I Am Suffering From UWP: It's Contagious.

The fact that I know I am not the only one suffering from this problem; gives me little comfort. I also knew the disadvantaged and advantage. The thought of resting cannot help anyway because I have been resting for days now, but I must fight the problem. It's not beneficial to be in UWP. Everything affects me. UWP or the Unfocused Writing Problem.

How Was It Started?

It started this first day of November, and it feels weird coming to my head. It's not about the topic but the mood to write. It feels like I was engaged in doom feels structure. When I was in the mood to write, I could have a couple and a hundred words to make, but the next problem was the boredom of re-reading and re-making my work. I am in the mood, which will always be in my head, but that was something to do more. I don't want to be like that for the entire month of November.

Unfocused in writing and writer-blocked were so much different from each other. I have this topic in my head, a reserved army of words, but it kills me when I write them down. It also happens that I am more in cold surroundings, not hot. I was more focused and awake in the cold weather yesterday; it was so hot the whole day, and I stayed in the gasoline station, a wave of hotness, then surprised by heavy rain. It killed me last night. That's why I have no time to look for things to write.

Just this moment ago, one friend from here and hive came to private message me, asking what happened and why I hadn't written for days. I said I had lost my momentum.

What was your momentum in writing? Sometimes there was this moment you wanted to write and write, not minding the times and minutes of your digital clock but also not minding the number of words that go to you. There were these times when you are overflowed with imagination, with some ideas that go to your head, and you love to write them down. It feels like the momentum of being a writer was in a good mood; then you lose it after. You lost the game as you were in chaos. It's more painful and gives more un-comfort.

This time you will question everything, what happened to me? Or what is happening right now. It's just gone. It's like some moody thing that goes inside.

How To Find Your Momentum In Writing?

Look for your inspiration. At the moment, I have inspiration. Something that goes to my head is that I will be needed soon, but the catch is that it was expensive, so I must work hard to afford it. This made me write this blog today, lol.

Be in your comfort zone, as you were in the problem of focus, be in the place where you were comfortable doing a thing and working on it. Right now, I am in my best position, setting the things I need and where I used to write. I also did the things that would calm me down, and I took my shower to cool down my body and placed the fans directly to me. Now I found the cold comfort.

Normalized the idea of "You rested a lot" sometimes we could convince ourselves that you need some rest, but it feels that comes the moment of "I have rested enough; what comes next?" you were not that tied nor exhausted, but there was still no room to do the writing. Convince yourself that you rested well enough and have already given your best time to nap, and continue now what you must do.

That's what I am doing right now, thou I was demotivated by the fact that I lost my momentum and eagerness to write, I slept the whole day, and now I had to write down things, release them in the way where I will paste in some written blog, let other read my thought at the moment let this be listed as my daily diary, that how I convince myself.

Losing your momentum to do things was fatal and addicting. Being lazy and bored kills more than the stress. We forget the focus. We listen to none,

I told Denn some of the reasons for my absence; some were excuses for me to be lazy and become just nothing to make, and then I realized that I loosed those days, but it's okay. I just claimed it for my rest day, lol.

Well, leaving this problem for sure, I am not the only one that suffers, maybe you as a reader right now, were in the same position as I do, or also just got in the rest and anything, it's okay; there are still more things to consider, allowing your self to rest but also reminded that it is not good to stay relaxed for a long time we have to twerk and everything.

This was so random and just ransom for my absence. Hoping that things and momentum will lead me to some productivity soon, have a great weekend, everyone.