@Doctor5588 10 January 2024

Proff Is Coming !!! Well , After spending Almost 15 days ,I came back to hostal because I guessed that I am not studying there and I am wasting my time ! Actually I was very disturbed there because of some reasons ! There were many family issues regarding marriage happening after my Papers and I didn't want to involve in these issues ! My mother used to talk about my father in every talk ! Whenever she remembers my father ,she used to remember him as he said that , He did that etc ! But I am too much sensitive about my father and almost start crying and a lot of memories regarding my father were waiting there ! In short I was too much disturbed and I was wasting my time ! So I thought the only option is to go to hostal because I don't want to fail this time because I saw a lot of expectations in every Moment and eyes of my mother ! She had a lot of plans regarding my Payment and I have to fulfill it at any cost ! Well , My mother said to me about my payment that don't give me any rupee but I wish that Save your money and We will go to perform Umrah (I and my mother) after my house job ! It was a good gesture and I also Said that Okay Ammi G ! I noticed my mom this time that how much she is praying for me with crying eyes 😰🥺 I was so much emotional about my mother when She was crying in prayers for us ! Well , Whenever I bacame lazy The face of my mother came into my mind and I start studying again ! InshaAllah I will achieve my goal InshaAllah InshaAllah ! When I came to hostal I noticed that I have studied more than many students that means I am going good and I should work hard ! So , This thing is giving me motivation and I will perform well InshaAllah InshaAllah in exam ! I request you all to please pray for me because I don't want to ruin expectations of my mother 😭 InshaAllah I will do best InshaAllah InshaAllah ! Thank You Guys In Advance !