Long Week, Lost Draft

Saturday. 26th of February, 2022.

It's another Saturday and I need to sleep! I spent the last few days working from morning till night. Yesterday, I finished working by 2am. After that, I struggled to sleep till 3am and I was awoken by 6am by a random phone call. So yeah, I need to sleep! Sadly, I keep feeling the urge to watch TV series or while away on YouTube.

Today is just one of those days when I don't have the energy for anything.

I feel like crying because I just lost everything I wrote as I was about to publish. I'm really demoralised and I don't feel like writing anymore. This is so frustrating! When I tried to restore the draft, I only got the two paragraphs above. I guess today is not my day. I had half the mind to actually copy what I had written but it all happened so fast.

Since I don't have the morale to write, I'll just talk about what has been going on with me. The past week has been stressful. It is the comments I get from my friends here (I'm talking about you reading this right now) that has kept me motivated. I've spent most of my time this week attending meetings. After a while, I started struggling to concentrate during these meetings, I was having headaches, eye ache, back aches etc. I just didn't feel good. At the end of the day, I would try to radius /reward myself by doing something relaxing and for me, that is watching TV series. Sadly, I sometimes sleep off halfway into the episodes. I have been tired a lot and I need to rest.

Yesterday was no exception, infact, it was the worst because I and my colleagues had to stay up all night working. I even forgot to have lunch and I ended up eating some hours after midnight.

Today, I planned to sleep in. It is the only day I get the opportunity to do that. Sadly, that didn't work out. I received a call from an unknown number that has been calling me for a while now. The lady/girl calls be only says "hello". It doesn't matter what I say, the person on the other end just keeps saying hello. I think she might be calling a wrong number though.

I tried to go back to sleep and it was going well until my mum barged into my room, telling me to wake up and cook. I had cooked the main part of the food yesterday and what was left would only take about 15 minutes. I was pissed because I was hoping to get some time to actually sleep since I didn't have much to do.

I cooked the food and I couldn't eat much for some reason even though I felt hungry. It was almost as if my body was too tired to even do something as simple as eating. After eating, my colleague needed help with something so I had to do some work before writing. As I was writing, I slept off lol but I woke up after a short while to continue and as I mentioned above, I lost what I had written.

As I started to write, I noticed I have 50 subscribers now. Yay!! 💃🎊 I know it's not much and it has taken me two months of writing here to achieve that but I acknowledge my accomplishment

That is the summary of my week and my day today. I hope for better days ahead.

If you've ever lost a draft of something you've been working on, please tell me about it. I'll like to know I'm not alone in my woe lol.

Thanks for reading,