The Emotions which Hugged Me Today

Hello beautiful Souls and Gorgeous Hearts all over the world. How was your day? I assume that you are doing grate and you all had a healthy, sound, productive day.

Before starting today's topic , we must know what Emotion is__

I know we all have some basics ideas about it, but I a writing again.

What is Emotion :— According to Oxford Dictionary "A strong feeling deriving from one's circumstances mood or relationships with other.

In simple words_'An emotion is a feeling which shows our love , respect, hatred, happiness, joys, fear , shame and anger towards something or someone.'

Here are some of the emotions I felt today__ let's start with positive emotions.

1.Contentment :— My day was quite boring and filled with inactiveness untill I received a good news that my favourite relatives are coming today on a sudden.

I think it was 8am in the morning when I was lying in my bed when my mom entered my room in a hurry and said _"I know you're awake so do not pretend to be asleep, get up and take a bath. Don't be so lazy" I woke up with my sleepy eyes. Actually my mother is familiar with my lazyness just like other moms. I caught red-handed by her that time. I had no option except waking up and a taking bath. They are my most favourite relatives and I'm really fond of them because they know how to respect other's feelings , they know how to love someone, they know how to console someone, they never try to take people's for granted, this why I like them.

2.Excitement :— It was 11am then in the morning then , when I saw them for the first time after 4 long years. it was my most beloved aunty who hugged me tightly and kissed me on my both cheeks,I can't describe that feeling I felt that time. I love her motherly affection towards me.

Though I set my foot in the world of adulthood some day ago, I loves to collect toys specially soft toys and watches since my childhood even now. I can share everything what I have except my toys and watches. She knew that fact and that's why she gifted me my favourite teddy bear and a brand new watch . I was very excited then , this is how my feeling of excitement ended.

3 Anger :— I was busy helping my mom with cooking and other house chores. Since my mother does all the work alone, so today I decided to help her. As I was busy helping my mom in kitchen, my cellphone was lying alone in my room.

In the meantime, one of my little and mischievous neighbor came to my house and attacked my cellphone as usual. She loves playing games and watching cartoons whenever she wants my mobile I always give her without hesitation.

I do not have password on my mobile, everyone can open and use my phone in light of the fact that I never feel that I should lock my phone.

She was having a very good time with the device untill I took that thing from her. After calling my father when I opened my galary I was shocked. You all can imagine what happened that time, she mistakenly deleted all my photos, Important videos, audios and documents. I was so angry that I scolded her and shouted at her in my loudest voice. She did not cry that time but stopped laughing for a while.

4.Shame :— When I saw that unexpected and shocking thing, I have told that I shouted at her as loud as possible Infront of my relatives. When I was leaving my room in anger ,I saw my mom and that aunty were standing on the threshold of my room and staring at me with a weird look. By seeing them, I was really ashamed then but I could not change what I already did.

5.Frustration :— After observing me quietly for a while,my mom started to scolding and insulting me infront of them.

After enduring her words , I also started to talk with my mother in a angry and crazy manner for the first time. I was so frustrated with her behaviour that I could not control and bursted in anger. She did not even listen to my words or did not ask me what is the reason of my anger before shouting at me.

6.Regret :— After that incident, I ran to the our roof with teary and gloomy eyes. I barely saw everything as a uncontrollable river of my tears were zigzagging from my eyes.

I cried almost 2hours , I wanted to stop but I could not do nothig except crying and crying. A flock of thoughts was floating and roaming in my mind hither and thither like a newly released prisoner .

I can see the sun is waving his last good bye for today behind the beautiful white cotton like clouds. The birds are chirping merrily and preparing themselves to go home. A pair of squirrels are fighting with each other but in a very good way. I stopped crying long ago but I'm observing this thing now.

I can clearly hear a sweet and affectionate voice is calling me. Am I hearing this words for real or Am I just dreaming? No I'm not dreaming anymore, this voice belongs to my mother. She is calling me to go downstairs and finally came to me on her own.

I can feel that a cold and sweet hand caressing my head in a very gentle way. My eyes still closed until I heard something. "Please go with me my little princess. I will never scold you again. I'm really sorry. I have not had my lunch yet. Do you want to join me?" After saying these words she hugged me, then i could not resist myself from crying again, I was embarrassed that time and I was regretting too.

Now I'm writing this article Infront of my mother, I do not know why she is smiling looking at me? I think she is ruminating those moments.

Closing Thoughts :—

I hope you enjoyed this article. This article is not Imaginary, all the things I have written actually happened to me today.

Thank you soo much everyone for stopping here and giving your valuable time for reading.

Erum 04.11.2021(9.34pm). Lead image :— Unsplash.Com