Revenge was one of my Options

I came to the point in my life where I can help those who helped me, I can give back to those who gave me, I can be friends to those who treated me like real friends, and I can be an enemy to those who are angry with me, revenge was one of my options.

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Those feelings started when I was in my first Year of college, It was a fiesta back then and everyone was having their own world, I saw a lot of people buying things and ukay-ukay, since it was a big fiesta in our municipality, some are playing at the perya, some are buying snacks and etc. 

Back then, I was just a poor student who couldn't afford to buy at least one pack of popcorn. I felt sorry for myself because I was the only one in our class who had no money that time because I was shy about asking for an allowance from my cousin. 

My friends back then was buying a lot of snacks, different snacks rather individually for themselves, tulo laway ako noon, because I had nothing in my pocket, they were eating as if they did not see me, and I did not bother to asked some of it, kasi kung ako lang yun hindi ko na hihintayin na humingi pa kung sino man ang wala, kusa akong mag bibigay.

I ended up crying at the corner because I pitied myself, and that feeling started to eat me. I will not bother to give a person if that person doesn't bother giving me also. 

I was in fourth year college when we had a seminar to Kidapawan City, it was a long travel from our school, we rented a van where we paid 1500 for each of us back and forth, it does not includes our foods and others, my allowance back then was 2,000 pesos, I paid the van so 500 left in my pocket. 

When on our way to the gymnasium, my classmates saw a burger stand, so we had to stop because they bought burgers. I did not bother to buy because there was still a payment when we arrived at the gym. 

No one of my classmates called me for some burger, they were eating for themselves. Thank God I bought my headset , I put it in my ears and pretend to be asleep while I can all smell the burgers that they were eating. 

When we arrived at the Gymnasium of Notre Dame of Kidapawan, we paid 350.00 for the registration, I don't know why but that was the instruction that was given to us, so the money left was only 150.00.

Lunch time, when they were talking about where to have lunch, and they decided to have lunch in Mang Inasal, I was like "Where should I eat?" 

I saw them laughing and excitedly entering at Mang Inasal, but I saw some carinderia across the street, so I decided to have lunch there alone, that nobody noticed that I was not in our group. 

From that experience, I decided not to be more dependent on my friends and classmates. Before I couldn't eat when someone was not eating, if I had money and bought a lot of snacks, I called them all to have some. But after those incidents, I eat without calling them, I buy snacks and I was the only one who ate it, I did not bother calling them, like they did to me. 

Final Thought: 

My experience changed me, but it does not change who I really am. I am still friendly today, bubbly but when something or someone does that again, I would do the same again and again, revenge is one of my options. 

Good morning read.cash fam, today is one of the cold days, I hope it does not rain today, but I guess another Low pressure Are is entering here in mindanao, so expectedly to have more rainy days.

That would be all for today, thank you for always reading mine.

This is me @Dawn_Dii , Have a nice day ahead.

Date Published: April 10, 2022