@Doctor5588 13 December 2024 edited

The Last Post !!!! (Alhamdulillah Engaged) Assalamualaikum My Noise Family , This is going to be my last post and Obviously it would be a Very Long one. I will share my whole life in a concise way ! I was a very shy and Innocent person in the past . I didn't have confidence to talk to even boys . But now a huge change occurred in me. A fully and openly talkative to even girls ! Few days ago ,there was Election in Nishtar and I brought many girls for compeign . Everyone there was shocked to see me with girls and appreciated me for gaining trust of the girls ! I am planning to arrange a one day trip of our fellows , Including girls and boys to my village, till now , 3 girls are confirmed and no boy is confirmed yet lol 😂 So , I am inviting everyone close to me even from my previous ward so that It would be a good trip and from there was also girl agreeing for trip. She was saying to ask her friends too . Well , I am a little bit confused and excited at the same time , because How can I agree my mother for this trip including girls ! Well , Good Things are happening in my life from 2.5 years Alhamdulillah ! My Medicine rotation is now ended and Now surgery is started . I m sitting right now in peads E.R . Very few patients are here. Chilling vibes ! Because the ward we left was very toxic and it was really a very toxic level Ward ! I can't describe how we faced that ! I remember when a girl cried in front of me because I was her friend that she is going to leave this ward and she wants extension. I counselled her that it is okay because it is happening with each and everyone in this ward. Just chill and have fun . Enjoy your duties . She was just crying . Then Very hardly she agreed because I said her to go to your home for two days . Just enjoy your day and fresh your mind. Then she agreed with me and stop crying ! Now , I am happy that my most toxic rotation is ended and I planned to start my study because I am going to pass my part one at very first rotation InshaAllah InshaAllah . Because I am planning to go to Saudia arabia or Dubai After Two years InshaAllah ! I have to gain knowledge too with my experience ! Now , I have a good News too . Actually I am 80% engaged with my sweetheart , My Guria , My Gulbadan , My Messsnii , My Mallika e Dill ! She is very nice and really a brilliant girl . Whenever a Boy calls or texts her , she sends screenshot to me that he is annoying me. Before ,I say she blocks him at the very first attempt. Because I told her that It is my redline. If I saw you talking with any boy at any platform ,I will reject my proposal ! Because I can't trust any boy even he is your brother in university . Because I still hear the voices of HER saying " Umair woh mera BHAI ha , Bhaion ki tarah ha , Tum aisay hi shak kertay rehtay ho " and the same person was saying about him like "He is a very kind and nice boy , He is so Caring and loving . I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY ." ! LOL ..... I don't have the courage to hear these voices again. She said , Don't even think about this . I will never ever talk to any boy . If I need to , I will ask permission from you for this ! I said , It's your redline , If you have the courage to cross that ,Then I will withdraw each and every thing I said . I love her to the very extreme really. She is my Mallika e Dill. I said her ,when We will be married I will write at your Dulhan' Duppatta as "Mallika e Dill , Noor e Nazar ,Dr Umair Baloch " She came to me last month with her friend , but was in veil. She didn't even open her veil so that I can see her but she said no ! But I could guess her that she was beautiful and Nut khatt As I like My wife to be ! She is a perfect couple for me and I can't get more better partner than her ! She is My Dill Ruba . I saw our video when her friend shooted a video of us from behind when we were walking together. It was too much loving really . It touched my heart ❣️ I watch that video on daily basis. Well , Why I said 80% of engagement . Because I told my mother and she agreed with my choice. She also told her mother for this. But our mothers have not talked to each other for this proposal ! So that 20% is remaining but soon they will talk to each other InshaAllah ! I am happy for this marriage and excited too because she is a best couple for me ! I trust her too much but I am also afraid that I know girls are like this in the start but then they get change and this change is so much disturbing that I can't describe. I trust her that she will not change but I am afraid that She may not be like other girls who are so much caring and loving in the start but then they became just Ignorant and Careless . They become just unknown to you without any reason. First they claim that they are in love with you even do drama like they are dying for you but when u will be available to them , they became like u don't have any importance to them ! Just nonsense talks and senseless and lame excuses. Well , Sometimes you Think you have moved on but then you realize that you have still something which can't be expressed in words. Although if they come back u are not gonna accept them but still u have something something something. ............. Well , Right now my Peads surgery rotation is started and today is my E.R but here we are just enjoying because no patients are here. All children are just love ❤️ Well , Now a days I am Thinking to change myself and I will be changed InshaAllah because last night I was crying because I am far away from my Friend , My Allah who always helped me when I needed HIM. HE is Everything to me but I have to prove HIM now that I am also loyal to HIM. Last night ,I felt so much self guilt that what I am doing and what Is Going on ! I should change my self from now on InshaAllah ! InshaAllah I will discuss it with my Messni ,My Mallika e Dill, Noor e Nazar tonight and definitely she will be very happy because She always prays for me in prayers. She used to tell me that She always prays for me in every prayer for easiness of my life , for job , for Our Nikah and InshaAllah I will prove her that If I promised her that I will never ever break My Promise because I always DO ACCORDING TO MY PROMISE ! She use to asked me that why I am Not gonna marry a Doctor , Why u r choosing me ? I said because I promised someone That I will not marry A Doctor without her Lol ! But , It's okay , I am Happy with her because She is more than love . Always humble , Obeying my each and everything and even if it is a minor thing . She just says me , maan Lia ,samjho ho gia , Aur Hukum ? When I see her , I thought about the other girls who are just debating over the nonsense things , never obeying their beloved ones , just want their superiority but I guess those girls always fail in life because every Men are Caring and loving but they want Superiority because it is Said By Allah Almighty that Men are superior to women (Mafhom) ! It is put in the nature of men that they feel superiority ! Every girl or women should obey them and then see ,Men are really caring and loving ❤️ If I estimate then 95% of the men are Caring and loving but 5% can be other types ! But Alhamdulillah,summa Alhamdulillah I am not those type of men , I am among 95% of men ! But many girls don't understand me ! Well , I wanted to tell you all about my two friends from Previous ward. Both have done their MBBS from Foreign countries. One of them is going to plan to come to my village because she wants to visit my home . She becomes angry when I tell her about the story of other girl . Both becomes jealous to each other when I discuss someone to other. But I take them as friends . I guess I can take only one to my village because The other one will never agry with that ! The one who is planning to ho , She is saying that I will also ask to her female friends for trip and I am confused 😆What should I do because I can't take all the "girls" to trip , I should have at least one boy ! So , I am thinking to take one of our colleague who was also working with us in same ward. But first of al and the most important part of this trip is that I will discuss it with my Mallika e Dill , because I need her permission and I will never take them to trip without her permission ! I know she trusts me and will allow me to take them to Mithwan ! Well , I guess I should stop writing now because My this post is mixing of Three Days Thoughts because I am writing this post from three days. Whenever I feel something I add this but From Now on I will not post anything to this platform untill I feel that I will get something from this platform ! I used to come here many times but I don't know why 😁 Well , May Be from now on I will delet this app and will never see this again ! A beautiful time spent well but all my online friends have left this platform ,So I also decided to say good bye to this platform ! InshaAllah we will meet again to an unknown Platform with full zeal and zest InshaAllah !! Good Bye All Beautiful People 🌹