@Doctor5588 10 December 2023

The Conclusion !! Well , after 3 hectic days now I am free but I also Missed my Gulaabo because We couldn't meet this weekend . I had my grand test for 3 consecutive days and today Was Sunday but she was busy because her roommate requested her to go with her for shopping ! But she is going to home at Thursday as they have winter vacation for 15 days ! After that I will not be here because my official preps will be started and this is second last weekend . We have one week vacation for Send Ups and then one week of Send Ups and then official Preps ! This time I am thinking that I will go to home for Preps because This time I don't want to do mistakes as in previous exams. I will my Payment as soon as possible ! To avoid of my Overthinking ,I should go to home ! So at the last day of my Send Up I will go to Home without wasting any time. My batch mates are saying that they are going to do Last Batch Party but I am not interested in that ! They are insisting me to take part ,but let's see what I will decide ! Well , as this is the last weekend ,so She said that we will meet in the working days ! She will take leave for one day ! I was really happy for this beautiful I wanted to meet her for the last time as we both will be busy for almost 4 months ! But she read my heart and Herself proposed the date ! Well , I have washed my New White Cotton suit which I wore at my Cultural day because this is our last meet up and I wanted to make it special ! Well , I am so so happy with her ! She is caring , loving and Beautiful Mashallah Mashallah ! Let's see how far we would be together ! Today I called my mom And we talked about marriage because right after my exams ,We have two consecutive marriages in my home . One is my brother and one is my sister ! I am so so happy and excited about that ! But my mom got emotional and started weeping on call because whenever we talk about marriage of my sister, she started crying because she doesn't want to leave our home ! My Mom used to share to me everything because she trusts on me and Wants my Ideas for the marriage ! My brother is not willing for Music in the marriage but I said I will provide everything for both marriages ! This is the time to enjoy not to be sad because If we will not do that then they all will remember my Father and the environment will become sad and I don't want that ! I want to see my mother happy ! So I am saving money to spend on marriages because this will all happen before getting my pay ! I also promised my Sister that I will give her special Gift because I skipped her two Birthdays and This gift will be combine of both ! So this is going to be special One ! From Tomorrow ,I am going to start my preps unofficially because I already wasted my time and I can't waste my time now ! I will give One day to my Gulaabo in the schedule and Will start studying from Tomorrow InshaAllah ! I promised myself that this time No mistake ! JUST NO MISTAKE ! It's Enough Now ! I had make my mistakes and I am not going to do that this time InshaAllah ! I also said my Gulaboo that Don't disturb me during my preps because I want to focus on my study and just on study ! So , I don't know anyone during study and will pass my exam on annual Attempt InshaAllah InshaAllah ! She was sad but she said I don't have any issue and WILL WAIT FOR YOU ! Lol , TBH , I wanted that sentence from her and she said that without My insist ! She is really Carin and So much Loving ! I realized this today when I called her and she said that sentence ! She is friend of my sister and she said that I will ask your sister about you ! Like How I Am and what are you doing ! I was wondering about myself that How can I find such a girl who is so much caring ! She is everything according to my Wish a girl should be ! Well , Now it's too late and I am going to sleep because tomorrow I had to wake up early in the morning ! Let's do this exam thing Last Time InshaAllah !