she said, when the first two humans in the book of life were punished, the sin was also within their first born until the babies to be born.

If that so, we were born with sin. An innocent sinner that drives in a wheel of time-evolving as curiosity untold more sins becomes in.

They say that there will be a judgment day before the apocalypse. The goodwill is separated from the sinner. In a glimpse of the eyes, people who are good will leave without a trace, they will naturally go to the paradise of God, and people who are sinners will stay and witness an apocalypse in their own eyes.

Painful and regret won't be abolished, those fake people who weren't under the side of God will remain, the killers who killed humans or anything without any conscience. The thief that stole money for their vice, those people who are doing the act of evil. The sinner and the believer of unreal and idol God.

Now, what was the direction that we chose? Is it good or evil?.

Go to church and you will be safe, I also heard that from someone. But honestly, we must really look at the church right now and whoever was the givers of foods. A lot of churches at the moment are being one-sided and even punching words to someone. Why? Politics.

They have been in the words of politicians that might be said they will help them build something for the religion. That’s viral and all Filipinos who were watching social media knew what I was talking about. The religion as the one who must guide the lost sheep is now the one that was leading the herd of sheep in the cleft.

That’s why not I am the only one that thinks if the path I choose was good or bad, others had minded that someone was really controlling them and using religion as the punishment or the future.

Well, that wasn’t new in the History of the Philippines as the era of colonization used the word of God that had been used so people who are innocent will work and praise them. (Spaniard colonization in the Philippines)

Doing good is the ticket to heaven as again they said. I do good, but I am not perfect. I can't do the same to everyone, that’s again I think considerable for most of us.

In my life, I have met different kinds of people and one of them is a person who doesn't believe in religions. It's so dark and uncomfortable to live next to the door where there is music. At first the sound and acoustic were good, but when I heard the main genre of the song I was surprised. It was a song for anti-Christ.

I talked to him normally, I was curious as to why he didn't believe. A lot of questions and minding was inside me. I heard his story and I believe that genuine. I just saw the sincerity but I never let those words come to me. My curiosity is limited, I know the limit of my head toward that words.

Am I the one that doing good and he was the evil? Or that’s also what he was thinking, am I the evil and he was good, for I contradict the action he did. The moment he played the satanic music I played Christian songs louder than he, of course, there was within me that time that was fighting him, for why he played such things out loud.

Believers toward the religions, different faces and names of the creators.

The thing that led me to this writing is that those viral videos that are coming to the internet that lead me to rethink, Am I on the right side of people who were proclaimed as the guidance for lost one or in the leader who will drag the whole group in deep space when the judgement comes.

I tried myself not to write this kind of article because I know some will eventually talk or discuss things for what he or she believed under the religions. I can't answer or talk to them because I know the limited words of Genesis to the last pages.

I feared him, I know the good and act of evil. I know that society is under the spell of modernization. But have you also thought about what side you are on? The good or the evil.

No pressure, this is just normal day to day self expressionism in writing but what I wrote is real. What I witnessed or experienced toward that man was still fresh. Thanks for reading…