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Hi Everyone , I am here after a very long time and I don't know why I am here 😆 ! Actually, My House Job is ended and Now a days I am Totally Free ! I have dropped few CV to different hospitals in Multan and Also I was Called for interview but Because My Permanent License is applied for and that's why They said to contact when My License is received !! Now a days I am totally BeRozgaar 😆 That's why I thought I should post here and see either it is giving something or not !!
Well, I have dropped CV to different medical Colleges and Tomorrow I will go to CMH MULTAN for Demo C.V ! InshaAllah I will drop it tomorrow or Monday Because Today I read somewhere that they are hiring Demo's !! Let's see !! I am hopeful that My Allah Will never leave me alone !!
Well , I have decided to Go Abroad And I and my Friends have decided that we will go to Saudia Arabia InshaAllah !! But We need One Year experience ,so I will stay here and Get experience and also will prepare for the Saudia Medical License Exam !! There is nothing in Pakistan ! I also wanted to go to Saudia Because That is best Place in World !! I will do Hajj And Ummrah For my Late Father and family members !!
I am praying that May Allah Help me to be there if I am Capable of that !!
Btw , How is going your life now a days ?
The Last Post !!!!
(Alhamdulillah Engaged)
Assalamualaikum My Noise Family , This is going to be my last post and Obviously it would be a Very Long one. I will share my whole life in a concise way !
I was a very shy and Innocent person in the past . I didn't have confidence to talk to even boys . But now a huge change occurred in me. A fully and openly talkative to even girls ! Few days ago ,there was Election in Nishtar and I brought many girls for compeign . Everyone there was shocked to see me with girls and appreciated me for gaining trust of the girls ! I am planning to arrange a one day trip of our fellows , Including girls and boys to my village, till now , 3 girls are confirmed and no boy is confirmed yet lol 😂 So , I am inviting everyone close to me even from my previous ward so that It would be a good trip and from there was also girl agreeing for trip. She was saying to ask her friends too . Well , I am a little bit confused and excited at the same time , because How can I agree my mother for this trip including girls !
Well , Good Things are happening in my life from 2.5 years Alhamdulillah ! My Medicine rotation is now ended and Now surgery is started . I m sitting right now in peads E.R . Very few patients are here. Chilling vibes ! Because the ward we left was very toxic and it was really a very toxic level Ward ! I can't describe how we faced that ! I remember when a girl cried in front of me because I was her friend that she is going to leave this ward and she wants extension. I counselled her that it is okay because it is happening with each and everyone in this ward. Just chill and have fun . Enjoy your duties . She was just crying . Then Very hardly she agreed because I said her to go to your home for two days . Just enjoy your day and fresh your mind. Then she agreed with me and stop crying ! Now , I am happy that my most toxic rotation is ended and I planned to start my study because I am going to pass my part one at very first rotation InshaAllah InshaAllah . Because I am planning to go to Saudia arabia or Dubai After Two years InshaAllah ! I have to gain knowledge too with my experience !
Now , I have a good News too . Actually I am 80% engaged with my sweetheart , My Guria , My Gulbadan , My Messsnii , My Mallika e Dill ! She is very nice and really a brilliant girl . Whenever a Boy calls or texts her , she sends screenshot to me that he is annoying me. Before ,I say she blocks him at the very first attempt. Because I told her that It is my redline. If I saw you talking with any boy at any platform ,I will reject my proposal ! Because I can't trust any boy even he is your brother in university . Because I still hear the voices of HER saying " Umair woh mera BHAI ha , Bhaion ki tarah ha , Tum aisay hi shak kertay rehtay ho " and the same person was saying about him like "He is a very kind and nice boy , He is so Caring and loving . I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY ." ! LOL ..... I don't have the courage to hear these voices again. She said , Don't even think about this . I will never ever talk to any boy . If I need to , I will ask permission from you for this ! I said , It's your redline , If you have the courage to cross that ,Then I will withdraw each and every thing I said . I love her to the very extreme really. She is my Mallika e Dill. I said her ,when We will be married I will write at your Dulhan' Duppatta as "Mallika e Dill , Noor e Nazar ,Dr Umair Baloch " She came to me last month with her friend , but was in veil. She didn't even open her veil so that I can see her but she said no ! But I could guess her that she was beautiful and Nut khatt As I like My wife to be ! She is a perfect couple for me and I can't get more better partner than her ! She is My Dill Ruba . I saw our video when her friend shooted a video of us from behind when we were walking together. It was too much loving really . It touched my heart ❣️ I watch that video on daily basis.
Well , Why I said 80% of engagement . Because I told my mother and she agreed with my choice. She also told her mother for this. But our mothers have not talked to each other for this proposal ! So that 20% is remaining but soon they will talk to each other InshaAllah ! I am happy for this marriage and excited too because she is a best couple for me ! I trust her too much but I am also afraid that I know girls are like this in the start but then they get change and this change is so much disturbing that I can't describe. I trust her that she will not change but I am afraid that She may not be like other girls who are so much caring and loving in the start but then they became just Ignorant and Careless . They become just unknown to you without any reason. First they claim that they are in love with you even do drama like they are dying for you but when u will be available to them , they became like u don't have any importance to them ! Just nonsense talks and senseless and lame excuses.
Well , Sometimes you Think you have moved on but then you realize that you have still something which can't be expressed in words. Although if they come back u are not gonna accept them but still u have something something something. ............. Well , Right now my Peads surgery rotation is started and today is my E.R but here we are just enjoying because no patients are here. All children are just love ❤️
Well , Now a days I am Thinking to change myself and I will be changed InshaAllah because last night I was crying because I am far away from my Friend , My Allah who always helped me when I needed HIM. HE is Everything to me but I have to prove HIM now that I am also loyal to HIM. Last night ,I felt so much self guilt that what I am doing and what Is Going on ! I should change my self from now on InshaAllah ! InshaAllah I will discuss it with my Messni ,My Mallika e Dill, Noor e Nazar tonight and definitely she will be very happy because She always prays for me in prayers. She used to tell me that She always prays for me in every prayer for easiness of my life , for job , for Our Nikah and InshaAllah I will prove her that If I promised her that I will never ever break My Promise because I always DO ACCORDING TO MY PROMISE ! She use to asked me that why I am Not gonna marry a Doctor , Why u r choosing me ? I said because I promised someone That I will not marry A Doctor without her Lol ! But , It's okay , I am Happy with her because She is more than love . Always humble , Obeying my each and everything and even if it is a minor thing . She just says me , maan Lia ,samjho ho gia , Aur Hukum ? When I see her , I thought about the other girls who are just debating over the nonsense things , never obeying their beloved ones , just want their superiority but I guess those girls always fail in life because every Men are Caring and loving but they want Superiority because it is Said By Allah Almighty that Men are superior to women (Mafhom) ! It is put in the nature of men that they feel superiority ! Every girl or women should obey them and then see ,Men are really caring and loving ❤️ If I estimate then 95% of the men are Caring and loving but 5% can be other types ! But Alhamdulillah,summa Alhamdulillah I am not those type of men , I am among 95% of men ! But many girls don't understand me !
Well , I wanted to tell you all about my two friends from Previous ward. Both have done their MBBS from Foreign countries. One of them is going to plan to come to my village because she wants to visit my home . She becomes angry when I tell her about the story of other girl . Both becomes jealous to each other when I discuss someone to other. But I take them as friends . I guess I can take only one to my village because The other one will never agry with that ! The one who is planning to ho , She is saying that I will also ask to her female friends for trip and I am confused 😆What should I do because I can't take all the "girls" to trip , I should have at least one boy ! So , I am thinking to take one of our colleague who was also working with us in same ward. But first of al and the most important part of this trip is that I will discuss it with my Mallika e Dill , because I need her permission and I will never take them to trip without her permission ! I know she trusts me and will allow me to take them to Mithwan !
Well , I guess I should stop writing now because My this post is mixing of Three Days Thoughts because I am writing this post from three days. Whenever I feel something I add this but From Now on I will not post anything to this platform untill I feel that I will get something from this platform ! I used to come here many times but I don't know why 😁 Well , May Be from now on I will delet this app and will never see this again ! A beautiful time spent well but all my online friends have left this platform ,So I also decided to say good bye to this platform ! InshaAllah we will meet again to an unknown Platform with full zeal and zest InshaAllah !!
Good Bye All Beautiful People 🌹
Alhamdulillah Mashallah Subhan Allah !!
My Youngest Brother got Second Position in DGK Board and First Position among Boys in whole Board ! Mashallah Mashallah ! InshaAllah Third Doctor in family Loading ...... Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah !
He was so much hard working and we believed in him . He is writing #F.D everywhere and one day I asked what is meant by F.D ! He said , Future Doctor ! I was really happy at that moment that he has interest in himself and now he showed us that He is deserving for This result !
Everyone of us are happy and we really Missing our BABA ,He should be here and definitely he would be happy but Alas He is not among us but I promised that I will not let him think that he is an orphan !
Yesterday result was announced , And he said to give him money to give treat to His friends ! I said just tell me amount , how much you need ! He said ,I will tell you later !
This is really a proud moment for all of us and he is the last brother and InshaAllah after that , We will be called as doctor Family InshaAllah because We will be three brothers in MBBS InshaAllah !
I am really happy today because he was my Boy and I was giving him everything he want !!!
اس نے جب کہا برے ہو تم
پھر میں نے برائیوں کی حد کر دی
Well, Today is our Emergency Duty and it's hard to believe that we are sitting calmly ! Well , We are really enjoying this duties and when everyone says Dr Sahab It feels good ! The positive things happened in my few days is that.my Hamsao is returned and When she Sent me friend request at Snapchat I had gut feelings that it's Hamsaiii ! She left me due to family.problems last year but I didn't forget her !
Well , Now a days I am just Enjoying my life because I had a lot of interaction with everyone type of people and Including girls ! I am Chitta Chittaa Banda and Kabhi Gharoor Nh Kia 😆! Whenever a girl Tried to interact with me I used to ignore or answer to the point in the past but now a days I do a lot of things 😆 ! Then at the end we exchange Numbers and then a lot of gossip ! Right now I reached 50 in numbers because Whenever I try to impress a girl I share status to only girls and u can see 50 contacts are added 😜!!
But I am serious and sincere with only one girl , That Is My Messsnniiii ,my Gulaabo , My Mallka e dill ,Noor e Nazar , Meri Dill ki dharkan ,Mery Jaan Ki Tooti , Meri Dablew ,Meri Wasso !!! I used to call her as Mallka e dill and she wrote this on her Notes of study ! She was caught in the class and everyone was shocked that U are Mallika e Dill 😆 She is only sincere with me and Love me so so much ! I said her , not to contact any boy nor make any Brother in your university or Class or anything else ! You are just mine and I don't trust Boys ! I really trust her to my heart I know she is mine because Her mother is dying for this marriage and she talked with her mother that Umair will send Marriage Proposal ! Her mother was shocked to extreme level and she was insisting again and again to tell who said this to her ! But she refused to tell and just said that A Pakka Banda Said this !!
Well , I am really happy to have her in my life who is loyal to me and Love me so much ! When I said Not to make any relationship with any boy ,not even brother sister because Every boy has Mindset of B.C level 😆 ! The reply was just more than awesome ! She replied that "Befikar Ho Jao Is Taraf say, Kabhi shikwa nh millay Ga " ! I said that I will ask to my sources and will get details from your college And it will take me 10 minutes because I know a lot of people in MMDC ! Well , She said , "You are openly allowed and try your best ! I will not be involved with any boy !"
This thing of her makes her special really ! I love her to the extreme level of Love 💕 She is my Queen Of Heart ! I love her from the core of my Heart ❤️ !!
Well , I am in emergency now and I Have to manage patients. So I need to Go !!!!
And It's A YEESSSS !!!! Oovvvhhhoooo !!!!
Well , Today I am so much Happy and Can't tell my feelings ! Actually I was thinking that this is very Bad Day for me but it was not so bad and the ending was so much amazing and loving that I can't imagine !
Well I was on 30 hour duty and I was late on duty and for that I faced so kuch criticism that I can't describe and At the end , For this penalty , I was given an extra Duty of 30 hours 😒 then next day There was patient and I have to go there for their check Up ! But My Bed PGR didn't allow me and said to complete my round orders first then go there !
I was thinking that my day is so much bakwas ! Let's talk about the positive things happened Yesterday !
Well , I was sleeping after 30 hours duty and At evening time I awoke and saw my brother's msgs ! He was asking that Either I am Awake or Sleeping ! I said I am awaking ! He asked ,what I am thinking about My Marriage ! He was asking about my czn and TBH I was liking her from a very long time ! I said I have no issue because My Mom was also willing for her ! Actually he was in contact with her as an elder brother because my Czn's father was died in 2012 and my this Brother was so much Caring to them as an elder brother ! Well , My brother was already discussing this thing with her too ! She also said to have in contact with me and no issue for marriage because she was interested in me !
Well , I asked my brother to say her to contact me and tell me in two days ! My brother said , why to wait for 2 days😜 ! He sent me her Number and said, she is waiting for my msg ! I was not believing and shocked at the same time because I wasn't expecting this but What is Allah's plan is always better than Yours ! I texted her and she replied in few minutes ! Then we talked almost 2 hours on chat and At 4 a.m. I called her ! We talked at call for 2 hours ! I was just wondering how to hide my Feelings of so much happiness ! She was really too nice ! And I saw her already in pics as well as in Home she is too much beautiful Mashallah Mashallah 🌹 ! I was secretly loving her and they were asking for marriage from a very long time ! But I was not Agree for so much early although I want her to be my wife ! And now , She is also interested in me and wanting to marry me !
Today ,My duty is in OPD and It is too much hectic ! But I didn't Slept all the night due to this so much happiness ! Alhamdulillah and InshaAllah We will marry whenever Our fate is written ! Next year ,may be I will be engaged with her too !
Happy Independence Day By a Bloody HO on Duty !!
Well , Today was Independence day and I had 30 hour duty and here I am . On duty Having nothing to do just to sit and listen to Active complaints of the patients ! From two days , I have very busy schedule ! Actually My aunt is here for check up and Interesting fact is that My This aunt is that one who is dying to marry her daughter to me and the other interesting thing is that She is with her Daughter ! Just a Big Big Lol ! She was not allowing me to go away from her for a minute ! Actually yesterday we spent almost 4 hours at the private clinic because the Doctor's appointment was late ! After that even it's 10 P.M. at that time but she was saying that we should go to hotel for Karhai and this will be from her side ! But I refused ! She said that I want that you should do our all labs from Nishtar at free of cost ! I said okay but you have to come to Nishtar ! And today , she was here with her daughter and With the girl whome I used to call her as My True sister ! After labs , we went to nearby hotel for Karhai and we ate ! Her daughter was not veiling even When the worker was coming to us ! I was feeling stranged , what type of learning she had from her parents but it is totally to them we have nothing to do with that ! But I will judge that every girl who is interested in me because this thing will effect my future life !
Today I was on day duty and In NDU ,My Murshid was there for 10 hours ! We spent a lot of time together and it was really nice moment ! She was too nice to my relatives and I went for 3 hours and she was here at my Duty ! My Murshid is really best and too much cooperative ! I was absent for whole week last week and she was only here to perform my duties ! She did all my duties including my beds on daily basis ! Then I replied that " Murshid G Marzi a , Aik Hi Dill H Kitni Baar Jiten Gi " She laughed over it and I really enjoy her company ! Today I said her my Ghazals and Poetry ! She was also saying it with me which Ghazal she already knows ! Then I came to know that She has good interest in poetry Too !
Well , My sister who was here , told me that You have another marriage purposal ! I was shocked and asked who is now ! She said , Qari Abdullah. Actually he is my mamu living in multan and few days back he contacted me that he wants to check his Diabetic status ! Then my sister said , Han han woh tumharay Pass aana chah Rahay Han , Rishtay daari me badalnay K Liye 😅 I was really thinking about my mother who once said about me that " Logon ki Betion kay Rishtay Aatay , Meray Betun Kay aa rahay han" 😜 Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah we have positive status in people's minds that they think about us as so much honorable status ! Well , I said I am not willing ! Then my sister said , "Baray Jaadu Toonay Karnay Walay Banday Han, Baandh lengay Tumhain " 😆 I said , Go and say to them that You have 3 years for this thing , Because I don't believe in them and do your best ! When you are tired then tell me that You have done your job and My answer will be still NO !
My this Aunt is also Notorious for Jaadu Toonay and She was also Doing something for me too lol ! Because She sent marriage purposal to me by my this sister with Skipping My Mother, because she wa trying to directly approach me ! But I refused and then my sister said , that my aunt is saying that she will get at any cost ! I guess she is tired of Jaadu Toonay at me because she is now requesting everyone to convince my mother ! My Naani Amman , who is my mother's aunt but I believe her as my Naani Amman and my mother also thinks her as her mother ! When she said to my Naani Amman , she replied that Don't even think about that ! Umair is a Dr and I will never ever convince my daughter for your daughter ! Zubban Ko ziada tang bh na karna ab , Mujhy pata h woh kon si lena chahtay Han ! Aur woh teri beti Nh Ha 😜 My Naani Amman reply was shocking for my aunt but it was like our own response ! After that I had big respect for my Nani because she was really sincere with us and really she is !
Well , tomorrow they will come again to Nishtar because her one test of Doppler Ultrasound is not done yet because Today was leave for Radiology Department ! I have to bear them tomorrow too but her daughter is cute 😜 But her character is not good because we have heard a lot about her ! There is no chance to marry her !
Well , I was feeling bored because this time is for sleep but my ward Aapa Said that plz Give me some money for tea and then I said Okay Go and get one for me too ! I am waiting for her at this time but I have to sleep too !
Dill e Be Zaar !!!
ہم کہ ٹھہرے تیری گیسوؤں کے اسیر سائیں !!!۔
Sometimes you want someone with me to share something and This is the moment which I miss because I don't have someone to trust ! I have a lot of People so called "Friends" but I didn't get a vibe to share my feelings with them ! Although I am not sad But I feel like something is missing in my life ! It's 3 A.M and Sleep is far away from me and tomorrow is my 12 Hour duty Lol ! I am just confused what is going on in my life !
Well , let's share something here because I guess No one will notice my Bullshits but at least My Burden will be lowered ! My Mother is not well from few days and I am really worry about her because she is the only one whome I love the most and she is the women for whome I can do anything and everytime ! But I am worried what can I do and what should I do ! I was busy in last two days and I couldn't contact my mother but at 3rd day I came to know that she was not well ! I was blaming myself that Why I didn't contact her ! She was Ill 😰 ! Well what can we do when something happened ! But now I will call her morning and evening to know how is she ! InshaAllah !
Well , today A new thing happened in my duty time . One of my female PGR said yesterday that take photographs of the Ultrasound which she was studying us and today she ask to give my Mobile to show the photographs ! But she went into my gallery after that and first of all she saw my this image Lol which was sent by my friend yesterday ! Then she loudly read this and everyone was just laughing at me LOL ! I snatched my Mobile but the damage was done LOL ! Then she asked who sent you this ! I said One Of My Beloved ! Then she said , Kitni Amman rakhi hui hain jo tujhy sonay Nh Detin Aur duty pa late atay hotay Ho !!( actually one day before I was late and I reached almost 10AM there because I couldn't awake at time 😆)
Aftet that they started making insult to me for everything like my shoes are not good , My shirt is not pretty and Why I don't wear Scrub 😄 Well ,I don't pay attention to them ! But after that when We went out ,my female colleague Said to me "Banda Ko itna Piara Bhi nh hona chahiey kay uski Har chez pay Aitrax Kren 😆" ! I am the most cute bacha of the ward U Know 🤗 Mashallah Mashallah 🌹 Well , mam said to me that If I will not wear Scrub tomorrow she will not let me inter to Ward ! I will not enter into the ward because My duty is in N.D.U ,In Dialysis Unit !! Well she is too nice but a little bit Larka Type 😂!
But Alhamdulillah I am enjoying my duties Alhamdulillah and InshaAllah I will learn as much as I could do !
Btw , How are you all ? How is going your days now a days !!!
Dr Sahab !!!
ہم تھے ٹھہرے ہوئے پانی پہ کسی چاند کا عکس
جس کو اچھے بھی لگے اس نے بھی پتھر پھینکا !۔
I was feeling bored right now , So I thought I should post something here 🤔 ! Well, Now a days , I am performing my duties Alhamdulillah and These are so good that I can't describe ! Although My last week was just Bakwaas , But overall my this rotation is Satisfactory ! I had choosen my first rotation of Nephrology ward 7A ! There is two Long hour duties in which one is 12 hours in Dialysis Unit but we have to sit all the day and there is nothing to do on that day ! And other is 30 hours duties and hectic one ! But Alhamdulillah I am enjoying my duties ! Last week was not good because I had 3 ,30 hours duties in one week because Our private HOs were new and we have to learn them what to do and how to do ! But we were S.H.Os ,(Senior House Officers) . So , I used to leave them at 11 pm and go to hostal for sleep !
I am enjoying my duties Alhamdulillah and one of the reasons is that I am the Most Cute and beautiful HO of alls LOL 😂 I am "Aankh Kaa Taara" of all the ward and staff members ! In our ward there are just 2 male PGRs and 5 Female PGRs although some of them become jealous ! But I ignore them ! One Female PGR is from Taunsa and one is from DGK and both of them are too nice to me ! The one from DGK made the roaster , and last week she was saying everyone that " Umair ko koi kaam nh batana pehlay hi itni duties laga di han uski , ghusay Men hay" 😂 ! Because I said many times to that mam that You did Wrong with me and she was saying "Mujhy pata nh chala lekin men n roaster bana bh dia tha aur Official group men send bhi kar dia tha ,to change nh kar sakti thi na " !
We are 4 HOs from Nishtar and 3 HOs from private colleges ! Among 4 there are 3 male and 1 female ! And among 3 , 1 Female and 2 male ! Actually , when we 4 came , Mam made 2 group of us , Two were on male side and 2 on female side. ! I and my female Co-HO were in female side ! In this way we became a pair and the other two were pair ! When Private HOs came , both male were friends , so they became pair ! The girl was mostly with my pair ! So ,I said that Dr Farzana is alone and she didn't have pair . Then my pair said that , Why not we should make a Trio ?. I said Okay ! Both are too nice !
I used to call My Pair as "Murshid" and she sometimes laugh on it ! I asked one day either she mind when I say this to her ! She said " Mujhy kia masla Hona H Banda Bethay Bethay Murshid Ban jaye" 😂! I said Okay ! Well , Overall my ward is best and best ! I am really enjoying this although House Job is too hectic ! But at least we are getting Paid for that and what else we want ! I although got my first Pay and I gave whole pay to my Mother as it was my first pay ! She was really happy over that !
I used to call my mother everyday or the second day ! She was saying that You are having so many marriage purposals and I am confused which will be best with you ! I said , Just wait Amman G , right time will decide that who is best with me ! I will not do engagement, I will do direct Nikkah and Will do Rukhsati whenever I will want ! But I will not do this untill my older brother and younger sister get married and there will be Turn 😂 ! InshaAllah This year both marriages will be settled InshaAllah !
How are your days going My Friends ? Alhamdulillah I am Mazzay Men !
A Good Feelings After a Long Time !
Actually Last night my brother texted me and said , I want to ask a Question and I want straight answer ! I was worried that what he is going to ask ! I said okay , go on ! Then he asked that What is the matter between you and Aslam's Daughter ? I was shocked and I said who is Aslam and Which daughter ? Then he said Don't lie to me ! I said , say it clearly what you want to say ! Then he said that I have heard that You and She were in contact with each other and are in relationship ! I was wondering what he is saying because I don't know even the name of the girl ! But then he said that the girl herself is saying that She and Umair are in relationship with each other ! She even said to her father and family and her father said that He will meet me for this Purposal ! I said ,who told you this ? My brother Said that his Wife heard about this and actually his wife is relative of Aslam's family !
Actually ,this girl was my senior at Nishtar and I never even talked to her and never even met nor contacted with each other ! But the girl herself was saying that she loves me and Wants to marry me 😲 This was something new for me ! I don't even know her name ! Actually when I was preparing for my Final Year paper exams , then someone contacted me and started asking me about my preparations. She told me her name and sent voice msg so that I don't consider her as fake who is trying to be girl ! But I was not interested in anyone at that time because I was focusing on my exams and my only mission was to clear my exam without any Supply and Alhamdulillah I did it. But at that time when I didn't give lift to her , she blocked me from that number Lol 😂 I texted her from my second Number and Said her too much ! She texted me first herself and I didn't even said anything wrong , still she blocked me. Why 🤔I don't even care but this is wrong !
Well , Then My Brother started talking about my cousin who is probably going to be my sweet Wife ! He said that If you are also interested then Text her and told her about your feelings so that she don't even think about other person ! But I said , I will not Text her first , say this to her although I have her Number from a very long time ! But I never texted her ! I want to enjoy my single life 😍 although my aunty is dying for this marriage and she even told everyone who is going for her daughter's proposal that she has given both her daughters to my mother ! Let's see what will happen next ! But I trust In Allah That HE will never leave me alone !
I am still thinking about that girl that Why she is saying to everyone and even to her family that She is in relationship with me and Wants to marry me ! Well , Whatever , I don't care 😜
How is going life guys ? Is there New Thing to share ?
Alhamdulillah Summa Alhamdulillah !!
I don't have words to explain that How much Happy I am From few days ! Actually I went to Lahore and spent almost One week there ! My this tour was because of my Wrong Registration Name as You all can see ! But my this your was not fruitful because they said that I have to submit application downloaded from UHS website and then I came back to Multan ! I reached Multan at 2 A.M. almost and was very much tired ! So ,I slept whole the day and One of my friends came to me from my village and they said I am ignoring them but when They saw my tiredness they said , It's okay carry On Sleeping 😆
Well , On that day while I was sleeping , My Younger brother who is also MBBS Student Alhamdulillah in Nishtar , Came to me and said open your Mobile ! I asked what happened and He was hesitating because of Presence of Guests ! But I said tell me what happened and he said ,You result is announced ! I was shocked 😲 And My breathing became irregular because We were not expecting that as 4th year result was still pending !
Well , All the guests came around my bed and I was just out of senses ! Then With Bismillah and Shivering hands ,I opened my Result and then , There was just A Noise ! A Noise of Happiness and everyone was hugging me and giving me Congratulations ! I was so so Happy that I couldn't explain because This time I can't efford Supply exam !
Well , Without wasting any Minute I called my mother because I know She was waiting for so many years and Was counting days that When I will become Doctor ! And This was the moment we both waited for so many years ! At that moment ,My mother was Ill and a drip is running in her hand ! I was not informed about that because they know that I am too much sensitive about my mother but when I told her About my result she said SUBHAN ALLAH With joy and loudly that I could feel that it was from her heart ! Then I said , Now the bad days are gone and Now I want you happy and healthy ! Then she said I am Okay Now 😊
I was really missing my mom and I was wishing that I should have been there to see how a mother becomes happy on the success of her son ! Well , I really Missed my BABA SAEEN badly ! But I know wherever he would be, He is Happy InshaAllah InshaAllah ! All the people coming to us for congratulations were saying that My Father will come to your dreams to say You congratulations And I am wishing that he should to my dreams because it's been a very long time I haven't seen him !
Well , Alhamdulillah Summa Alhamdulillah,I have no words to Say Thank You Allah for so many blessings 🥰 After submitting my Application , I will go to home without wasting any time because I will also Go To My Village to see my Father. ! So , I am thinking of tomorrow ,I will go there InshaAllah 🥰
Thank You for reading my this Feelings which I wrote from Heart ! Love You All 😘
Graduation Week !!
After so Many Days , finally We went to take our Photos from the Shop who was our official photographer of the event ! These were really awesome pictures ! I liked them very much and when I put these pics on my status , everyone was praising it that these are Best 🌹 Mashallah Mashallah 🌹!
Twitter Earning 😯
Everyone is talking about earning at Twitter! First I was not interested but Then someone send me her earning from Twitter which was almost 164$ earned within just 15 days ! I was shocked and Angry at myself at the same time because I should have started with her too ! But , It's not too late !
My vivas Are going to End on 1st April and after that I will be free for almost 2 months , So , I said Let's Enjoy the Party ! It's not about earning , It's about meeting different kind of people on different platform ! So , I used Twitter today and in just 2 hours I Got 200+ Followers and I was shocked because My Murshid was saying that to get followers on Twitter is difficult but she didn't know that We have tricks 😆!
So , I am happy now Alhamdulillah because the minimum condition of followers is to be 500 and I got Almost 180 ! Just One day work is remaining and After that , InshaAllah I will monetize my Account with blue tick and Then Earnings InshaAllah InshaAllah ! I believe in Allah that HE will not disappoint me when I am hard working ❤️ !
Btw , what are you doing now a days Guys ?
Bhai Ki Shadi Vibes ❤️
These were hectic days really but Alhamdulillah done everything very good ! I was late but reached on time ! Actually,One day before wedding I was free from exams but I have to do shopping for wedding and I did shopping of almost 20k because I bought my suit shoes and also my brother's suit and shoes ! I also have to buy Bride's Gift which was given by Groom as First Look Gift !
So , I have to spend that day at hostal and the other day I woke up at 6 A.M. and then got so many problems ! We left Multan at almost 10 A.M. ! First Taunsa , then Vehoa stop ! So much traveling with wait At every stop ! At last we reached our home at 3 pm almost ! Everyone was waiting for us k Dulha K Bhai Kahan Han 😆 Then so many works were waiting for us ! Then hectic days of wedding !
Well , at the night event I was requested for dance performance but there were many girls who were out of family , so I refused and said that I will dance when there will be only family people ! So , after an hour My sister called me and I went there ! I danced at many songs , And every one was shocked 😆 Everyone was saying that I can dance good then Girls 😜 Where Was I in all this time ! I should had danced in Whole Junjj ! But I said I am entertainer , not kanjar 😂 Everyone laughed so much 😆 ! Well ,We enjoyed till almost 2 A.M. Whole family enjoyed a lot !
In the morning , I was Again requested that I will dance again ! I was wearing Kurta Pajama Which was 2nd time in the history of My Village because 1st was also By My Side at my Mamu's marriage 😂 ! Well , I was looking cute as you can see in these pics ! We really enjoyed a lot ! But because of hectic routine , I am very much tired now and just want to sleep for two to three days At least ! But ,in home it is not possible because of so many Members 😩 So I am thinking to go to Hostal tomorrow or the next day ! But the Ramadan Kareem is Almost Here ! I am thinking to spend Ramazan Kareem In Home if I would have vacations ! Let's see what happens !
Well , How Are You everyone and how is going your life now a days ?
Last Paper ✌️
Today I am very much excited because of two reasons ! First , Tomorrow is my last paper and the Prison of almost 3 months is going to end ! I have completed my syllabus two time Alhamdulillah and Inshallah I will get good Marks InshaAllah InshaAllah ! Second ,I missed my Gulaboo a lot and we have not talked much from a very long time ! She is also missing me because we haven't met from a very long time ! But now the wait is over ! Finally we will meet soon !
Tomorrow is my last paper and the day after tomorrow is my brother's marriage ! I have to do a lot of shopping ! So ,I said this thing to Gulabo ! She said to do shopping together because she didn't buy anything from two months because of my Busyness ! She did everything pending because whenever she buys anything new , she sends me picture by wearing that if it is suit or anything ! But , Now everything is pending ! She said that she will bunk her class of tomorrow ! But I didn't want that and said to her that Take her class on time ! We will do shopping at weekend because at Saturday I will return from function ! I will be totally free and my vivas are also late because of 4th year viva !
Well , I am excited because the days of charms , Happiness , excitements and Halla Gulla Are Coming ✌️ InshaAllah 💕
After retiring from Marriage ،I will Join Tangled InshaAllah ! But I will write last Post Here , Don't Know when 😆!
Allah Nigehban 💕
Last Paper ✌️
My exams are about to End and Tbh ,I am also about to end 😫 This so lengthy and hectic proff has effected me a lot but InshaAllah I will pass my exam Because I know , My Allah don't waste my hard work ! Actually ,After Obstetrics paper , I was tired and Then It happened Rain in our Hostal and because of that sudden change in Weather , I got throat infection and Also Body aches and pain ! But I continued hard working and Last Night , I had fever ! I took two painkillers and slept and Now , It still had effect and Flu and Body pain ! But I don't want to waste my all hard work for the last paper because it is only paper to pass Alone !
With the temperature, Body aches , Pain and flu , I am in Library and saying to Allah again and Again That "Ya Allah Merey Bas Men Yahin Mehnat Hay ,Uska Silla Dena " 🥺 InshaAllah I will cover my syllabus till tomorrow because the last day I will revise my Syllabus because in the first read , I don't know anything 😫😆 So , I have to complete my Syllabus at least two times ! InshaAllah I will do that ! Because I have just one believe that Allah Is With me and HE doesn't waste anyone's Hard work !
Remember me in your prayers guys ! Btw , After my Papers I am thinking about joining Tingled because many people are saying to join it rather than using Noise app !
See You there guys Soon ! 😊
Ice Received Alhamdulillah ❤️
Today I am happy because of many reasons ! Actually My Last paper of Obstetrics went very well Alhamdulillah ! It was too much easy and We all did in an hour ! But I sat for half an hour extra because I was not sure of one answer and I wanted to write the best answer ! So ,I sat till the end and The girl besides me Helped me and opened her whole paper close to me and I copied her answer word to word Lol 😆 So , the day after tomorrow is Gynae paper but we are relax as we Guess that Our paper is already pass InshaAllah but we are studying past papers of Gynae too because we want Numbers also !
Second reason is I have got my ICE Tokens on which we were working for 2 to 3 months ! Although Right now it's price is too low but I am sure that it will go up soon and I am holding it till 500$ at least ! But At 5th and 6th date of March ,I also have marriage ceremony in my home and that is my brother's marriage and in a sense I needed money too ! I am confused either I should Sell my tokens or not 😑But InshaAllah I will take right decision at the time when needed !
Let's see what will happen next but Alhamdulillah for everything because Whenever I needed something ALLAH provided me that On time ! Alhamdulillah Suma Alhamdulillah !
Btw anyone of you have mined Ice Tokens Or not ?
Mission Annual 😔 !!
I am a little bit nervous for the exams but I sacrificed myself to the mission and I called this mission as "Mission Annual" ! Many people laugh and will laugh at me but The person who is facing the problem can feel this ! On the daily bases I hear such words like "Tiaari Kaisi Hay" and I say "Behtreen Alhamdulillah" and then their reply is so much disappointing '"Woh to har saal hoti hay 😰 ,Is baar paka Pass Karna" ! In the very starting days I used to be upset but Now a days I am habitual to these words.
Sometimes I think why people don't think about my conditions or there may be reason if I am failing ! In 2nd year I was failed in Viva exam but in theory I got 64 marks , In 3rd Year I was going through the deadly phase of break up , In 4th Year I lost my father 😭 How can I explain to them these things and I know they will not understand what I was facing but This Time InshaAllah I will shut their Mouth InshaAllah InshaAllah because I am studying hard from the first day and I am judging myself Either I am studying well or not. I guess my answer is yes Except Gynae And Obs but I had heard that they can be covered in those days and Can be passed easily ! But when I will have already given Medicine and Surgery and performed well then InshaAllah I will do everything to pass them InshaAllah InshaAllah !
Well , I can't explain anything to anyone and I also don't need to explain ! Alhamdulillah I am ready and Inshallah My Allah will not waste my hard work ! I am hopeful and I will pass At Annual Attempt InshaAllah InshaAllah !
Remember me in your prayers guys ! I need this very much !
P.S : It's just an SS 🙂
Just a Blunder 😫😂
Well , Today Our Roll No Slips are uploaded and we were searching our proff partners . Because in our proff There is a sequence of one boy and one girl. My squad is With alternating Roll No and we were searching for our pairs . Actually on Facebook page of our class , Our Gr posted for Drop Your Roll No's and we were also going to drop our roll no but one of our friend is so Much Shy and Innocent that he doesn't want us to upload our roll No's . I was going to uplaod our squad's Roll No but then he started crying 😂 After all I have to delet that comment and then he was Okay !
Well , I had deleted my Facebook from the start of the days of preps and I also didn't join the discussion group of WhatsApp where all boys and girls are added . So , I have to go to Messenger , Then open Someone's profile and then It allow me to enter into my fb account by chrome Lol 😂 So Lengthy Process ! Well , I had found my One Proff Partner and she is the girl with whome we played Ludo Together and I hope she is a cooperative girl but Bolti Bhut ziada ha 😂 I hope that there will Not be anything wrong in proff !
Well , I am waiting for tomorrow because tomorrow at night I have to wish someone's Birthday Because that Girl is My Most Favorite and I also spent 4 hours and made a Video full of her images and I wrote so many things like I used to wish Someone's Birthday In our Nishtar ! yup , It's 2 Feb and I am Really Happy and can't wait to Say Her Happy Birthday and I hope She will Like It ! I am nervous although because I don't know Either she will like my video or not ! But She is Nice and I hope she will enjoy my video because it's special Day for Her ! She will be thinking that I had forgotten her Birthday because it's been days we didn't talk but I can't forget The Birthday of My Special Person ! Let's See what will Happen 🙂
Hope for the best ⚡
A New Earning Opportunity 😉
Finally Ice Is Going To Be Listed 🤗
Well , today I was studying and my Friend told me good news about the listing of Mining Coin Ice ! We are mining it from many months and finally today we got this big news ! I have almost 10k coins and I am hopeful that I will get good amount from this InshaAllah InshaAllah !
Well , This is a coin which can be Mined by its application and we can Send it on exchange to sell and get dollars ! It is similarly as Pi Coin which is not listed till but Ice is going to Be listed On OKX Exchange and we are very hopeful for It's listing price ! I wish and hope that it would be in dollars not in decimals 😨 InshaAllah InshaAllah I will get good amount !
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Proff Is Coming !!!
Well , After spending Almost 15 days ,I came back to hostal because I guessed that I am not studying there and I am wasting my time ! Actually I was very disturbed there because of some reasons ! There were many family issues regarding marriage happening after my Papers and I didn't want to involve in these issues ! My mother used to talk about my father in every talk ! Whenever she remembers my father ,she used to remember him as he said that , He did that etc ! But I am too much sensitive about my father and almost start crying and a lot of memories regarding my father were waiting there ! In short I was too much disturbed and I was wasting my time ! So I thought the only option is to go to hostal because I don't want to fail this time because I saw a lot of expectations in every Moment and eyes of my mother ! She had a lot of plans regarding my Payment and I have to fulfill it at any cost !
Well , My mother said to me about my payment that don't give me any rupee but I wish that Save your money and We will go to perform Umrah (I and my mother) after my house job ! It was a good gesture and I also Said that Okay Ammi G ! I noticed my mom this time that how much she is praying for me with crying eyes 😰🥺 I was so much emotional about my mother when She was crying in prayers for us ! Well , Whenever I bacame lazy The face of my mother came into my mind and I start studying again ! InshaAllah I will achieve my goal InshaAllah InshaAllah !
When I came to hostal I noticed that I have studied more than many students that means I am going good and I should work hard ! So , This thing is giving me motivation and I will perform well InshaAllah InshaAllah in exam !
I request you all to please pray for me because I don't want to ruin expectations of my mother 😭 InshaAllah I will do best InshaAllah InshaAllah ! Thank You Guys In Advance !
Finally At Home !!
I have reached my home for the official Preps because I am totally focusing on my exams and I am Too much excited about that because this is the end of student Life and we will finally enter into practical life ! I am tired of this student Life because we spent almost 20 years in it ! Now we just want relaxation ! And finally it is going to happen InshaAllah soon Very Soon !
Well, Yesterday I was Talking with my Gulaabo ! I wanted to meet her for the last time at the last day but she was at home and today she will go to her hostal but alas I am In home now ! She was saying that stay one day ,she will be there early in the morning but I said I don't want to waste my One day because this is my crucial time !
Well , we had a lot of fight about saying I Love You to each other because once she said that She Likes me ! I asked Like Or Love ! Then she said I will never say I Love You to You because I will love only my husband ! But finally yesterday she said that ✌️🙈😆 So she is serious about us and I also want her in my life ! But I told her that Couples are made at heaven because it is written in Quran and I have totally believe in this without any single doubt ! Well , she also know this ! But I believe that Allah is always with me InshaAllah ! Whatever HE had written in my Fortune ,I will accept that without any doubt !
Well , Today I reached home and After eating dinner , I went to sleep at 6 p.m. because I had not slept last whole night and day ! So , Now its 4 a.m. almost and I thought that I should write something on my diary !
Love You All 😘
Dr Mahrung Baloch - The Comrade !!
داغ لیکر غلامی کا کیوں ہم جئیں ؟
سوچ کر راتوں کو نیند آتی نہیں
جان پیاری نہیں ہے وطن سے ہمیں
مرتے مرتے سبھی کو بتا جائیں گے
I am in love with this lady ! A big salute to This Iron Lady of Our Baloch Nation ! Really an impressive act by You My Lady ! She was in my city Taunsa Today and I really loved the Way My City responded and welcomed this Gem ! This was a huge Welcome Ever have done in the history Of Taunsa History ! Almost all the Taunsa Was Out to Welcome them ! Proud to be Taunsvi and Baloch ✌️
I was sad about her when she was in DGK. Because she faced many difficulties in that city and she said that She was not expecting this because D.G.K is also A So called Baloch City ! But we were wrong and Digerians Are just Disloyal and Who can Understand this other than me 😆 ! But My City Taunsa Had welcome them In a huge way ! I am really proud of them because I was hopeful that they will welcome them because We Are True Baloch and know how to Remember our Tradition and how to protect our Brothers and sisters ! I had goosebumps today because of the videos And statuses I saw but alas I was not there ! I really missed that Moment and I wished I would be There !!
Love You My Lady Dr Mahrung Baloch ! You are our Leader and A best Person to Lead Because now the Genocide is Not bearable and no compromise on Dignity and Respect of BALOCH !
#ProudOfBeingBaloch ✌️
The Conclusion !!
Well , after 3 hectic days now I am free but I also Missed my Gulaabo because We couldn't meet this weekend . I had my grand test for 3 consecutive days and today Was Sunday but she was busy because her roommate requested her to go with her for shopping ! But she is going to home at Thursday as they have winter vacation for 15 days ! After that I will not be here because my official preps will be started and this is second last weekend . We have one week vacation for Send Ups and then one week of Send Ups and then official Preps ! This time I am thinking that I will go to home for Preps because This time I don't want to do mistakes as in previous exams. I will my Payment as soon as possible ! To avoid of my Overthinking ,I should go to home ! So at the last day of my Send Up I will go to Home without wasting any time. My batch mates are saying that they are going to do Last Batch Party but I am not interested in that ! They are insisting me to take part ,but let's see what I will decide !
Well , as this is the last weekend ,so She said that we will meet in the working days ! She will take leave for one day ! I was really happy for this beautiful I wanted to meet her for the last time as we both will be busy for almost 4 months ! But she read my heart and Herself proposed the date ! Well , I have washed my New White Cotton suit which I wore at my Cultural day because this is our last meet up and I wanted to make it special ! Well , I am so so happy with her ! She is caring , loving and Beautiful Mashallah Mashallah ! Let's see how far we would be together !
Today I called my mom And we talked about marriage because right after my exams ,We have two consecutive marriages in my home . One is my brother and one is my sister ! I am so so happy and excited about that ! But my mom got emotional and started weeping on call because whenever we talk about marriage of my sister, she started crying because she doesn't want to leave our home ! My Mom used to share to me everything because she trusts on me and Wants my Ideas for the marriage ! My brother is not willing for Music in the marriage but I said I will provide everything for both marriages ! This is the time to enjoy not to be sad because If we will not do that then they all will remember my Father and the environment will become sad and I don't want that ! I want to see my mother happy ! So I am saving money to spend on marriages because this will all happen before getting my pay ! I also promised my Sister that I will give her special Gift because I skipped her two Birthdays and This gift will be combine of both ! So this is going to be special One !
From Tomorrow ,I am going to start my preps unofficially because I already wasted my time and I can't waste my time now ! I will give One day to my Gulaabo in the schedule and Will start studying from Tomorrow InshaAllah ! I promised myself that this time No mistake ! JUST NO MISTAKE ! It's Enough Now ! I had make my mistakes and I am not going to do that this time InshaAllah ! I also said my Gulaboo that Don't disturb me during my preps because I want to focus on my study and just on study ! So , I don't know anyone during study and will pass my exam on annual Attempt InshaAllah InshaAllah ! She was sad but she said I don't have any issue and WILL WAIT FOR YOU ! Lol , TBH , I wanted that sentence from her and she said that without My insist ! She is really Carin and So much Loving ! I realized this today when I called her and she said that sentence ! She is friend of my sister and she said that I will ask your sister about you ! Like How I Am and what are you doing ! I was wondering about myself that How can I find such a girl who is so much caring ! She is everything according to my Wish a girl should be !
Well , Now it's too late and I am going to sleep because tomorrow I had to wake up early in the morning ! Let's do this exam thing Last Time InshaAllah !
Today's Meet Up In One Pic !
Today was very beautiful day for me and I really enjoyed a lot ! Last night we had a fight a little bit and that was just having temporary Ego lol . My demand was that She should say for Meet Up and she was expecting that I will say for meet up ! So there was no Conclusion and at the end we decided to cancel this meet up but we both knew that we can't do that as we both wanted that meet up but both were hesitating . So I slept and Early in the morning , I got call from My Gulaabo and I just Say much to her like Mujhy Sonay do. She got hurt on that and I was sleeping. When I awoke And called her she was a little bit angry that I misbehaved with her . But we both knew that This anger is temporary ! Then she said ,"Acha Okay ,Men keh deti hun ,Men Aap Say Milna Chahti Hun" !
It was almost 11 a.m. and She said come to me and pick me up ! I got ready in almost one and half hour and went to her ! First we went to Shah Rukn e Aalam And we spent almost 2 hours there. But we were not Okay with that because that was a public place and We Can't do anything easily ! She wanted to walk with me With Hands in Hands ! I suggested to go to my University and she said okay ! So we went to My University and spent almost three hours there ! Then We took loaded fries and after eating Loaded Fries she said to drop her at her hostal because it was almost Maghrib ! So , I dropped her at her hostal !
When we were Walking at the same place where I and My Ex used to walk then I remembered a sentence which I said To her when She was making lame excuses ! I remember I said to her that Don't do such things that I would be walking with someone else with Hands in Hands ! I was satisfied for this because We got best People and Alhamdulillah ! Stop crying over the things which are not in your favor but believe in Allah because HE has better plans then Us ! Today ,I believed in that and From Now on I will never cry over the things which are temporary ! Will Just Believe in Allah because HE never leaves you alone when You Call HIM with heart ! Last day I was watching an interview of a local person on the Fb that If a Boy is trying to leave you then don't let him go and hold his hands , May be He will be stopped ! But If a Girl is Trying to Leave you then Let her go Because Before "Trying ''She already left you !
Well , I don't know what I am writing but just Burst Out today because I think I have won the battle and Allah Is always with me ! Alhamdulillah for the things which I Have and It's Okay Allah for all the things which I lost because I believe in YOU u and YOU will never leave me Alone ! Next time I will Not complain about anything and Will be Satisfied with your decision !
Btw ,How is my Gulaboo ? Is she not Gulaabo In real Life 😆😘🥰
ہمیں اب کھو کے کہتا ہے مجھے تم یاد آتے ہو
کسی کا ہو کے کہتا ہے مجھے تم یاد آتے ہو
سمندر تھا تو زور و شور سے لہریں بہاتا تھا
اب قطرہ ہو کے کہتا ہے مجھے تم یاد آتے ہو
بیاں کرتے جو حالِ دل تو یوں مسکرا دیتے
اب وہی رو کے کہتا ہے مجھے تم یاد آتے ہو
نہ پوچھ اُس کی بد نصیبی کا عالم محسن
وہ مجھ کو کھو کے کہتا ہے مجھے تم یاد آتے ہو
Well , In the previous post I was a little bit sad and said a Lot because That was my heart which was full because of something that was irritating me from a very long time. ! I CAN IGNORE THEM SUCH A WAY THAT THEY WILL BE SUSPICIOUS ABOUT THEIR EXISTENCE ! ! But , Anyway , Let's enjoy our life again as we are successful to be away from them and Also pray that May Allah Make them happy in their life and Allah Un Kay Naseeb achay Karay ! What else we can do Lol !
Actually I forgot to tell you all about my Annual dinner and Wanted to show myself that how pretty and cute I was looking at that day Mashallah Mashallah 🌹 I also Took pictures from Official DSLR photographer but Now a days I am busy in my study because I don't want anything bad in this exam. ! But I will go in this month InshaAllah before going to home for preps. Let's see what time Will be suitable for to visit !
Well , I am also happy today because Tomorrow is Saturday and I am going to meet up my Gulaabo ! Just a little bit ago she called me and asked about my schedule of study ! Then she asked me about Meet Up plan . She asked that Either I can Find out time for meet up or not ! I said there Time And extra time for You My Love My Bebo 🥰 So , There is plan for meet up tomorrow and I am thinking what to wear ! Let's see what I will Decide ! I am almost interested in Shalwar Qameez because In the previous meet ups I wear Paint shirt and this time I want to try Something else ! Let's see. !
Love You All !
خانہ دل میں ماضی کے خزانے جاگے
پھر تیری یاد آئی،پھر درد پرانے جاگے
Today I was shocked to see this ! I don't want to discuss you but believe me I was shocked soo much that I have to share it with you guys ! I was like What the hell are you doing in my phone Lol !
Actually I went to DATE with someone special and we enjoyed a lot with each other . We went to different places and I also showed her my university ! When we were Tired then we sat somewhere and I started taking her pictures. I also Took pictures while kissing her cheeks 🙈😂 She was so so beautiful and Lovely that I couldn't stop myself ! Then she said to delet these pictures because these were not suitable and I also agreed her too ! I gave my mobile to her so that she may delet all pictures and then she said that to delet the pictures from Snapchat also ! I was shocked and reacted like "Heeiinnn ?????" I mean " Yahan pay koi space hoti hat" 😂 Then she opened my Snapchat and started watching my old snaps and suddenly she asked Who is she ?
I was reacting normal because there was nothing wrong in my memory and phone ! When she turned my mobile to me I was totally shocked 😳 I was like "What the hell she is doing in my phone memory" I don't even want to know or see her in my life again but she was hiding in my phone Lol ! I told her that she is my EX and thanks God I had already told her about my ex ! Then she said Okay but I was not okay at that time ! I said to delet her pictures ! But she said I don't know her and also don't want to know her. Delet by your own ! So she started watching my phone again and After half an hour she gave me and said let's go to other place because She is new in Multan and I was Visiting her Multan !
We went to other places and Ate Bannu Pulao and Ice cream ! Then we went Goal Baagh and sat ther for a while ! She was watching me again and again And in those Eyes there was something special ! I was shying and then she said "Larki men hun ,sharma tum rahay Ho 😂" Then we laughed a lot and after a while I dropped her at her hostal !
I forgot to delet these pictures at that time and now I remembered and Going to delet those pictures ! If you had given all your concerns regardless they are not beautiful LOL but there Ego is more than Yours , And wishing to leave you again and again then the only option left is to leave such type of toxic people from your life ! Its been more then 2 years We broke up but believe me sometimes I become sad That How can be someone so much foolish to gave everything to someone and the other person is more foolish then you that she is leaving again and again Lol ! I promised her that she will never ever find any other people more loyal caring and loving then me ! Although I am not beautiful but Still I can bet with her , find anyone more beautiful then me I will kill myself LOL ! But Alhamdulillah I got best people who don't even want to discuss my Past and also Not to ruin our relationship in small things ! FAKE TRUST ISSUES 😆 I am just laughing at the excuses she made to leave me ! But at the very end ,Yup, I will admit that I still Miss Her ! I spent my energy , my time ,my concerns,my love to her and It can never be wasted ! At some corner my heart she is still alive and may be she will always be there because I gave her room to my heart and this is the reason I am posting this !
جفا کی آگ تھم جائے ،فخر ٹوٹے کبھی محسن
چلے آنا میرے ہو کر میں ماضی پھر بھلا دونگا
The Masquerade Ball and Bonfire 🔥
So was the second day of Graduation week and This was about masquerade ball and at Night there was Bonfire ! Although it was a best event but to be honest I was not enjoying this event but was just fulfilling the formality ! I was there to enjoy but in the very start of the event a boy something to me about me and then my whole event was "Fu*kd ! I abused him from the start till the end of the Event Lol !
I don't know why people have jealousy when they can't reach at our level ! They just mock you and Criticize you no matter how much you are kind and love to them ! I was hurt because he was Criticizing me just for no reason ! The only reason was that I was almost totally prepared for the event and he was just here to enjoy the event ! He was afraid that People will criticize him because he didn't even know what to wear and How to appear in masquerade events ! He was in T-shirt and Paint in the event ! Well , what can we say About these shitty people who are there to ruin your emotions and Plans to enjoy the event !
I was totally hurt because that Thing Directly attacked at my heart and I was about to cry when one of my friend notice that and then he said me to go to other point ! At the middle of the event one of my batch mate came to me and she said that we are capturing Batch Group Photo ! When I went there all the girls were present but no boy was there because they were collecting other boys ! Then one of my Batch mate said "Piaray Lag Rahay Ho Mashallah" and then the other girl said that "Haan , Umair kal Bhi piara bana hua tha culture day pay , Best Outfit Iska Tha" ! I said thank you but believe me this thing made my day and After that I enjoyed the event and at the very last I concluded that Event was best !
Well this was about today and tomorrow is Cosplay which is best day but I will not go there because Of some personal and financial issues ! So , I will take rest because the day after tomorrow is Holiday for us and the most important thing is that , At that day there is Birthday of My Special Person and I will make video To wish her birthday ! I will make video to wish her because I don't want my Baangrooo to be sad or alone at her SPECIAL DAY because when you are sincere to anyone you should take care of them And never Forget their Birthdays !
Allah Nigehban 💕
Graduation Week Cultural Day !
So , our graduation week is started and today was the first day of Cultural Day ! I presented my own Culture Balochi and Everyone was looking at me Lol because No one was so much ready and complete then me ! Everyone was just doing Formality but I only was fully equipped with Everything available ! Looking Like JUST WOW 😂
One of my Friends is Punjabi but he was presenting Chitral And Gilgit Culture but when I came in front of him And said ,"Oye Pehlay batata Is Dress me itna piara ban jaata h banda to Men lay leta 🤦" 😂 He was complaining that No one was watching him when I was with him. Everyone was looking at me then He said that Go away from me 😂You are hiding my personality !
So much appreciation and Praised JUST WOW 😂 I loved that Because Today was my day in whole university because no one was taking serious to culture day ! But I only was PERFECT for culture day ! In this picture I still have removed my Balochi Shaal which was also Sekshi😂
This was my best day in University because I was so much Loved that I have never been ! Love and Just Love 😘 tomorrow is Masquerade Ball Event and I had bought Party Mask for it because I want to enjoy the Last week of My Student Life with Full zeal and zest ! InshaAllah I will go tomorrow also and will have fun !
Btw ,how are you all and How is going your life now a days ?
Haram Date After a Very Long Time 🤪
Well, today I was very busy and I don't know how to express myself because Today I went to date Someone after so long time ! It's been more then 2 years I didn't go to Date but today was the day And It recalled me many things of my Past ! Well , Let me tell you what happened today !
Actually one of my sister's friend is studying here and almost 2 weeks ago she came here at Nishtar for check up ! She was with her friend and I helped her to my best because My sister ordered me to Help her because she is her Best Friend and remained Roomate ! Well ,on that day After thorough check up , She asked me to eat or drink something and we went to nearby Juice shop ! I ordered 2 galsses because Her's friend was not willing to drink juice ! I said Okay 😅 I and my sister's friend both drank Juice and at that day she went back to her hostal ! She was too cute and Chalaak 😅 Doctor said to take medicine for 15 days and then come back ! Today was the day and she came to Nishtar and today ,she was alone and I don't know why 😂 Because she said me at WhatsApp that I am very Much Kanjoos ! At that day I said her that next time I will give you treat ! So today I took her to restaurant !
We went to 14th street and I ordered One large Pizza and Wings ! She had never tasted wings before ! But she took only one slice of Pizza but I gave her one more and she didn't refuse ! After Pizza Party ,We went to Chill Baar and Took Ice creams ! But I ordered Large One , That was more than enough for both of us , So we left that Half there ! After that She said that I should Go to my hostal Now , She was here from 10 a.m. and now time was 3 p.m. ! So ,I said okay No Issue , Then She said To drop her at her hostal which was inside BZU and BZU is far away from my hostal ! But ,I didn't refuse and Then I drop her at her hostal !
We spent a lot of time together , A Lot of gossip and jokes ! I enjoyed a lot because From two years ,I was avoiding this and I have many friends with whome I can go to date but I was not satisfied and comfortable with them ! But this girl was trustworthy and A good option to go outside ! Well , we spent almost 5 hours together ! This was a good time pass !
Well , How are you all guys ? I miss You All Lol 😂 ! 😕
Hectic Routine and Flu 🤧
نہ ہم مفلس نہ ہم لاغر نہ محتاج کرم نکلے
نہ ہم ان میں جو یہ کہہ دیں کہ تیرے در پہ دم نکلے
وہ غالب تھے جو بے آبرو ہو کر چلے آئے
ہزاروں گالیاں دے کر تیرے کوچے سے ہم نکلے
Funfair is almost Ended and I am also Tired . I was the organizer of the event and I was in discipline group ! We were excited about this event because this is the last event of Our University Life and From now onwards We have to suffer the hardships of practical life ! So , we are enjoying that ! Today was the Gala Night of Funfair but we have to postpone it due to Palestine crisis ! We had arranged candle walk ceremony to show our stand With Palestine ! I wanted to go there but I am not much well and I thought I should take rest !
Well ,now a days My routine is just BAKWAAS 😫 I awake all the night to take morning Class because My attendance is low and If I want to fulfill my attendance upto the mark 75% , I have to take all the lectures and I can't have any leave ! That's why I am doing that despite of the fact that I wasn't well today but I took my class ! It is also good in some sense that I study daily in the library when no one is there and I study almost 4 hours daily ! I have target to pass my exam Annual because I don't want my mother to wait more because she is not well after My BABA SAEEN and TBH ,I want her at my wedding otherwise I will not Marry in my whole life !
Well , Final Year is about to end and everyone is talking about their future plans ! I have started studying because I am going to change my life and I am getting information for Arab Countries like UAE , Qatar or Saudi Arabia ! I am interested in these and people are saying that it is easier than Other countries with handsome amount of salary ! My Mother gave me an option to marry but I am not interested in that ! But she is preparing for USMLE and I guess has cleared Part one because One of my czns were saying that her father is applying for US Visa ! Well I said first ,I am not interested in Her and second I don't like my wife will go abroad without Me 🙈😂 Let's See where our fate is going to take us !
Arab Countries want 2-3 years of experience with the degree ! So I am Thinking after MBBS ,I will practice at nearby city of My Village Vehoa because My uncle is well settled there under a Nishtarian , Dr Tariq Waseem ,! I will join them because Dr is going to End his clinic because he is not interested in that now because of Age but I said to uncle that make him stay until my degree because that is a well settled clinic and If possible I will take over that set-up! If I want full control of the clinic ,I have to marry The only daughter of Dr but In the sense of Marriage I believe that The Couples are already choosen at Heaven 😊
Well , These are our plans and I don't believe in my plans because I know ,My Allah has better plans for me and I blindly accept those plans without any hesitation !
Alhamdulillah for everything ! 🌹
@Doctor5588
